I Am Fear

I am Fear

A name that can burn,

A name that you do not want to learn.

I am here

Not to let you be happy,

Not to let you be lively.

Let me stay by your side

Let us be insane,

And let us live with all these pain.

Jr.

I Miss You

I miss you

The worst feeling I ever have,

I miss you

The last thing I need to crave.

I want you

The last thing I wanted to feel,

I want you

The last word I would peel.

I hate you

Is the first word I wanted to say,

I hate you

So much I just wanted to relay.

I still miss you

Even though I hate you,

I still miss you

And I wanted to see you.

I want you back

Helplessly wanted you to return,

I want you back

Anxiously waiting for your turn.

I beg you

To come back to my arms,

I beg you

To let me be in your charms.

However, you

Never came back,

However, you

Paint my world in black.

Now I miss you

So bad I wanted to cry,

Now I miss you

So mad it is hard to say goodbye.

All I want is to be with you

To feel you once again,

All I want is to be with you

Even though it would be hard to gain.

I miss you

I simply miss you,

I miss you

Is all I could say to you.

...

Jr.

Doubt

Here lies the name I don't want to say,

Even to hear I don't want too

Although it introduce itself in me.

Meet me and know me better, it says,

Though I don't want too

It makes my life in grief.

Doubt is my name, it says,

Now I doubt to find my peace

I doubt, I could never find my happiness.

Doubt gives me more insecurities,

It drives me crazy

Now how can I escape you?

Each time I wake up,

Doubt never live my side

It always welcomes me with a cold hug.

Frustration starts to fill,

As if it introduce me to another friend

I doubt, doubt will never live me.

I don't want to be doubt's friend,

I want to meet my confidence

To live doubt behind.

Build up my courage,

To stand up between my doubts

To free myself in doubts.

However in the end of it all,

Doubt became a part of my life

And I doubt it will be a pain in my life.

Jr.

"Who Are You?"

What keeps you in my mind?

That makes me blind.

You keep popping into my head,

And I don't know what is ahead.

You were like a bubble,

Pops out in ramble.

Takes out my curiosity,

However you were out of my vicinity.

How may I able to meet you?

If you hide yourself from the dark bayou.

Show up for a moment,

Live without a comment.

You were like an illusion,

Without any solution.

Who are you?

Is what I ask of you.

Though you never answer,

You just give me a disaster.

You always come and go,

Never let me to know.

Always there whenever I need,

Save me in speed.

You are something unexpected,

Never expected.

Make me to think of you,

Even though I never know you.

Jr.