Injustice

I N J U S T I C E

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Gold

Rich and well known,

Bold

Fearless that owns a crown,

Fold

Hide truth in knockdown.

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Dark

Nothing but a dim site,

Lark

Beautiful voice but never unite,

Mark

Not being able to go and ignite.

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Mirrors

Reflections of dishonesty,

Scissors

Slayers of the true reality,

Doors

That closes a dark side of vicinity.

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White

Nothing but the surface to see,

Appetite

Intake what is good that glee,

Rite

Act only for things that flee.

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Dust

The hidden truth of mankind,

Rust

Rotten world that covers in blind,

Trust

A broken piece shattered to bind.

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Jr.

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An Action of Thanking.

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Thanking is not enough to express how much it feels.

It is just a word to say.

A word to express a little of gratitude...

A word to express a little of happiness...

So it is really not enough to express how deep it feels.

How thankful for each moments.

How so thankful for each memories!

How much thankful for each time it have!

So, to make it deeper as a word of "thank you"!

Showing with gratitude and to work it out,

With not just thoughts but with also actions!

That full of care, love and wholeheartedly thanking deep within itself!

Thank you with a heartfelt smile!

With an action that never intends to just forcibly done but because it is your heart told you so.

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Jr.

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A Glimpse of Unseen!

At the dusk, momentarily you'll be stepping out of a shadow.

A shadow that full of riddles that hidden beyond.

Riddles that hard to study, to function or to solve!

Where a glimpse of time to comes drifting smoothly and detailed.

Uncovering a scene that could only be seen when it hits the moment.

A moment that could not be unseen beforehand!

But still closing even though it is far beyond knowledge.

A knowledge that became a gift!

A gift that became a future that has not been done!

A future where time comes in to flow and be done!

Nothing could be change even time comes up ahead.

And in the end it would only be, a riddle of an unseen moment of time!

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jr.

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A Love Quest

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"Smiles so often... Laughs so often... But never expected to soften and reach the deepest side of yours that gives light through your smiles and laughter."

      - Unexpected Joy

"Simply starts in unexpected moments. Will walk slowly in a path never intended, simply starts in a sweet and delicate time till things go smoothly longer."

      - Journey of Love

"Wandering into deep and far land, further enough not to see a light then you came and pull me up. Enlighten the world that was gone too far beyond nothing that now lightens up so brightly and nicely."

      - My Knight

"Sweet talks... Sweet moments... Memorable things that you have shared and unexpected to experience, that simply brought my world full of surprises!"

      - You and Me

"Slow motion to fast motion... beats rapidly to steady beats...! Meeting... Knowing... Closer... Beating in one... Mysteriously learns how to trust, to smile, to laugh, to be lonely, to feel pain, to suffer and to a never ending cycle of relationship but ends to be together forever and ever!"

      - A Cycle of Love

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      - Jr.

A Safe Region

In second sight will be blind

Wandering around a circle,

In shallow moment thy self will glide

Landing at the ground of cycle,

In flinch of time nirvana will find

Fold with lots of miraculous oracle.

Thy self will emerge at the ground

Stepping in into softly verdant land,

Thy self will slowly stride in round

Witnessing the wonder in hand,

Thy self will search far beyond

Face a realm of beauty of a dreamland.

A region where purity live

Cleans thy soul of sin,

A region where kindness dive

Clearing thy soul to adjoin,

A region where unites in jive

Clash thy pure souls in sole vein.

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Jr.

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Pandora's World

^_^

There are too many words to say

But it is too hard to relay,

Like a song without a rhyme.

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There are lots of things happening

Unexpected but keeps bringing,

Like a typhoon that comes and go.

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As life continues to journey

Obstacles getting tougher and harshly,

Like a wave that is getting stronger.

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As time comes flowing fast in silence

Chances going too fast in long distance,

Like a wind that passes without trace.

< - >

In this world that full of adventure

Time is not enough to venture more,

Like a glass hour running out of sand.

> . <

In this world of living that so known

Still lots of things left unknown,

Like a Pandora's Box that puzzles it all.

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Jr.

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Contagious

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No wonder I was stock into same place

Same things that was already pass through,

Stays at one thought that hard to replace

That makes things be tough and rough.

It is like an illness that is never ending

Slowly but surely crawling deeply,

Like a plague that moves too fast spreading

That ruins the soul too rapidly.

Living nothing but aching pain

Causing oneself slowly dying,

Although it never felt in vein

It is still causing rapid panting.

An aching breathless memories lingers

A never ending loss of hope,

A contagious cycle of pain that flingers

That fades away light to grope.

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Jr.

The Most Important Thing

"Shut your eyes... to stop seeing things around."

         "Shut your ears... to stop hearing things around."

                  "Shut your senses... to stop feeling things around."

"Then let your heart open to see, to hear and to sense that things that you ignoring for so long without a heart on it."

<3 <3 <3 

Jr.

<3 <3

Blank Empty Doom

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Blank but heavy...

Empty but full...

Nothing but still heavy...

Doom but still full...

Blank mind but thousand to think...

Empty thoughts but millions of words...

Nothing to create but billions to think...

Doom of sentence but trillions of words...

A blank empty mind,

Nothing but doom covering it all!

A heavy but full mind,

Still darken of nothing at all!

Cannot create of anything,

Nothing but a blank empty doom!

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Jr.

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Easy... Not Easy...

(...?)

It is easy to start something,
A beginning that would eventually goes on.

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Something that enjoys in the first part,
To second to third to fourth part and so on.

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Continues to evolve and build up,
Each part opens up new things that live on.

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Until that beginning comes to end,
A part that easy to see but cannot fit on.

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It is not easy to end things up,
An ending that could not ends on.

(...!)

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Jr.

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Noted.

As we first met,

... We really never know each other.

As we first talk,

... We really never intended to chat.

As we first smile,

... We really never meant it too.

As we became closer,

... We really not know it is the beginning.

As we go onward,

... We finally let our feelings goes on.

As our feelings grow,

... We finally learn to trust each other.

As we go forward,

... Our hearts grow fonder.

And as we make memories together,

... We noted each and every moment we were together as always.

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... Jr.

Blank To Black

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What else do I need to think...?

If my mind already blanking...

Nothing to think or to blink!

What else do I need to feel...?

If my body already numbing...

So numb that hard to kneel!

Physically there is nothing wrong,

An outside of a healthy body...

Although wrecking from within so long!

Already lacking to fill within,

Already lasting to emptiness...

Nothing but emptiness from within!

An empty inside no one knows,

Darkness within no one sees...

A self that blank to black that no one knows!

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Jr.

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The Destruction

The Destruction

Once the sky becomes dark

Once the sun becomes red

Once the moon becomes huge,,,

Then the weather will be doom

Then the world will be ruin

Then the earth will be destroy!!!

And everything around going to ruin

And everything surround going to ashes

And everything revolves going to nothing....

... Jr. ...

Far Beyond Expected!

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Not all the things in this world need speed.

Sometimes we need much time to take it slow.

Let it stay as it is and let it take easy when you've already caught it in a glance.

An unexpected glance that never meant to happen but still happens.

And no matter what obstacle that may face.

Things still going so smoothly and unknown!

Keeps going to a path that never meant to go through!

Never meant to be but making it moves in a slow but speeding fast unexpectedly!

Until it is hard to control!

And hard to stop!

Things that is never meant to be...

Is the thing that means a lot!

Deeper from far beyond expected!

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Jr.

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Missing You...

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There are no more words to say...

There are no more things to think...

But still keeps thinking and finding words to say.

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Mind keeps searching far from beyond...

Mind keeps reaching far from nothing...

But still hard to reach and search from beyond.

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Reminiscing each time with you...

Remembering each moment being together...

But still mind blurs from the memories of you.

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Wishing so badly to be with you...

Longing so hardly to stay at your side...

But still it is hard to be with you.

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Trying to forget everything about you...

Making things just to set you free...

But still I keep missing you.

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Jr.

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M

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Mysterious places never been seen
     Covering such beauty that hard to explain,
     Seeing such things never had been
     Exploring it is well unknown.

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Miraculous places never been touch
     Superior but never been in a rush,
     Highly in too many ways of such
     Powerful and tough to be crush.

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Masterpieces seen in each places
     Caring each of it with peace,
     Protecting it in many cases
     Too many lives linger in ease.

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Million years it lives quietly
     That makes it full of mystery,
     Hard to be seen so quickly
     Staying the whole place in wary.

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Jr.

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Realize!

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    When it wakes up in the morning,
       There are things it finally realize,
            Things that it never thought would not be too much important,
                  But it finally thought that it is so wrong,
                     So when it wakes up in a new morning,
                       It finally realize the things that it ignores,
                         Things that it never gives importance,
                              That it did not know it makes it empty and numb,
                                   Making it lost tracks and finding something it missing,
                                        The reason why it won't reach the goal its achieving for so long,
                                            A goal that it wants for its life,
                                             Now it finally realize what was wrong,
                                                Although it knows it is too late still,
                                                        It wants to move forward and finally give importance,
                                                          To things it ignores and live it behind.
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Frozen

Time and space

Separates things around,

Stars and distance

Million miles apart.

Where worlds revolve

Circling in thin line,

Where mystery evolve

Folding something in beyond.

World of unknown

Where things stand still,

Where crystal own

That freezes the world.

Frozen in time

But still breathing world,

World of mine

Where things keeping alive.

A world awaits

Standing still all along,

Where someone waits

Staying in frozen world.

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JR

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Sana...

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkita

Sana, hindi na lang nagkakilala

Sana, hindi na lang nagkaharap pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkasama

Sana, hindi na lamang nakakaalala

Sana, hindi na lamang nagkalapit pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagtanong

Sana, hindi na lamang nag-aabang

Sana, hindi na napapaisip lang.

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Sana, hindi na lang naghintay

Sana, hindi na lamang nagbantay

Sana, hindi na ipinagpatuloy.

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Hindi sana naghihirapan ng ganito

Hindi sana nasasaktan ng ganito

Hindi sana nagdurusa ng ganito.

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Jr.

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No Escaping

Sometimes you wanted to join in their world, be with them, try to reach out and have some fun still it won't let you forget the world where you in.

A world you could not escape nor forget or neither be erase...

That hardly to ignore nor to look back and see.

Even to push yourself hardly into their world it is still not enough.

There would be no chance to push deep and be near to it...

Because you would still be pull back from where you are.

The world that you live for so far along.

A world where you start...

So the harder you push yourself into the other world, the stronger you'll be pull back to your place.

Even if you use all your strength it won't be enough that would lock you up back to your rightful place.

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Jr. Rs.

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I Would Still Love You

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I want to be with you. . .

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I want to be close to you. . .

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I want to hold you so tight. . .

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I want to hug you so tight. . .

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I am so desperate to be with you. . .

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I am so eager to stay with you. . .

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Even if you are not real. . .

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Even if you are not near. . .

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Even though are worlds were different. . .

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Even though our worlds were apart. . .

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Even you were just living in my dreams. . .

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I would still want you. . .

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I would still like you. . .

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I would still love you. . .

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Jr.

Blind Side

Able to see with their eyes open

Clear as the pure water flows

An ability to sight things

Seeing things in any sides...

Wonderful creation but done in wrong doings

Able to see but only looks on what was nice

Clear as a crystal but dark as a coal

Blinded by what was it surrounds...

Able to see the good side

But never see the bad side

That makes an eye blinded from the truth

Truth that burden it surroundings...

Deeply wounded by not giving any attention

Ignoring as if nothing seems to worry

But no one knows something is rotten

Worst than what they know...

Hidden beyond the eyes from the top

There was a some places suffers enough

Living helpless beyond no ones attention

Struggling to live as much as they could...

Still from the top even they seeing things

They would keep their eyes shut

That makes them blind

Enough to be called slayers of the truth!

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Jr.

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What It Wants?

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It wants to be hug, just like what it does to that person.

It wants to express its own feelings just what it does to this person.

It wants to hold its hands just like what it does to this person.

It wants to walk to its side just like it always does to this person.

And it wants to make its world be more colorful as what it saw with this person.

Then it would make its gray and gloomy world disappear in instant and soon a clear and wonderful world be seen once more.

Although, it knows that it would never comes true since they already been part their ways a long time ago...

A wonderful dream that ends into nightmare that sealed its heart into the depths of sorrow and pain.

What it wants? Would never ever be its own again!

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Jr.

God's Pure Heart

Whenever thee feel empty and alone,

hurt and sad,

Always remember the one,

our God,

He would never live thee,

makes thee cry,

Because He really cares thee,

do always stay,

Be always at thy side,

in hearts,

Would always be thy guide,

always be a part,

With His pure soul and heart,

He would clean thy soul,

Protects thy heart.

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Jr.

Death Storm

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Watching it all over again

Dashing back and fort

Trying to hide and cover

Still it's raging too fast

Almost crushing down to last

Flowing nonstop over and over

Losing the entire port

Wrecking everything yet nothing to gain.

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A huge and wide dark hole

Tunneling into the deepest darkness

May lost once falls deeply

That difficult to climb back

Even an aggressive still not lack

No one can return so plainly

That feels fallen into madness

Until it would live forever in sole.

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JR.

Voice

"Words. . .

            Speech. . .

                        Language. . .

                                        Three things to express by lips of what you've been wanting to                                                            voice out."

. . .

 Jr. . .

Just Move

Catching up won't be easy

Even to try it harder

It won't still not enough

Until it goes so far.

Going high at the top

Would not be easy

Even if it is good enough

It still be very difficult.

Breaking a rule for goal

Is easy to think than to plan

That makes it hard to change

Until forces to move forward.

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Jr.

Living Pain

Reminiscing every details being with you,
     is a toughest thing to do.

Bringing back those times being with you,
     brings back the pain that you've cause.

Memories of our joyful days,
     brings back the sadness through my heart.

Wishing you to be here for real,
     gives my heart and soul more burden.

The urge of coming in to you,
     is the biggest impossible thing to happen.

Being with you only in my dreams,
     is the only matters most.

Living in this pain you've cause,
      is the only reason I keep moving without you in my life.

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Couldn't do anything...

Couldn't think of anything...

Not even opening thy heart to anyone else...

Make thee lost into depths of burden and pain...

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Jr.

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New

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Something so new in eyes
Hard to describe by just looking,
Places never see in eyes
That has lots of bribe luring.

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Wants to commit for more
Even the new system to see,
Wanting to discover more
Be in each places first to flee.

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Even though it would take long
Still wanting to look and meet,
Greedy to expose for so long
Though thousands of things may greet.

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Looking back at those times
Never occur stepping to unknown place,
Still many things changes in times
Going to a new world that need to face.

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Jr.

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Forward

Spacing out all the while

Living in the world that seen

Though it comes from afar

That gives life full of mystery,

Running like no tiredness or weakness

Through and through flowing to fast

Trying to stop but still coming

Till left of only acceptance,

And living on it to a forward pace.

. <'_'>

J R

Sounds

Dub... Dub... Dub... Dub...

Is the sound of a heart

Beating that proves them alive. . .

Blah... Blah... Blah... Blah...

Is the sound of a voice

Talking endlessly just for anything. . .

Beep... Beep... Beep... Beep...

Is the sound of a phone

Ringing loud like a clock. . .

Tok... Tok... Tok... Tok...

Is the sound of a shoes

Walking back and forth endlessly. . .

Those entire sounds that can hear

Is an endless cycle sound of the world

A never ending part of a life. . .

. . .

J R

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A Fool!

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- Who wants to be invade with someone you does not even know or met before?

- Who wants to be linger by a memories that does not intend to happen in first place?

- Who wants to dig deep and look so hard just to find a way to be with this person?

- Who wants to be hunt by this person who only showed up in a dream?

- Then why you still trying so hard to look for this person who hurts you so deeply?!

- Still continues hoping to be with this person so madly!

- Even though you yourself looks like a fool!

- How pathetic you are?!

- Still believing that one day it might come!

- Not only in dreams but in reality!

- Being so damn hoping that soon it would show itself for you!

- No wonder you keep yourself being a fool!

- Deeply wounding your heart and soul for someone who does not deserve to look for!

- Who does not deserve to with you!

- Still... you keep fooling yourself falling so deeply into it!

. . . . .

- Jr.

Reaching in Between

I want to exchange my place to your place

Wanting to be part of your world as the same thing you want

Still we could not just switch places that causes us to forcefully live in between

Trying to reach each other sides from a chances that we sees

Though we both know how difficult it is to reach each other side

We still doing it even though we faces a huge consequence

That may able us to endanger ourselves in the process of reaching in between.

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jr

No Name, No Face

('_')

Coming and be a part of my life

Keeping yourself at my side,

Always there whenever you like

Guarding me but you still in hide.

There are lots of questions to ask

That I seeking almost makes a task,

But always end up to empty back

Nothing to find until I would stop to walk.

You just comes out of nowhere

You who troubles me before,

Still troubles me now whenever

Still no name and no face forever.

('_')

j.r.

I Surrender

(...)

Everything that I have
Is what I don't want...
Everything that I can
Is still not enough...
Everything that I own
Is still I don't like...
Everything that I think
Is still not tough...

(,,,)

(...)

That I surrender
And wants to scream...
That I hate
And wants to crush...
That I anger
And wants to lose...
That I stop
And wants to shout...

(,,,)

(JR)

Still Lingers

Trying to dissolve

        Something I don't like

Making those things

         Be erase and forgotten

But it still lingers

     No matter what I do...

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Jr.

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Love Hate Matter

To LOVE is to HATE. . .

To HATE is to HURT. . .

To hurt is to FEEL. . .

To FEEL is to FORGIVE. . .

To FORGIVE is to CHANGE. . .

To CHANGE is to TRY. . .

To TRY is to LOVE. . .

. . .

jr.

A Heartfelt Wish

There are times, countless times,

I had the same wish, all over again.

A wish that I knew from the very beginning...

It won't ever happen.

But I still keep wishing and wishing...

Over and over and over again.

Though some times, I feel sick and tired of wishing,

Still I ignore it and continues wishing.

Even my mind didn't occur to stop,

The reason why I end up doing the same thing.

Wishing...

And nothing else but wishing.

Even though it is the only reason why I'm hurting,

A pain that comes over and over again the wounded my heart.

And at those times, my eagerness grows even more,

 Wishing him for more and more to come.

Oh, how I wish he would come,

And be at my side in times I needed him most.

Maybe... It might end my wishing so hard,

To end my eagerness by wishing him back.

Then I might end up my sufferings,

And all my burdens would be gone.

That will free my heart from my miseries,

From looking all over for him.

So please just stay at my side,

Until forever and ever.

So please come back and let my heart stop wishing,

That would bring peace to my heart and soul.

So please just stay and back at me,

And let me finish my wishing.

And that is my heartfelt wish for you...

Be with my until forever till eternity.

...

jr