Left Crying

I hate to admit,

         But I still love you.

I hate to acknowledge,

         But I'm still hurting.

And I hate to feel,

        But I'm still hoping.

Not knowing I'm ruining my life,

       Just because of you.

Not knowing,

       I'm just hoping for nothing.

Not even knowing,

       I'm falling deep into you.

Silently,

           I'm deadly wrecking.

Losing myself,

          Just to love you.

Until,

       My heart left crying.

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Jr.

Unknowingly

I don't want to be burden by your memories

But my mind keeps restoring all of your memories,

That won't stop lingering on me that I hardly to control

You keep coming and going into my mind no matter what,

Even if I try harder to dissolve you in time

You keep coming without any notice,

Silently coming into my side whenever and wherever

That ends me to believe that we might meet soon,

Hoping that one of my journey we might meet

That our paths finally crosses and encounter at its midst,

Then our eyes would meet and stares at each other

Where our feelings would suddenly emerge and meet,

That would suddenly happens in a rare moments

Even though in reality we were total stranger,

Our hearts, mind and soul knowing each other

That even our destiny and fate won't stop it,

And as we stare at each other's eyes unconsciously

The bond that we shared would easily comes front,

A bond that would never ever break

A bond that is strong enough to hold our hearts,

Unexpectedly our dreams became reality

Our words collide in one unknowingly.

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Jr.

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Always Be There

* For a moment there...

  You came in...

  Takes care of me even though I don't ask...

  You just came and heal me...

  Without asking any return from me.

  ...

* My heart race so fast...

  Beating like crazy...

  Having deeply thoughts of you...

  That makes my heart jump into joy...

  How grateful I am to have you...

  The one always takes care of me.

  ...

* Weird...

  For that moment I knew...

  You really want to serves me...

  Be at my side...

  And love me as long as you're there...

  And make sure I'm just fine as always.

  ...

* Repaying for your kindness...

  Isn't easy to do...

  When you're not there and when I'm far...

  Far from reaching you...

  Still...

  I'm praying deep into my heart...

  You would always be alright...

  ...

* Being with you like this moment...

  You who always comes in...

  The one who never left not even a single memory...

  Still...

  I able to be the first one to keep memories...

  Even if I knew it is hard to be with you...

  I cherish each seconds I'm with you.

  ...

* I took that as a challenge...

  I follow him with fears in my heart though...

  Fears begun to change with strength...

  That my heart believes...

  You would stay forever at my side...

  Even without you closer...

  I know...

  His mind, heart and soul...

  Would be there for me...

  And as always, you'll be there for me.

  ...

* Jr.

A Prince or Not a Prince...

A prince or not a prince...?
A prince or just a mere human...?
I don't know the answers but all I know is that he is my savior.
All I know he is my knight in shining armor.
My only hero!
The only man who makes me smile and laugh.
The only man who takes care of me whenever, wherever.
The only man who stay right by my side.
The man that always cheers me up whenever I feel down.
The man that always makes me feels so beautiful.
The man that always comes to help me...
Who always right there in any moment.
He isn't a prince,
He is just a mere human,
But he is my guardian.
My friend,
My brother,
My father,
My hero,
My savior,
My Mr. Right,
This is why,
For me,
He is my only prince.

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Jr.