I Surrender

(...)

Everything that I have
Is what I don't want...
Everything that I can
Is still not enough...
Everything that I own
Is still I don't like...
Everything that I think
Is still not tough...

(,,,)

(...)

That I surrender
And wants to scream...
That I hate
And wants to crush...
That I anger
And wants to lose...
That I stop
And wants to shout...

(,,,)

(JR)

Still Lingers

Trying to dissolve

        Something I don't like

Making those things

         Be erase and forgotten

But it still lingers

     No matter what I do...

...

Jr.

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Love Hate Matter

To LOVE is to HATE. . .

To HATE is to HURT. . .

To hurt is to FEEL. . .

To FEEL is to FORGIVE. . .

To FORGIVE is to CHANGE. . .

To CHANGE is to TRY. . .

To TRY is to LOVE. . .

. . .

jr.

A Heartfelt Wish

There are times, countless times,

I had the same wish, all over again.

A wish that I knew from the very beginning...

It won't ever happen.

But I still keep wishing and wishing...

Over and over and over again.

Though some times, I feel sick and tired of wishing,

Still I ignore it and continues wishing.

Even my mind didn't occur to stop,

The reason why I end up doing the same thing.

Wishing...

And nothing else but wishing.

Even though it is the only reason why I'm hurting,

A pain that comes over and over again the wounded my heart.

And at those times, my eagerness grows even more,

 Wishing him for more and more to come.

Oh, how I wish he would come,

And be at my side in times I needed him most.

Maybe... It might end my wishing so hard,

To end my eagerness by wishing him back.

Then I might end up my sufferings,

And all my burdens would be gone.

That will free my heart from my miseries,

From looking all over for him.

So please just stay at my side,

Until forever and ever.

So please come back and let my heart stop wishing,

That would bring peace to my heart and soul.

So please just stay and back at me,

And let me finish my wishing.

And that is my heartfelt wish for you...

Be with my until forever till eternity.

...

jr