All Alone Again

Sometimes you just came unexpected,

That makes my world go round.

Looking right through my eyes,

I fall all over for you without intend.

You made my life as if it is complete,

But in the end you are the one to ruin it.

That sometimes of your unexpected,

My world put into chaos of sorrow.

With your eyes that slowly fading,

I follow even into the deepest row.

Make me want to stop you from going,

Still you will live me all alone again.

Jr.

>>>

Pain and Tears

A smile can hide pain

A laughter can hide tears,

While the rain can hide tears

But it can never wash the pain.

Tears may come and go

As long as you cry it out,

Though pain will never go

That rotten you in and out.

Jr.

"I'm (br)OK(en)."

(T_T)

Through The Dark

I saw this portal as I walk through this path

Where all I could see is only darkness,

And as I walk through cold suddenly embraces me

That is already scattered all over the place,

But I keep on walking through.

With my bare feet I walk into it

An empty road can only be seen,

Fear might unfold me still my curiosity wins

Going through the path of nowhere,

Silence screams through my ears.

Nothing can compare how deep it is

But one thing for sure,

I'm drowning through this darkness

Where I found myself reaching into something,

Or I could say someone that awaits me.

There were three shadows waiting

Cover with dark hoods and coat,

Faces weren't to be found

But only deep darkness picture through,

Pull me through deeper of nothingness.

I try to stop and pull myself back

But as I fight harder darkness gets stronger,

It swallows me through deep

That I struggle so hard to be free,

Scream so hard without a sound.

I felt myself start to numb

Cold and scared as I pull into a fiery pit,

Flesh starts to burn without a fire

Blood starts to flow out of me,

And all I could do is to cry as I keep screaming into silent.

My breath begins to get tight

Slowly I feel weak but keep fighting,

Then I learn to pray for a light

A savior that can pull me back,

I pray and pray as I keep going deep.

Please send me someone

I'm begging as I pull in through deep,

But it seem no one can hear me

Because I keep on going,

Not through the light but through the dark.

Jr.

Back Again

Whether I run away

I keep on coming back,

Even I change my way

I'm still going on the same track.

No matter what I do

I cannot escape,

No matter where I go

I always lost in shape.

And in the end

I'm back from the start,

A start I never intend

That keeps me falling apart.

Jr.

Free from the Dark

I was in the deep

That I don't want to keep,

But it swallows me.

I try to scream

Out of this dream,

Or it is a nightmare?

I pray to be save

Out of this grave,

Cry for help.

Then you suddenly came

Save me out of the flame,

Pull me back into the light.

You came at the right time

Save me out of this rime,

Even though you're left behind.

Once again you free me

Out at the darkness of me,

Help me to be safe once again.

Even though you sacrifice yourself

You let it just to save myself,

Out from the darkness I'm in.

Jr.

Memories of Death

They are all gone,

But keep on living forever.

They maybe still lurking,

Though cannot be seen.

Without a form,

They keep in our memories.

A heart without beating,

But keep alive without breathing.

Death maybe the end,

But memories continue to live till the end.

Jr.

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Drown into Silent Tears

There are tears that hard to stop

Even though you want it to stop,

It is hard to do.

It continues to flow

Too strong to go in the flow,

That wrecks you on and on.

It keeps you broken

Even though you're not really broken,

Still you drown into silent tears.

Jr.

" _ "

The Storm

Sometimes,

In life you will experience a downfall,

Like a storm, it comes in wave

Too strong to hold on,

Too tough to stand up and fight.

All you can do is to hide

Try to protect yourself,

Away from harm

Away from the destruction,

But how far will you hide?

Because sometimes,

Not everything that comes your way

You should hide,

You need to face it

Stand up and learn to fight.

Because,

In every storm

There's always a light,

That gives you hope and courage

That supports you out of the storm.

Jr.

Sweat to Live

You're moist even though water isn't present.

You soak in it but still you keep breathing.

Almost drown and tired.

Still continues to move to live.

.

Jr.

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F.E.A.R.

Failure always occurs.

Ease hardly to find.

Account to more dejection.

Race through to deep of sadness.

This is how F.E.A.R. comes run into my mind.

Jr.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Hello,

I just wanted to greet you with a big HELLO,

And with a big SMILE even though,

You were in the midst of chaos,

Still always remember peace will come,

And everything would be fine in the end.

Love,

I just wanted you to know that I LOVE you,

No matter what happens stay POSITIVE,

Even though you're going down,

Feels so damn cursed,

Still I am here for you no matter what happens.

Goodbye,

I just wanted you to know GOODBYE,

Not to yourself but to all your PROBLEMS,

Let it be and PRAY that everything will resolve,

I just let you know that you are not alone,

I'm just here to support you no matter what.

Me,

I just wanted you to know about ME,

That stands up in every CHALLENGE you face,

That knows everything in you,

And I know you can surpass it all,

Just be you and be confident everything will going to be alright.

To my dearest,

Me

: ... ... ... :

Jr.

After Class

She:   It's been so long since I saw you.

          And even if it was so long,

          The effect is still the same,

          I am still falling for you all over again.

He:    My day is not so good.

         That I eventually decided to walkout when,

         I suddenly notice you,

         And once again all my anger was gone.

She:   I notice you and I knew,

           You were in a bad mood.

           You even passed me by,

           With anger in your voice but you still notice me.

He:     I knew you notice me,

           But this is the first time that...

           You keep staring at me.

           You even look straight into my eyes.

She:   Yes!

           I look at you,

           An eye to eye contact,

           And I knew you were surprise seeing me like this.

He:    I turned around and sit back not too far from you.

          I suddenly feel at ease.

          Anger just passed me by,

         And all I can see and feel is only you.

She:   I suddenly feel awkward.

           Though I keep looking at you,

          Even though my heart beats like crazy,

           I still keep on staring at you.

He:    I read you and I know you were feel awkward.

          That made me smile at you,

          And you blush with that simple smile,

          That I enjoy seeing in you but you keep smiling at me.

She:   You smile at me!

           My heart beats much faster than the normal.

           Now I'm sweating not in fear but...

           In a romantic way that made me blush!

He:     Now I'm thinking,

           I want to be by your side.

           As in right now but suddenly our professor came in.

           That stops me from coming for you.

She:   You were about to stand,

           But stops when our professor came in,

           I feel sad because I wanted you to be by my side.

           I want to be near you as what you wanted.

He:     I sigh.

           Deeply before I spell into my mouth,

           The words I wanted to say to you.

           "I'm happy to see you again." I said.

She:    You speak to me.

            And I understand it.

            I'm happy too,

            And that is what exactly the words I wanted to convey.

He:     You finally smile back at me.

           And I can read you,

           You exactly feel the same way.

           And now I wanted to say I...

She:    I...

           I just smile.

           I want to say something but the class starts.

           I sigh and just nods towards him before I focus in our class.

He:     You just nodded and smiled and that's it?

           You just focus to our class.

           But I can't and believe me!

           This time I'll be by your side after this class.

...:    The end to begin with...

Jr.

Heartbreak

"It can cut you so deeply. It can hurt you so much. It can crush you so badly. It can ruin you so madly. That kills you. But keep you breathing and alive after dying."

Jr.

("_")

Swallows Through the Dark

Through this thick and cloudy place

A lady walks in through the dark path,

Not knowing what she will face

Not knowing what will be the aftermath.

She continues to step in into the dark

Where danger draws from within,

As she goes on fears start to mark

She begins to doubt in between.

She begins to stop and look

Finds a guide throughout,

Still she's been totally hook

No guide can help her out.

Her vein starts to freeze

Her body starts to numb,

Still she feels the cold breeze

That makes her feel so dumb.

As everything in her sight

Begins to fade through the dark,

She begins not to see the light

Slowly she swallows through the dark.

--- --- ---

--- --- ---

Jr.

Starlight

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up at the dark?

Sparks through the night sky,

How come can you lift me up?

Through this cold-cold night,

I see not a light.

Without a light,

I lost through this inky world.

Sorrow folds through,

I lost my tracks back to light.

In this senseless world,

I try to walk out even if I crawl.

Through this oblivion,

I suffer to find a light.

Almost crawling out to find,

Still this inky world takes part.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up unexpectedly?

Little do I know from your tiniest spark,

I see you from this oblivion.

Hope starts to climb up,

Gently I reach up into you.

From your tiniest light,

I gain enough courage to be free.

To fly high up through the light,

Finally flee out of this inky world.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

You're my little diamond that shines bright.

My only hope from this inky world,

My only savior, my little starlight.

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Journey

Dear past, present and future,

To my seven years old

My life begins with ease,

Play and just go tease

This is my life as a child.

When I turned thirteen

My life begins to grow,

A new design starts to flow

I slowly blossom into teen.

As I turned at my thirties

Struggle is for real,

Challenges are like steal

Now I think of my forties.

As I picture my forties

I see my future begin again,

All my achievements already gain

Dreams come true for my fifties.

At this moment of time

My fifties are in bloom,

Struggles changes to boom

I already achieve my prime.

And soon at my sixties

My life begins to symbol,

A future I picture as my idol

A life that I know I will cherish.

As my clock clicks in

Soon I'll face my final verdict,

A life that has it's restrict

That I know I enjoy each scene.

To the life that I own

I thank you for a beginning,

With a wonderful meaning

For a life that you'd shown.

As my life continue to learn

From present to my future,

Thank you for all those lecture

Thank you for this life that I earn.

Jr.

What Am I?

What kind of this feeling I have?
It's like a bomb,
Continues to explode.

What kind of emotion is this?
It's like a clicking clock,
Counting nonstop which hard to hold.

What kind of mind I do have?
It's like plain but dreamy,
Without an action.

What kind of self am I?
It's like moving but no path,
Going forward without a plan.

Then what kind of person am I?
It's like a full outside,
But continues to empty in inside.

What am I?
A hardworking person,
But the truth I'm just a total failure.

...

Jr.

Your Smile

It was your smile that I wanted to see

A smile that shines so brightly and alive,

That made me smile honestly and so free

Wanted to see your smile as I arrive.

Slowly I want you to stay that I strive,

To be with you all the time forever

Spend each moments with you together.

:-)

Jr.

One Question

Can I ask one question

Do you love me or not?

Because I am in love,

Wanting to tie the knot

Hope that you love me too.

<3 <3 <3

Jr.

Without an Escape

I'm drowning

In an ocean never comes,

Now I'm falling

Into my deepest dooms,

Without an escape

I'm in prison.

Slowly I suffocate

But keeps breathing,

I lost to meditate

My mind keeps breaking,

Without an escape

I'm seal into deep.

It feels heavy

Without anything on me,

An empty carry

That hard to be,

Without an escape

I lost my freedom.

Without an escape

I struggle to flee,

Without an escape

Darkness is what I see,

To live without an escape

It is my eternal agony.

Jr.

My Hope

You are my sun that shines bright.

Gives warm through my sufferings.

Guide me with great lights of hope.

Out from this darkness.

Jr.

My Heart

Why do you need to take my heart away?

When you left me alone in the long way.

( "_" )

jr.

Aso (Dogs) Haiku: Tagalog

Tagapag-bantay

Mabuting kaibigan

Maaasahan.

( " ~ " )

Jr.

The Knight

You are my knight that shines bright

My armor to my despair

March out to give hope through this

Waves of suffering.

>//>

Jr.

My Cats

( >''< )

My cats are playful

They are active to play with

That captivates me.

( >''< )

Jr.

Pag-ibig (Love) - Haiku: Tagalog

Pusong natutong

Magmahal at masaktan

Muling umibig.

... ... ...

Jr.

Friendship

I greet you hello

And we begin our friendship

A band that we share.

Jr.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Type of Poem: Haiku form in English

Aklat (Book) - Haiku: Tagalog

Sa mga pahina

Maraming mararating

At maaabot.

(\/)

Jr.

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Info: Haiku - type of Poem in Tagalog form

3 (three) lines

1st and 3rd lines with 5 (five) syllables

2nd line with 7 (seven) syllables

no rhyme

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December Cold

Month of December, comes with a cold wind

That everyone embraces with thick cloths,

And took out what's hidden to use and bind.

Cover their selves in this cold winter day,

As they chant to themselves how long it lay?

While others sit to enjoy the weather,

And drinks with a warm coffee together.

*** *** ***

Jr.