Feelings...

How could I think of others?

While my mind was into one,

While my mind still in hers

While I could not forget or even forgive?

Do I have to erase and forget her?

Do I know how to do it?

Or maybe I was just into her?

Or maybe I just don't allowed it?

Was it really a love or not?

Can I answer it straight into me?

Or maybe I was blind into it?

So blind that I was still hoping for her to come.

Hoping to see her once more

Hoping to finally talk with her,

Hoping to tell her the truth and more

But do my hopes still worth it for her?

Maybe before but not now

Because I knew it was too late,

Too late for me to speak now

Too late to tell her the truth I felt.

I was a coward and weak before

And yes I am still the same,

So, do I really need a second chance?

Or maybe I already pass through with it forever.

Is she still remembers me?

Is she still the same one that I knew?

Or if she may come back would she love me?

Or maybe, I am just dreaming in a hope.