He: The Second One

 

Another day from a dream

He came unexpected though,

One thing I am so sure...

He is the second and not the first.

He came with the same enthusiasm

A very different kind of a man,

Yet my heart jumps whenever I met him

I don't know why I do feel this way,

Still... I am happy to see him.

With his joyous attitude,

Energetic characteristics and a positive mind

He really is the opposite side of my Mr. M.

I don't know why I met him,

On that night, on that dream... unexpected,

Unpredictable he came unknowingly

He cheers me up and makes me smile.

I don't know but he really makes me comfortable.

To the extent I am happy and contented meeting him

I smile as I finally open my eyes,

As the dream ended,

The happiness he was given me

The thrills he was given me,

It imprint into my soul

And deep into my heart,

I can no longer forget

No longer differentiate him to my Mr. M..

Because both of them given me

A mysterious romantic aura,

Auras that help me to escape

From my pain and from my suffering,

I don't know how he came into my dream

Or what it is that cause him to show up,

Still I am so happy to meet him

And gave me a wonderful memories,

That I will cherish every time I remember him.

Jr.

Calendar

 

A calendar,

A tool that reminds us we move forward.

As the months goes on,

Every day we create memories.

Memories to cherish,

Give a great meaning to live.

As we live,

We also lost a leaf of time.

A time we thought long,

Yet it isn't not enough long.

As our love ones begins to fall,

We lost half of our lives with them.

However tomorrow will never stop,

Future will present as it moves.

It is up to us to give new meanings,

To begin with as we cope for our lost.

Slowly we begin to move like a calendar,

Time may past as the years goes on.

We create new ideas,

We progress for a better self.

And like a calendar,

As it begins it also ends.

We know nothing how it will end,

But we know how we live.

Live in joy and in pain,

As we cherish each and every moment we have.

Things might has an end,

Like a calendar it will always have a start.

Jr.

Miracles of Meeting 'You'

 

Unexpected with Your divine light,

You came once again.

Visit me through vision, an expected sight.

I know I am awake,

Yet here I am again.

For a slip moment, as my eyes closes.

For that second moment,

I saw you once again.

Walking into a path I don't know where You will go.

You walk with grace,

You talk with grace,

So divine, once again You came to visit me.

I know I am not worthy to meet You,

Not even worthy to see You and yet,

You came and I saw You clearly.

I don't know how or why me?

I always I ask myself why me?

I am a sinner.

My eyes judge,

My voice swears.

My ears listen to hearsay.

My actions harm.

However, You were always there.

Reaching. Listening. Showing.

You are divine in every way.

And I am just a mere human You always care and love.

Now, I end up not to ask myself,

No more questions, no more doubts.

You came and show me something important,

With Your divine guide, I will comply.

In Your hands that guides me through,

I will follow the path You go down.

Without questions, without doubts,

Into Your divine grace, I shall proceed.

In Your name, I shall praise,

In Your guide, I shall be grateful.

Thank you for everything as always,

I shall now see what You want from me.

In Your grace, please guide me,

Show me the way: The meaning of these 'miracles of meeting You'.

Amen.

Jr.

Same Place with Something New

 ...

Same place

Same directions,

With a different pace

And different actions.

Yet the place never change

No matter how long I visit,

It just continue to range

I can no longer stop to revisit.

I venture once again

To see something new,

To explore more to gain

Same place with new view.

I know how to begin

To where I go and explore,

Though danger may come in

I still want to know what to store.

See something new in this place

Something to add up my list,

Even if danger may face

I will risk everything to persist.

Jr.

Nowhere to Go

 

Lost... I am lost once again

From this unknown pain,

I have nothing to gain.

I want to escape and run

Yet I am totally ban,

I have nowhere to go and run.

I want to stop everything

This madness is keep grilling,

I am cook to nothing.

I am so lost I don't know what to do

I have nowhere to go not even a clue,

I am just simply lost, nothing I can do.

Jr.

How long will you understand yourself?

 

How long will you understand yourself?

When your time is just beginning?

When your time is ongoing?

When your time is up to ending?

Or was it when you are already gone?

Mystery; A powerful explanation for yourself,

Nothing has a concrete answer to any of those questions.

Nothing has concrete feelings to understand those notions.

Nothing has a concrete mind to clear those interrogations.

Not even death can explain everything that holds mystery.

Now, how long will you truly understand yourself?

Yesterday cannot be answer anything.

Now is not possible for a thing.

Tomorrow is unpredictable for everything.

No definite day, time and year to understand one self.

To understand one self is a mystery,

No beginning,

No ending,

No middling.

Not even our love ones know you that much.

The end with too many questions,

Questions cannot be answer.

Questions hold on like cancer.

Questions keep on moving like a good dancer.

That end with; How long will you understand yourself?

Jr.

Sadness Pain

 

Sadness,

Once again says, 'Hello'.

Slowly crawling and dipping in,

Now, it becomes my fellow.

Pain,

Begin to creep.

Embrace my inner deep,

No time to leap.

I cry as they begin to come,

Fold me into madness.

I'm about to lose my calm,

Now, I feel like a mess.

Back into the dark,

No escape once again.

I can no longer remark,

No more voice to scream.

I am losing from this pain,

Hurt from unknown sadness.

I have nothing to gain,

As my heart descend into deep.

Jr.