Letting Him Go

Last time I saw him

He was beside me,

I'm sitting beside him.

Waiting for something to start

Keeping my self not to speak,

And hoping that it will start.

I look at him and felt something

My heart ache and feel the pain,

I hold my heart and stop thinking.

I knew I understand why

All I want is to be with him,

But I knew I have to stay away.

Live him alone, far from him

Even it's hard for me, I have too,

And keep my self away from him.

It's hard to decide

It's hard to take,

But I need to decide.

Do it quickly and quietly

Done it as fast as I can,

Even it is hard to let him go so quickly.

I still have too live him

Sacrifice as what I called it,

Because I sacrifice not to be with him.

Though his with me and so near with me

His not with me in any chances,

His never been mine that fears me.

That's the reason why I left him

Be alone and be far away from him,

Letting him go is the hardest thing I have done in him.