Saturday, December 14, 2013

A Chaos of Death


She is in into the midst of chaos
Struggle to find an exit to out
Even to think clear is hardly to do.

Even the air she breath is losing up
Difficult to find an air to breath in
That makes her feel suffocated all through.

Catching up some air to breathe till she can
And still keeping to fight to live long
But still she could not live any longer.

The chaos begins to worst than ever
Until no one can escape from their fate
A fate of death that everyone will face.

The same fate that she had that will end all
Even if she was fighting for her life
Still not enough to escape from death.

...
jr

Saturday, December 07, 2013

Losing...

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...

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Losing my head,
Losing my mind.
...

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Losing my self,
Losing my belief.
...

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Losing my spirit,
Losing my light.
...

...
Losing my flame,
Losing my fame.
...

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Losing my heart,
Losing my part.
...

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Losing my hope,
Losing my cope.
...

...
jr
...

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Oh, My! Oh, My!















Oh, my soul... my soul...

How could I ever give you peace?
How could I ever give you calmness?
How could I ever give you happiness?
How could I ever give you ease?

Oh, my heart... my heart...

Why you're always in pain?
Why you're always in sorrow?
Why you're always in flow?
Why you're always in drain?

Oh my... oh my...

What a person you are?
What a body you have been?
What a human you have seen?
What a soul you bare?

...Oh, my heart! Oh, my soul! ...
... Always hiding deep within depths! ...
... Oh, my heart! Oh, my soul! ...
... Always hiding deep within paths! ...

... j. r. ...

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Having Doubt (Despite His just there as always.)


Why I kept dreaming of Him?
Why I'm still feeling Him?
While my whole self is in the dark.

He still there letting me know His there
He still always at my back knowing His there,
Just there to guide and protect me.

When the truth I'm not really worth for it!
When I know to my self I'm a bad person that proves it!
Because I let my self live in the darkness still His there.

His always there for me and for my soul
His always there ready to save and protects me and my soul,
Even if my soul is already deep within the dark.

I couldn't explain these feelings I feel
I wouldn't know what else to think and feel,
Am I really worth seeing Him? As I ask.

I'm afraid! Too much afraid
I'm lost! That I hardly to find my self that I"m afraid,
Even though He's there and know all my fears.

It may be ridiculous to be afraid
It may be kind of weird to feel afraid,
But it is what I feel even though His there each of my life.

Each time I thought of Him... He ease my pain
Each time He showed up Him self to me... I feel no pain,
Why His like that? I asked... because His kind and wise one? I asked.

So kind that I don't know if I worth it?!
So kind that warms my heart though I feel I'm not worth it...!
But deep within my heart and soul... He's been living there somewhere.

Yes! I'm doubting my self!
Yes! I'm still regretting Him to my self!
But deep within, I love that I could feel Him beside me always.

...
...
...

I thy God, creator of all...
Thanking for all the guidance and protection you've been given us....
Amen.

...
...
...

Jr. Rs.

Sunday, November 03, 2013

Making Her...

...
...
Making her smile,
Makes me feel so happy.
...
Making her mad,
Makes her more beautiful into my eyes.
...
Making her feel secure,
Makes me feel so proud protecting her.
...
Making her jealous,
Makes me feel so sorry.
...
Making her surprises,
Makes me feel so glad and thankful she likes it.
...
Making her sad,
Makes my heart hurt that pains.
...
Making her alone,
Makes me feel so sad that parts.
...
Making her cry,
Makes my self and my heart break into pieces.
...

Making her smile and loves her from afar,
Is the best thing I could do...

...

Sunday, October 27, 2013

His in Her Dreams


Who you really are?
Why I couldn't see you clearly?
Even if you're so near?
So easy to reach that so dearly?
Still I haven't see you longer to stare.

Though deep down my heart,
I knew who you really are,
I am only scared to fear,
If I finally learn who you are,
So I let you be in my dreams that part.

When I'm in my real world...
You were there at my dreams...
Trying those two be collide...
Be memories that last till it gleams...
Making each other be mold.

There would be lots of questions.
Lots of mind tricks to unfold.
That so stiff that needs a guide.
Be careful that needs to be hold.
And choose where to land in right options.

...JR...

Sunday, October 20, 2013

B O R I N G

...

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B lend of different emotions...
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O ver and over thoughts in mind...
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R esources bigger and bigger...
...
I nitiate things that so full...
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N othing else to create...
...
G athering information that so empty...
...

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B O R I N G in small word in one,
So much boring that feels from the inside.
...

jr.

Sunday, October 06, 2013

Selfish


Doing what they really wanted
Does not care of the others,
Always making things as they wanted
Moving without thinking better to others.

Just thinking one and only one selves
Do not worry about someone else,
So dense to others but not to them selves
Making things as what they want and nothing else.

That is their lives as a selfish
Worry nothing but only them selves,
Not even knowing they were selfish
Because it is them stays thinking them selves.

((:::

.jr.

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Dream To End

:(

... ... ...
Once again his in her dream
Seeing him was too impossible,
But still he came into her dream
So hard to be true nor be possible.

:(

... ... ...
He is just sitting like that
Looking at her without a blink,
Feeling as if his not gone like that
Nothing to expect that could link.

:(

... ... ...
Still he looks so far from her
Looks so dark even though his near,
His trying to look straight at her
But still she couldn't see him that fear.

:(

... ... ...
And just like before it would end
Dreams would not hold for so long,
Night would end so soon as dream end
And only memories would left to belong.

:(

... ... ...
Once more she will lose him
He is gone before and even now,
She couldn't do anything to hold him
And all her want is to be with him till grow.

... ... ...

jr

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Guilty Pain


A heart with full of hopes
Covers all the pain it feels,
Trying to beat in normal stage
Even if coping in strange guilt.

A guilt trying to tied up of ropes
Covers of blood in wound that peels,
Trying to hide it and change
Even if smiling is hard to built.

:(

jr.

Sunday, September 15, 2013

Love, Romance, Feelings!

<3


Hay! What a love?!
Hardly to describe
Even hardly to figure,
It just came unexpectedly
Without any warnings,
Too much dangerously
And very soundings.

<3


Hay! What a romance?!
Even if you don't like
Still feels like to dike,
Wanting to experience
Even if will hurt first,
Still keeping in sense
That feels so thirst.

:)


Hay! What a feelings?!
Too much shocking
Too much shaking,
Wanting it to stop
Still coming too fast,
Swinging fast in slop
That won't last.

<3

j.r.

Sunday, September 08, 2013

In Depths

...

How deep are you?
Would anybody goes within it?
Can anyone explain the depth they seen in you?
Why so sudden depth filled you?
Who may able to go down on it?


What happened in the end of it?
When exactly to start to go through?
Where was the depth pointing out?
May you able to take courage going deep?
Or you're thinking  you may lost in darkness?

...

.j. .r.

Sunday, September 01, 2013

Save Me


A heart full of miseries
Never been lack by crying
A silently crying that carries
Never fail to hurting.

Aching so deeply low
Crushing a heart badly
Aching sadly that blow
Crushing into pieces slowly.

Till tears turns blood
Flowing like madness
Till feeling got bold
Flowing without gladness.

:(

j. r.

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Hiding From A Mask


A face that easy to see...
A face that easy to stare...
A face that easy to judge...
A face that easy to face...

You may see beautiful and pretty faces
You may see happy and glad faces,
You may see serious and joker faces
You may see handsome and cute faces.

Still they were all hiding from a mask
Still they were all fake behind the mask,
Still they were all hurting through the mask
Still they were all facing with a mask.

... j. r. ...

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Sadness

:(


:(

Sadly to say
Things get bad,
Getting even worst
Begins to rough,
Changes into gray
That feels mad,
Until things frost
And lost tough.

:(

Even to hear
Still keeping deaf,
Even to see
Still keeping blind,
That makes tear
Till lost leaf,
And falls glee
Until sadness bind.

:(

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Be Forget... Let Go... Move On...

... ... ...?


Who could not be forget?
Who could not let go?
Who could not move on?

It was our selves...
It was our memories...
It was our past...

What about our future?
What about our present?
What about our lives?

If no one of us be forget...
If no one of us let go...
If no one of us move on...

What would happen?
What would change?
What would come?

Hard to weight?
Hard to decide?
Hard to think?

Still why we see each other?
Still why we end up dreaming?
Still why we keep searching through?

From different place...
From different cities...
From different world...

Trying to be together!
Trying to be one!
Trying to be forever!

Even if we know the real thing...?
Even if we already accept the truth...?
Even if we clearly see the future...?

Still we both not facing it!
Still we both ignores it well!
Still we both dreaming each other!

That hard to be forget...!
That hard to let go...!
That hard to move on...!

... ... ...!

Sunday, August 04, 2013

Changes!


... ... ...
 
There are things not the same
The things that we usually do
Seems changes even we don't intend
Even if we don't plan it
Still we couldn't stop to change
Be more responsible and practical
Though it was hard from the start
We still have to go on the flow
 Learn to accept the whole truth
Try not to force our selves to forget
Let just do our things separately.

... ... ...

Sunday, June 30, 2013

The Sea of Clouds


From the above of all land
Seeing such a mysterious sight,
Wonderful floating above the ground
Showing a wide side from light.

Such mysterious creation from heavenly
A breath taking sight to watch,
Floating so calm and gracefully
In a full and lightly batch.

Wide blue like an ocean above
With white floating cotton like,
So soft and light as it move
Floats freely that hard to dislike.

Watching it is like seeing a sea
So huge and wide open water,
That wants to be in as plea
Be nearer as wanted that matter.

... j. r. ...

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Losing Right


Sometimes you could not think of the right
That may able to block the darkness within,
Where you may able to see the brightest light
That enlighten the right path from within.

Hoping to seek light from the darkness
Even though it would be hard to find,
Still seeking and searching to find the brightness
Although it would be very difficult to find.

Allowing to travel for beyond no one
Until right things losing up to seek,
And things get wrong so badly till lone
Going all alone in the dark till nothing to seek.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

I...


I let my self live in fears,
Letting my heart be drown into tears.

I let my self befall deep in sorrow,
Letting my soul be in dark even morrow.

I let my self down that felt so dump,
Letting my mind be full that pump.

I let my self lost that hard to found,
Letting my body be in motion of hound.

I let my self fall down from nowhere,
Letting my spirit went through to elsewhere.

I let my self drop low that part,
Letting my dreams crash down so dart.

I let my self drain out till numb,
Letting my brain feels nothing but dumb.

Sunday, June 02, 2013

My Shadow


We were been together for so long
We were been each other since start
We were been living each days together,
We were never been apart for so long
We were never left each other from start
We were never deny we were together.


Each passing days we shared actions
Each passing moments we made laugh
Each passing memories we were together,
Each days we live in more actions
Each moments we enjoy it to laugh
Each memories we created it together.

Walking side by side whenever light came
Walking silently each days that pass by
Walking alone as they look still I'm with you,
Walking together till the night falls came
Walking quietly each hours that pass by
Walking solely as they look still I'm with you.

... ... ...

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Ruin

...
Seeing too much things
Things that hardly to seek,
...
But still manage to find
Still manage to experience,
...
Even if you don't expect
It will come so fast,
...
Hardly to step once see
Even if wanted to back off,
...
Still coming so easily
It's like a raging waves,
...
Crushing everything it pass
And would only left disaster,
...
Chaos may also describe
Because things getting worst,
...
Even trying to stop it
Still wreck would be left,
...
And there will be no time
Time to fix things in right,
...
Because it's already been ruin
A total ruin that difficult to fix.
...

Sunday, May 19, 2013

Hiding!


I feel so reckless
Feeling so damn good
And yes I'm miserable,
But never the less
I love it damn good
That is very unbelievable!

This it too much
I could not handle
Not even a single thought,
Or even in easy such
As crystal hard to handle
And too hard to fought!

Wanted to curse all
But still keeping inside
Not even shouting out loud,
Keeping  my self tall
Be cheerful not in inside
Until pain covers of cloud!


Sunday, May 12, 2013

Mother


She is a woman...

Who works and do her duty without expecting any payment from us,
Who would always be there to guide you all through out,
Who vows to protect you and to care for you as long as she could.

She is  a friend...

The one would stand at your side even in your worst situation,
The one who would listen to all of your stories of happiness and sadness,
The one that you can cry on and depend on all through.

She is her...

The one that we respect,
The one that we adore,
The one that we care,
The one that we love the most!

She is our Mother...

The one who would do everything and anything for the sake of her children,
She who brought us all for nine months,
She who takes care of us since we were on her tummy,
She who gave us life into this world,
She who became our first teacher in our lives,
She who became our knight till the end,
She who love us without a doubt and love us endlessly,
She is our Mother, Mommy, Mom, Mama, Ma', Mams!

Sunday, May 05, 2013

Raging Phenomenon

... ... ...


Raging fire that burns till end
Throwing flames that melts a land
Burning till nothing was left behind
Till ashes covers all the ground...

... ... ...


Raging waves that crushes a surface
That flows with an expected pace
Huge water that difficult to face
That may erase an entire race...

... ... ...


Raging wind that blows so endlessly
Spinning too fast that so madly
Hitting strong air that too deadly
Crushing everything it passes that badly...

... ... ...


Raging storm that ruin anything through
Pouring water that flood so tough
Falling too strong that makes rough
Destroying all but still not enough...

... ... ...


Raging sands that hardly to encounter
Spinning dust all through the center
A very dangerous sight that matter
Moving faster that difficult to enter...

... ... ...


Raging soil that can kill lives
Dropping down like a falling leaves
Crushing all things even that moves
Covers all things like tidal waves...

... ... ...


Raging snow that frost much anything
Making an ice that so freezing
A zero visibility to insight nothing
Till cold surrounds all to everything...

... ... ...


Raging lava that falls so fast
Melting all things passes till last
Giving a toxic smell that cast
Until all things goes to past...

... ... ...

Sunday, April 21, 2013

The Pathway to Darkness

... .... ...

Turning and running through paths
Spinning roads that hard to be seen,
Switching and changing different paths
Playful paths and times to be seen.

... ... ...

Hardly to discover and to look
Finding where would it goes,
Thinking if can find a place to look
Trying to know where it goes.

... ... ...

Different times and space to travel
Reaching a road through darkness,
Crowded zones that difficult to travel
Searching to an end into the darkness.

... ... ...

From past to present places
That can be seen each moments in time,
From present to future places
That came into each ways in no time.

... ... ...

Paths getting darker and darker
Transport getting danger and scary,
Past, present, future going darker
Traveling getting worst that so scary.

... ... ...

Time to time things getting too fast
An able not to see the places where to go,
Lights getting off and lost too fast
Nothing but darkness scattered everywhere to go.

... ... ...

Till nothing may able to see
Nothings goes beyond to search,
Until even the bottom could not be see
An important things could not be search.

... ... ...

Left without nothingness in this land
Alone in a deserted place,
Down into too much confusion in this land
Only one in a haunted place.

... ... ...

Living only fears and pains in lives
Giving only dangers that so shocking,
Living with no prove of any lives
Giving too much dampness that shocking.

... ... ...

Sunday, April 07, 2013

Dreams to Dreams


Colliding two different places
Hardly to distinguish real,
Catching up for phrases
Still hardly to steal...

Keeping an eyes close
Until new places come,
That hardly to lose
Wanting to be home...

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Faith


To stand on your own,
You have to face your fear.

To gain enough courage,
You have to step out and never look down.

To achieve your goals,
You have to work it hard.

To make your dreams come true,
You have to believe in your self that you can.

And to help you with all of it,
You have to entrust your self to Him.
Have faith on Him and call His name.
Talk to your heart and soul.
And He will always be there for you.
He will be your guide and your helper.
He will be there through out your journey.

So be always thankful to Him,
Be proud of Him and happily bless on Him.
He will done those things in a very mysterious way.

... ... ...

Sunday, March 24, 2013

Makinig


...
     Kung minsan kailangan nating itikom ang ating mga bibig at ipikit ang ating mga mata upang bigyang daan ang ating mga tainga na makinig sa ibinubulong ng ating mga puso.

...
     Dahil ito lamang ang makakahanap sa mahalagang bagay na kay tagal na palang nakatago sa kasuluk-sulukang ng ating mga puso.

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     Na kung bibigyan lang ng pagkakataong pakinggan at sundin ang ibinubulong ng puso, ang kapares nitong puso'y masayang makakapiling ang tunay na itinitibok.

...
     Gaano man kalayo, gaano man kahaba ang paghahanap, magtatagpo at magkakasama pa rin ang tunay na itinitibok ng pusong ibinubulong ang tunay at wagas nitong kapares sa habangbuhay...

... ... ...

Sunday, March 17, 2013

An Old House


A huge and wide old house
Made of fine and strong woods
With a touch of concrete walls,
A view that may able to pause
Giving such a very strong moods
As if looking at a tall falls.

A view that looks so scary
Gives shiver down the spine
Even mysteries able to see,
A view that full of creepy
Makes a head creates a line
That hard to be set free.

A huge and wide cage to say
So wide that seen to much doors
Doors opens too many rooms,
A rooms full of spirits that lay
Fear to go and step on floors
As if it will lead to dooms.

A house that gives fear to go on
Still wanting to be discover
Be open to drop the fears,
A scary house under the moon
Wants to be home till forever
Until it loses the fears that tears.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

The Sun Set, Moon and The Shore

... ... ...

Walking inside a wide and wild forest
Going through a place that so breathless
Seeing a wide ocean that colors in blue
With a sky so white and so peacefully quiet
Waves that peacefully waving at the shore
White and clear sands that touches the bare foot
So fine and nice to step through
Warm air touches through the skin
Salty taste that filled in the blowing wind
Until sun set came in that colors red-orange



Sun starts falling down into the deepest sea
A wonderful and breathless sight to see
Until it covers the beautiful paradise
That soon the dark came in the covers all
And from the dark a light came in


Shinning up into the darkest sky above
Lighten up the darkness that covers all
And by watching it feels so light and free
Makes so much to dream off or to imagine more
And making it a good and unintentional connections
A round and huge ball of light would do
A moon that lighten up the world of the dark
That only the moon may able to give images
Images into the eyes of someone who wants to see
Seeing someone wishes to see and find
A face that may able to be real or not
A wishful thinking that may able to come true
To be together, be with that someone
Hoping that someone would be there
Not just imagining or dreaming
But for real and true in person
Wishing so much to come true
Wishing it would be so soon...

... ... ...

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Memories


There are times memories were easily flow
There are times memories could be gone
There are times memories were easily glow.

In two different ways of memories be created
In two different things of memories be done
In two different paths of memories be destined.

It could be happy or sad memories
It could be ease or suffering memories
It could be safe or danger memories.

But still memories are still memories to have
But still memories are still memories to create
But still memories are still memories to save.

You can live it behind or learn from it
You can use it as a lesson or even not
You can forget it forever or just take it.

Making a decision is on your own will
Making a concrete mind is in yours now
Making a plan is on your own will.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Amore Vince Tutto!


Love is...

Mysterious...

Blind...

Sweet and Bitter...

Precious...

Unexplained...

Friendship...

Trust...

Family...

Nice and Wicked...

Hardship...

Life...

Forever...

Important...

Unexpected...

Learning...

Action...

Words...

Something Wonderful...

Wide...

Feelings...

Pure...

Endlessly...

Eternal...

Deceitful...

Emotion...

Courage...

Fantastic...

Meaningful...

Powerful...

and

Love is God...

Sunday, February 03, 2013

R O M A N C E


Love that Rely on words.

Promises that Ought to do.

Caring that Mystify an actions.

Devotion that Amaze own thoughts.

Desires that Nourish the love.

Fulfillment that Cruise each self.

Affection that Excite a heart.

That creates ROMANCE of tale.

... <3 ...

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Late!


They were friends a long time
Living in the same community
That made them became much closer,
They both made dreams that rhyme
Making it together in unity
That made their bond got more tighter.

Years passes as their age too
A friend from the beginning
That grows much more deeper,
They change as their feelings too
A love that starts blooming
Became much more colorful than ever.

A love as a friend did not end
Still continues to grow and glow more
Breathing in the same air together,
In a love that they did not intend
Searching into much deeper than forever
Continues to warm their hearts further.

Until the time has come
A time to confess and tell
True feelings meant to eternity,
Words that needs to speak to be home
A home brought of joy and will
Will that so powerful through eternity.

A love to speak and to hear
A love to wait till it was decided
A love that worth waiting for,
Till sudden things change to hear
Till the questions starts to resided
Till those words not worth anything for.

Silent approaches that brakes into pieces
So quiet it surprises that much
Miseries came and covers everything,
Broken hardly that could not fixes
So damp through its heart so much
Too late to let it know everything.

Late to tell how it truly feels
Speaks what was the answers in its questions
Body could not speak nor to hear,
Late to show how deep its feels
An answer that will kept forever as a questions
A life that left alone and sad till fear.

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Think Clear


As words may spoke so easily
As things may have as wanted,
As actions may done so quickly
As works may take as granted.

Still words have to say nicely
Still things have to hardly earned,
Still actions have to think wisely
Still works have to worthy learned.

Because words may hurt badly
Because things may lost everything,
Because actions may misunderstood madly
Because works may left nothing.

So think what ever words to say
So think what ever things to take,
So think what ever actions to lay
So think what ever works to make.

...

Poetry of Dreams

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