"Forbidden Feelings"

"Why these feelings suddenly appear?

Feelings that couldn't be pay no matter what you do.

Feelings that is forbidden to happen and to feel...

Feelings that is so wrong no matter what reasons.

Then why do these feelings still lingers?

Feelings that is hard to fight!

Why these things do happen?

Why do you need to feel it so right?

Even though it is so wrong!

Why now it showed up eventually?!

And so suddenly wants to burst out!

That is getting harder and harder to fight!

That desires so hard to hold and to get it!

But no matter what you do...

No matter what you desires to let it show...

It won't be yours!

Then how would you shake it away?

How would you stop those feelings?

Or even to forget it?
Because right now you can't deny,

Those feelings that so suddenly grown,

Begins to attack and consume you entirely.

And no matter what you do,

No matter what right you knew,

No matter how you ignore or escape it!

Those feelings won't be easy to take out.

You won't have it even though you're already falling into it.

A forbidden feelings that is hard to escape."

"Jr."

Go On...

...

Words to speak, still not been chosen.

Feelings to express, still nothing were felt.

Tears won't come out, still plainly hidden.

Sadness still in suppress, still hidden deep.

Times running out, still keeps it tight.

Days fall out, still keeps holding on.

...

No words to say, not even chosen.

Feelings won't come out, but it felt.

Eyes trying to shut, keep tears hidden.

With sadness filling up, keeps it deep.

Thinking time will stop, trying to keep tight.

Still it may come, wouldn't stop to go on.

...

Jr.

...

Tatlo

- Pag-angkin sa taong mahalaga sa tatlong salita.

"Akin ka lang!"


- Nadamang emosyong mabigat sa tatlong salita.

"Nagmahal at nasaktan..."


- Paghiling sa isang taong inaasam sa tatlong salita.

"Sana andito ka."


- Tunay at totoong damdamin sa tatlong salita.

"Pag-ibig na wagas..."


- Tumutukoy sa dalawang tao sa tatlong salita.

"Ikaw at ako."


- Isang seryosong salita para sa taong mahalaga sa tatlong salita.

"Pangako, ikaw lang!"


- Bugso ng damdamin sa tatlong salita.

"Minahal kita agad."


- Alaalang mananatili sa tatlong salita.

"Hindi kita malilimutan."


- Isang pangako sa tatlong salita.

"Ikaw lamang habang-buhay."


- Gaano mo siya kamahal sa tatlong salita.

"Mahal na mahal!"


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Jr.


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Journey through Dreams

Traveling into a world of unknown

An unfamiliar place to walk through

A place that has been deserted

But beyond the unseen place

There was a mystery to unfold

A place covered of dust and dirt

A place that hard to go because of a shield

A shield to hide and protect this whole place

Where a crowd of lively people lives

An unexpected sight beyond the darkness covers the place

A unique and incredible place to flee

Where thousands of possibilities and chances may occur

Where the unthinkable things do happens

Where things colliding as one

A huge and wide place

Lots of mysteries may unfold

Places to discover and explore

Places that is hard to imagine to be seen

Fields were huge and wide

Roads were concrete and paths were nice

Where the sky is too clear to see

Where the ocean is too clear and fresh as the air too

Where grass and trees were thick and tall

Where flowers blooms freely and luxuriant

Where animals and humans were living equally

Where they living so peacefully and quietly

A place so divine and pure

A place within the darkness

A place protected and hidden by dust and dirt

Covering such a nice and perfect place

A mystery that hard to unfold

A world of unknown and unseen

A journey to a world of mystery

A journey to a paradise

A save haven to go through

But not easy to find

Not easy to unfold

Causes to a never ending misery and despair surround

Tiredness to face just to find that wonderful place

That causes you to stop looking

Until you feel to surrender but still keeps moving on

Walks to a path of unknown

Lost but still goes on and on!

>>>>>

Jr.

Noong Haiskul

Sisimulan ko noong araw na nag-enrol ako

Ang daming tao tanong ko magiging kaklase ko ba ang lahat ng ito?

Halatang-halata sa mukha ang pagkasabik

Na makapag-aral at makipag-kaibigang muli.

Pagpasok ko sa unang araw

Ang kilos hindi pa ganap na dalaga

Mag-salita, umupo, mag-lakad at manamit ay tila ba’t ang bata pa

Ngunit alam kong nasa punto pa ako ng aking pagdadala

Kaya alam kong ayos lang kung di pa ako ganap na dalaga

At hindi iyon minamadali dahil alam kong darating din ako roon.

Sa aking pagpasok sa unang araw ko

Nalungkot dahil nasa huling pangkat ako napunta

Puro maaarte at tamad daw ang aking makikita at makikilala

Ngunit tila nag-kakamali yata sila ng akala

Dahil matitino at mas-mababait ang aking mga nakasama.

Sadyang mang-husga lamang ang mga tao

Kahit hindi pa man nila nakikilala ang isang tao may sarili na silang hukom

Masasama at hindi maganda ang mga pag-uugali

Ngunit sadyang mali sila ng kanilang akala.

Sa paglipas ng mga araw mas nakilala ko ang aking mga kaklase

May mga sadyang sikat sa kalalakihan

May mga sadyang may itinatagong katalinuhan

May mga sadyang palakaibigan lang

Mayroon ring mahiyain at sadyang walang imik kung hindi mo kakausapin

Ngunit masasabi kong mas masaya ang naging kalagayan namin

Dahil sadya atang napunta sa huling pangkat ang mga makukulit

Maiingay man ay sadyang mababait iba sa akala ng marami.

Hanggang sa magkaroon ako ng hinahangan

Na hinahangaan rin ng ilan sa mga kaibigan ko

Na halos sinusundan pa namin na para kaming stalker

Nakakatawa man ngunit sadyang dumating din kami sa ganoong sitwasyon.

Ngayong naalala ko ang lahat noong haiskul

Sadyang marami rin pala akong nakilalang iba’t ibang klaseng tao

Na mas nagpatatag ng aking hinaharap sa ngayon

Na kahit sa likod ng mali nilang pag-aakala

Sadyang ang huling pangkat pa namin ang may magandang hinaharap sa ngayon.

Marami mang nanghusga

Nanglait at nangmata noon

Sila itong tumitingala

Humahanga at nagmamalaki samin sa ngayon

At ang tanging masasabi ko lang

Salamat sa mga alaala ng kahapon.

JR and QJS