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How to begin with?
I know nothing to answer,
Whenever I am down; crawling, hurting, suffering
It was always you who always find me,
Even if I hide my feelings, it will always reach out for you.
How to begin with?
When my 'goodbye' finally find its 'traitor',
Written or unwritten... you always present yourself
Whenever I'm on the edge of falling,
It will always you saving me out of my darkest times.
How to end with?
If the beginning always end up to begin with you?
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Jr.
My emotions suddenly run dry
As the day goes by and by,
My feelings for you go bye.
No longer burden with thy memories
Even if I was wounded without remedies,
Everything just stops as it slowly dies.
You are no longer my longing
Not even my belonging,
Yet I don't know where I am going.
Those feelings I have for you
Blocks my entire view,
Now I see some light in due.
Though now I am too tired
My feelings just too dried,
I can no longer go on with pride.
The light that I see no longer need
Thy memories is what I breed,
The only thing I myself can deed.
The only path that I know
The only place that I grow,
My only way I always end up to flow.
Now without any feelings
I freely recall all our dealings,
Slowly I write it down as my keepings.
I am lost because of you
Yet it is you inspired me with clue,
Our story is what I always brew.
And now this is my farewell
The thing I always wanted to spell,
'Goodbye' - as I will continue well.
Jr.
For how long will I survive?
From the depths of my despair,
How long will I revive?
Or will I be able be repair?
I don't know the answers
And I am completely drowning,
I don't even know any prayers
That can save me from my ending.
I try to swim up as I can
Still I continue to go down,
Deep into the deepest ocean
I am lost and drown.
I begin to lose my life
Gradually I begin to fade,
The suffocation cuts deep like a knife
Until I only see darkness in shade.
Jr.
1st –
'It is storage not a place. Keep everything safe yet can be lost or be erase. Can be accurate or inaccurate that holds the key without a key of the past, present and future. What is it that you want to hold yet cannot hold?'
2nd –
'The developer and the destroyer, a part of our lives which we live and progress, to gradually remember and gradually forgotten as it existed. What is it?'
Jr.
