Sweat to Live

You're moist even though water isn't present.

You soak in it but still you keep breathing.

Almost drown and tired.

Still continues to move to live.

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Jr.

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F.E.A.R.

Failure always occurs.

Ease hardly to find.

Account to more dejection.

Race through to deep of sadness.

This is how F.E.A.R. comes run into my mind.

Jr.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Hello,

I just wanted to greet you with a big HELLO,

And with a big SMILE even though,

You were in the midst of chaos,

Still always remember peace will come,

And everything would be fine in the end.

Love,

I just wanted you to know that I LOVE you,

No matter what happens stay POSITIVE,

Even though you're going down,

Feels so damn cursed,

Still I am here for you no matter what happens.

Goodbye,

I just wanted you to know GOODBYE,

Not to yourself but to all your PROBLEMS,

Let it be and PRAY that everything will resolve,

I just let you know that you are not alone,

I'm just here to support you no matter what.

Me,

I just wanted you to know about ME,

That stands up in every CHALLENGE you face,

That knows everything in you,

And I know you can surpass it all,

Just be you and be confident everything will going to be alright.

To my dearest,

Me

: ... ... ... :

Jr.

After Class

She:   It's been so long since I saw you.

          And even if it was so long,

          The effect is still the same,

          I am still falling for you all over again.

He:    My day is not so good.

         That I eventually decided to walkout when,

         I suddenly notice you,

         And once again all my anger was gone.

She:   I notice you and I knew,

           You were in a bad mood.

           You even passed me by,

           With anger in your voice but you still notice me.

He:     I knew you notice me,

           But this is the first time that...

           You keep staring at me.

           You even look straight into my eyes.

She:   Yes!

           I look at you,

           An eye to eye contact,

           And I knew you were surprise seeing me like this.

He:    I turned around and sit back not too far from you.

          I suddenly feel at ease.

          Anger just passed me by,

         And all I can see and feel is only you.

She:   I suddenly feel awkward.

           Though I keep looking at you,

          Even though my heart beats like crazy,

           I still keep on staring at you.

He:    I read you and I know you were feel awkward.

          That made me smile at you,

          And you blush with that simple smile,

          That I enjoy seeing in you but you keep smiling at me.

She:   You smile at me!

           My heart beats much faster than the normal.

           Now I'm sweating not in fear but...

           In a romantic way that made me blush!

He:     Now I'm thinking,

           I want to be by your side.

           As in right now but suddenly our professor came in.

           That stops me from coming for you.

She:   You were about to stand,

           But stops when our professor came in,

           I feel sad because I wanted you to be by my side.

           I want to be near you as what you wanted.

He:     I sigh.

           Deeply before I spell into my mouth,

           The words I wanted to say to you.

           "I'm happy to see you again." I said.

She:    You speak to me.

            And I understand it.

            I'm happy too,

            And that is what exactly the words I wanted to convey.

He:     You finally smile back at me.

           And I can read you,

           You exactly feel the same way.

           And now I wanted to say I...

She:    I...

           I just smile.

           I want to say something but the class starts.

           I sigh and just nods towards him before I focus in our class.

He:     You just nodded and smiled and that's it?

           You just focus to our class.

           But I can't and believe me!

           This time I'll be by your side after this class.

...:    The end to begin with...

Jr.

Heartbreak

"It can cut you so deeply. It can hurt you so much. It can crush you so badly. It can ruin you so madly. That kills you. But keep you breathing and alive after dying."

Jr.

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