Still Growing

I ask you to kill me.

But you heal me.

I wanted to die.

But you said it's a lie.

I badly wanted to feel pain.

But you push me in the rain.

I said, live me alone!

But you sing me with a tone.

I ask you, why?

But you just answered me, oh my!

Now I ask what you are doing.

You just answered me, my love is still growing.

Jr.

Begging Like a Fool

Don't just stand there!

Just don't pretend you've never care!

Never ever go so far and left me behind!

Please don't ever go away!

Just please stay like the way you do!

Stay at my side!

Stay at my life!

Stay at my heart!

Till forever and ever till eternity!
So don't live me now!

Don't lose me and keeps me holding!

Don't just stand there and stare!

Because all I want is keep me by your side!

But no matter what I do!

No matter how desperately I beg!

In the end,

I will end all alone!

Letting me go without stopping me!

Letting me live and be back to my real world!

You just watch me until I faded away!

Pretends that you've never see me!

Pretends you've never hear me!

Pretends you've never ever care for me!

That you've never heard and see me begging!

Begging over and over again!

Just to make you chase over me!

Jr.

Go Forward

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Once I tried to create

My eyes start to fall,

Once I tried to move

My body starts to heavy,

Once I tried to think

My mind starts to blank,

Once I tried to write

My hands start to ache,

Once I tried to read

My sight starts to fade,

Once I tried to fight

My soul starts to surrender,

Once I tried to fight

My soul starts to surrender,

Once I tried to continue

I myself start to stop.

So once I try not to do things

That's the time myself go forward.

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--> Jr.

How Rude?!

How rude of you to let me fall for you?!

To let me drown from the memories we shared!

Let me go wild from each moment you stay at my side!

Letting me fall much deeper into you!

How rude of you to let me go after all those times?!

Living me all alone!

Live without any strong reasons why you need to go!

Letting me move on and walk without you!

How rude of you to let me hurt so badly?!

Making me ask you what I did wrong?!

Hurting my heart so deeply without any reasons?!

Letting me drown on my own miseries all because of you!

How rude of you just to speak goodbye so easily?!

Without a clear explanation!

Nothing so explainable reason you said!

Letting me hanging around!

How rude of you show to me how much you love me?!

When the truth you will live me behind!

Living me broken and crazy in love with you!

Letting me live in despair and miseries!

How rude of you punish me like this?!

Unable to fall for someone who does exist!

Stopping me to find someone to love!

Letting me think and love you more!

How rude of you to let me go?!

Now that I needed you most!

Mostly now I get lost because of you!

Let my heart and soul fall deeply into the dark.

Jr.