The Shadow of You

Close to the edge
Mystery folding enough
A shadow showing
Dangerously coming at thy edge
Conquers all that so rough
May escaping just growing
Until it becomes you
And this is the shadow of you.




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jr

An EveryDay Life

Passing through and through

Walking side by side

Hands holding so tight

Searching and looking everywhere

Going where they should be.

Passers passing by through

Some simply wanders around

Some asking for directions

Some simply walking with their gadgets

But still they will come and go.

Encounters different kind of people

Some are nice and kind

Some are bad and snubs

Some difficult to talk too

Some are easy and sincere to talk

Still lots of them are unpredictable.

Easy to look as you watch

But tough to search to talk

And some are hard to reach...

But people always think positive

Keeps holding on all through

And work it hard positively...

Learning is a must

Knowing is a life

Struggles is a challenge...

Keeping a self so tight

Letting a self be tough

Until it reaches its goal...

Fight!

...

Far from beyond

From what eyes sees

Huge moment to bend

Able to encounter where it lies.

Difficulties may able to face

Challenges would come and fall

And lots of works may glace

That hard to pass it all.

Then the only thing that left

Is the courage to fight

So don't be fall and be left

And sees the brighter light.

...

jr.

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Drown...

Pressure getting tougher

Heaviness getting together,

Weight getting higher

Surrounding getting rougher.

Breathing starting to lose

Body starting to dose,

Movements starting to pose

 Passage starting to close.

Mind shallow to empty

Eyes blur to dusty,

Voice sound to rusty

Life losing to infinity.

A self drowning deeply

A body floating freely,

A soul darkens madly

A person losing badly.

Patuloy

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Kulang sa maliit na salita

Kontento tulad ng iniisip,

Ngunit hindi kailanman sa salita

Hindi masabi ang tunay na iniisip.

May kung anong nais makamit

Nais pang mahanap at makita,

Makakamtan kaya ang nais makamit

Mahanap pa kaya ang nais makita?

Sa tagal na ng panahong hiniling

Mahaba man ang paglalakbay,

Sa huli at huli iyon din ang hiniling

Magtagal man patuloy pa rin sa paglalakbay!

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___jr___

Three S...

Uncontrollable things happens

In just a blink of eye,

Unexpected things happens

In just a nick of time,

That results of sadness

In just as fast as rhyme. . .

Feelings rushing fast

That hard to see,

Struggles coming first

That hard to flee,

That suffers to last

That hard to break free. . .

Mind falling apart

To set a down fall,

Senses breaking apart

To set a chaotic crawl,

That sacrifices a soul part

To set a burden wall. . .

Sudden rush of sadness

Hurting oneself deeply,

Suffers hardly in madness

Wounding oneself thoroughly,

That sacrifices its happiness

Ruining its self endlessly. . .

To sadness

An endless pain,

To suffers

An endless game,

To sacrifices

An endless plain. . .

j.r.

I Want...

. . .

I want to set free

Wanting to go with glee

Till I my self be free...

. . .

. . .

I want to soar high

Living the ground without sigh

Till I my self stays high...

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I want to be light

Floating up on top sight

Till I my self goes light...

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I want to gone wild

Wrecking all things without mind

Till I my self out wild...

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. . .

I want to end all

Living nothing till I fall

Till I my self finish all...

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. . j. r. . .

The Truth

Playing literally may be enjoyable
That kids loves so much to enjoy,
Laughing and freely playing all out. . .



As a kid things were so much memorable
That makes a heart jump in joy,
And lots of things are easy and fun. . .



Though it has an end
Soon kids would grow up,
And things would not be the same. . .



Difficulties may able to tend
As challenges comes flowing up,
And things would be hard to play. . .



Jr. . .

Too Fast

Approaching too fast that hard to control

Coming from the direction that hardly to see

Too fast approaching that difficult to accept

Forming too fast that hardly to believe.

. . .

jr.

Life Is...

Life is a maze

that puzzles life...

Life is to breathe

that keep us alive...

Life is to live

that continues to fight...

Life is a journey

that seeks adventure...

Life is to enjoy

that we gladly rejoice...

Life is to fulfill

that we do harder...

Life is a path

that we chooses...

Life is to cherish
that worth fighting for...

Life is to thank

that few people appreciates...

jr...

From: Me To: God

:)

You. . . Who always lift up my life.

You. . . Who always there to protect and guide me.

Who's the one who always moves my self out of something stupid.

Who guards me all through out my journey.

You. . . Who always stay at my side. . .

Whenever. . . Wherever. . .

Thank you!

A simple word to say though. . .

A simple word that comes from my heart.

And a simple word that is too strong.

Thank you! A lot!

:)

jr.

Keep Dreaming (Failure and Challenges)

... Sometimes failure is hard to accept.

... Sometimes it hurts so deeply that wound.

... But if you think of it clearly and hardly.

... You have been given a huge challenges.

... A challenge that He knows that you may pass.

... A challenge that makes you more tougher.

... And you would see the hope that after the failure you face.

... You may face a good and nice future of fortune afterwards.

... And soon your entire dreams will do come true.

... Failure is a prove.

... Just Keep Dreaming high.

... And do all your best!

... Jr.

Mind Floats

Mind floating in a thin air

That feels so heavy than lighter,

Senses starts to go high up

Until nonstop flowing ideas goes top.

Going and going till it won't stop

Searching ideas until it's flop,

Reaching without a choice to go

Believing till it last to do.

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jr

Him

Why his always there all through out?
Even if his already been with someone else,

And I already been with someone else

Still his always there for me all through out!

I feel as if I'm too fragile to handle

That he just always wants to be near,

Be careful with me like a crystal to handle

Always and forever be with him so near.

I don't know for how long he shows

For how long he stays in my dreams,

Be always to come near and to shows

Stays for as much long as he wants in dreams.

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jr

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Meeting My Soft Self (My Heart and Soul)

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sometimes she still asking...
why me of all people?
a million or maybe a billion!
there are lots of them!
still she and only her?!
why me when someone can be?
she asked.
those who are good much!
who has few of sins!
because she feels that she is full of sins!
still HE captures her and chooses her!
even she's in the depths of darkness!
still HE reaches her hand to hold...
HE just holds it so tightly!
as if HE won't allow her...
to fall deeply and deeply!
that makes her wander why?!
so she keeps asking and asking...
and for her surprise!
HE continues to answer her.
HE keeps answering all her questions.
yes! she hardly understand it now!
then all things comes out so easily!
she, herself, her.
finally wonder and known...
that she had a soft spot...
a soul that full of love...
a love that fills her heart...
that she couldn't see...
that she couldn't feel...
but HE...!
HE can see it so clearly.
and HE allows her to feel it and reach it.
allows her to open her own heart in a brighter side.
an eye that could see so clearly.
a heart that could feel so nicely.
her soft part as human being.
that HE knows from the beginning she lives.


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jr

Travels Alone

Adventure in too many different places,

Travels in long time and spaces.

Too many different people may able to greet,

Even some different creatures may able to meet.

Turns in different kinds of roads,

Spinning all over the places with full loads.

Different days that may turn to see,

Opposite sides that travels to flee.

And yet feeling so alone and sad,

An empty soul so none and mad.

Times clicking too slow and loud,

Hours running too heavy like a dark cloud.

That make tears slowly to flow out,

A fluid that falls so hard to stop like a nut.

Until sorrow makes it numb through the heart,

And sudden rush of ache that sets self apart.

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B R O K E N

- linded into too much love.

- etray a heart that rips love.

- upture one self that hard to complete.

- ift into pieces that can't complete.

- verthrow in to deepest sorrow.

- utgrow hatred that creates sorrow.

- nocks out into too much pain.

- nowing nothing but pain.

- xhaust in to too much fighting.

- scaping in kindness for fighting.

- eglect the entire feelings into hatred.

- umb to feel nothing causes by hatred.

B R O K E N

- a simplest word to explain.

B R O K E N

- in a situation that is hard to explain.

Fiction or Reality

?

Fiction can make dreams do come true

Can undo or redo things that right or wrong

But fictions never sees the truth

?

In reality, dreams are just a dreams

Can not undo or redo things that right or wrong

That the reality sees the truth

That give us relief...

Yet, give us suffer...

?

jr.

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A World of Mine

On my own world,

I see lots of places

Can travel all out.

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On my own world,

I see many new faces

Can meet all out.

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On my own world,

I can feel so free

Can travel any time.

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On my own world,

I can make so glee

Can enjoy all time.

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On my own world,

I won't think too much

Can rest all night.

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On my own world,

I won't bother any much

Can play all night.

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j.r.

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Crazy on Him

Thinking of him made my heart and mind get into trouble.

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Though I decided to do it on my own, I know I'm just hurting and torturing my own self.

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What am I suppose to do, to break the spell that I created...?

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The only me, my self...?

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I am in love to a man who doesn't even knew what I truly feels for him.

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Now, I asks my self...

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Do I have the guts to totally forget him?

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Or even to erase him into my system?

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Or maybe, he was already gone and erase into my life and into my system?!

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I am just so blind and deceive to accept the whole truth!

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Yes! I am!

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I am so much blind and deceive to believe and to expect that he would know...!

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That made my mind, heart and soul goes crazy madly in love with him!

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So much to extend that I badly wanted to see him behind that hood!

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Or maybe, I am so lost!

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Lost to extend that I'm losing in my real world.

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To extend that I hated my self from holding back from the memories of him!

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I still didn't learn...

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I still didn't wake up!

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I still crazy on him!

Jr Rs

Kulang Pa Rin

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Mahirap ang ganito,
... Lagi nalang nakakulong...
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Kahit na nga sa literal na kahulugan,
... Malaya at nagagawa ang lahat...
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Ngunit sadyang kulang pa rin,
... Kahit anong gawin o isipin...
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Kahit ang sabihin o ipahayag,
... Nananatili pa ring may kulang...
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Hindi pa rin sapat ang lahat,
... Hanggang sa mawala na lang...
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Unti-unti mang tingnan,
... Mabilis namang tunay...
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Hanggang sa mamalayan na lang,
... Wala na palang mararating...
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Ni masisimulan ay hindi pa nagawa,
... Hanggang ang hangganan ay malayang nakikita...
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Nasasaksihan ng mga mata,
... At tuluyan nang maglalahong parang bula...
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Maglalahong parang kailanman hindi nagkaroon,
... At kailanman walang alaalang nabuo at natira...
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J R
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Falling Deeply

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Falling deeply apart

Taking wrong roads

Running through nothing,

Escaping like dart

Throwing all loads

Living for nothing.

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Trying to cope

Finding to fit

Stealing more peace,

Feeling no hope

Hurting from hit

Loosing for peace.

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Driving to insane

Thinking no more

Keeping to look,

Searching for lane

Hoping till bore

Aching to look.

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Giving up easily

Tiring to fight

Making nothing else,

Kneeling like silly

Falling that fright

Doing nothing else.

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jr.

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Vanishing Bloody

Vanishing all things around

Loosing all right minds

Trying to cope up,

Still hardly to bound

Still nothing to binds

Hoping to lose up!

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Could not see light

Hating that hurts madly

Gasping air to breathe,

Still not enough right

Feeling so hurt sadly

That difficult to breathe!

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Hate and hate all

Hurt till hurt through

Aching deeply and bloody,

Losing hope that fall

Hate hurt till rough

Going going till bloody!

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j,r.

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