You're Worthless

 

It hurts when they say they understand you. But the truth they did not understand you at all.

 

They thought you were just childish even though the truth all you want is to reach out your heart’s desire. To let them know how much I care for them more than myself.

 

They thought you have no reason to get angry even though the truth you were hurting without them knowing. Self-pity as it may look but the truth, they never once told you they were proud of you. Of the little things you’ve done and sacrifice. Instead what they see as always is what you done so wrong.

 

They never know how much you sacrifice that you even forget yourself just to let them live in peace while you go through the darkness without reaching your own goals. Forgetting what you really want and also let them be first and your end without even letting yourself or giving yourself to be happy in the beginning until the end they will always come first.

 

But in the end, they still look at you so bad even though they saying that they didn’t look at you like that but they never ever give me the word ‘trust’ from everything that you can do.

 

In the end, you are a worthless person. Now, I am dreaming that the day time will never come and my night will be forever mine.

 

Jr.