Stress

 

How to handle stress?

If this holds you down.

Bind you tightly you can't get out.

That gives you headache.

Lose the right thing to think.

Let your stress to win all over you.

 

Are you just going to be press?

Let your stress be your crown?

Say no and don't let it sprout.

Give yourself a break.

Don't choose stress to be your link.

Choose peace as your new view.

 

Do not fall into depress.

Don't let yourself be pulled down.

Don't let stress gives you doubt.

Because stress is a choice to make.

If you let it win it will put you to the brink.

So simply just stay cool and stay focus all through.

 

Jr.

 

 

Age

 

Age is just a number.

If you put it in mind,

Age will matter.

 

Age has no limit.

If you put limitation to it,

Age will always estimate.

 

Remember age may count.

If you put it in mind,

Age will recount.

 

Remember age is not an issue.

If you age enough to know better,

Age will not be matter not even an issue.

 

Learn to live not by the age.

Learn to live in timeless,

Live your life without stage.

 

Learn to go on with laughter.

Enjoy each moments in life,

Not minding age and it won't be matter.

 

Jr.

 

 

Mind

 

 One thing you can never win

No matter how you try to deceive it,

It will always find the way to intertwine.

 

Even if it is your strongest muscle

The powerful and useful one to have,

In the end it is your worst enemy to handle.

 

Even if you train it so well

Let yourself do what is on your mind,

 In the end mind has lots of secrets to tell.

Jr.

I Move Forward Without a Lie

When I finally learn I move forward

When I finally go on with my life,

You suddenly came onward.

 

When the time I don’t need you

When I already not thinking of you,

Without notice you came in cue.

 

Are you testing me?

Trying to check my feelings?

You just came without guarantee.

 

Yet I am there and you were there

I don’t know why you are there,

But I just pass by and simply stare.

 

I look at you without pain

Now I can tell we are back,

Not as an ‘us’ but simply we remain.

 

From being strangers to strangers

We simply became acquaintance,

We left nothing not even remainders.

 

We simply pass by as we look at each other

In silence we understand each other clearly,

The you and I have ended no need to further.

 

This my goodbye

I thank you for everything,

I move forward without a lie.

 

Jr.

 

 

 

A Story to Tell: Move Forward

 

I don’t know but I finally realize something so important.

If I was before I might fall into so much pain and hurt.

But as time pass by and years counting on and on things changes.

I really thought I can never step forward from the past that hunts me.

If I was before my every step will feel so heavy and tough.

But as my life goes on things finally changes.

Regret changes as well and without knowing I’m beginning to forget.

Memories starting to fade away and moments begin to get deep.

No more riddle I’m beginning to forget about him.

The man that I learned to trust from the very beginning he introduced himself.

The man I learn to care and mostly the man that I learn to love.

Without knowing it the memories he gave me that I thought will never forget.

Not knowing those entire memories will soon fade out.

If I was before any single moment I will recall of our past or sees him.

I will fall into deeply pain and sorrow.

I cry my heart out and it will hurt my heart so much it is hardly to bear.

Yet this time of my life I can surely say I am free.

Free from his memories that imprison me for a long time.

I am not saying I move on it is more of I finally out of the darkness.

Darkness he made for me even though he colors it into a rainbow.

A rainbow that fades away as he left me even if he said he wanted to stay.

Stay but away from me living me no choice but to question his actions.

And even if he wanted to stay away he keeps coming back when I needed him most.

Make me feel happy but in the end will only wreck me in too much pain and sorrow.

If I was before all these stories I tell will fall me apart.

Though now things are differ.

I don’t feel pain or angry about remembering it all.

Now I feel calm and free.

Just simply it is a story to tell for me.

Now I finally realize I can move forward not just a simple move on.

Because no matter what I do he is still a part of my life that will never change.

A part of me that became a story to tell as the years goes on.

 

Jr.

 

 

A Lifetime to Forget

 Knowing someone is an easy task

You may know them first to ask,

Get a little chat to begin with.

Slowly begins a new found friendship

Slowly you earn to trust and hold a grip,

Creating a moment that will last a lifetime.

Yet forgetting is a hard thing to do

That no matter you move on you can't pursue,

You cannot let go of those memories so easily.

Not time or even space will make you forget

Because knowing someone cannot be reset,

It will only take you a lifetime to forget.

.Jr.

Days: Nightmares / Nights: Dreams

 

The days seem normal.

Normal for those can see light.

Everything seems so formal.

Like the sun shines bright.

But no one knows one thing is abnormal.

Days are seems my nightmare.

The wake times looks so dark.

I don't know but it feels so rare.

Sadness comes flowing with spark.

But I have no one to share.

My nights with silence feel at ease.

Wake me up from my nightmares.

Wish my time at night will freeze.

Stop my days of fears and tears.

Let me stay in my dreams as I please.

Yet I still hold on through the day.

Even if it is hard to freely breathe.

I keep on living the days in gray.

Even if it is hard I keep myself concrete.

I keep strong and awake as my days keeps to play.

... ... ...

Jr.

Keep On Searching...

 

Something never change

Even if it's long wait,

Something feels strange

I keep on update.

 

I keep on searching

To something undefined,

Keep on reaching

To something hard to resigned.

 

How can I change?

To stop searching for something,

That never found in any range

Keep on searching for nothing.

 

What is it that I'm searching?

Even though I don't know,

I keep on looking

For something that might show.

 

Jr.

 

 

Worst Feeling; What Kind?

 

Worst feeling

What kind?

Is it feeling sad?

Or feeling mad?

 

Not the two

It is more indescribable,

Feeling understandable

Words unspeakable.

Worst feeling is nothing

No words can explain,

Not even to complain

Exactly nothing to gain.

 

 ..., ..., ...,

 

Jr.

 

 

Ang Piping Saksi

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Paano nga ba tayo nagkakilala?

Wala akong malinaw na alaala.

Pero tanda ko may isang piping saksi,

Isang saksi na nagdugtong ng ating pisi.

Wala akong kaalam-alam na iyon ang simula,

Na iyon ang magiging tulay nating dalawa.

Dahil sa tuwing tayo'y nagkikita nang hindi sinasadya,

Ang piping saksi ang ating gabay nang hindi sadya.

Nagbibigay sa atin ng munting liwanag,

Sa dilim na ating tinatahak sa magdamag.

Sa liwanag nitong bigay tayo ay nagkikita,

Hindi man inaasahan tayo ay nagkakilala.

Ito ang ating simula,

Ito ang aking tanda.

Na sana ay iyong naaalala,

Sa tuwing iyong nakikita.

Jr.

Hanggang Ngayon

 

  

 

 

 

 

 

Nakapagtataka kung bakit hanggang ngayon,

Ikaw pa rin ang iniisip at naaalala ko.

 

Nakakainis isipin na bumabalik ako sa noon,

Noong nakakasama pa kita at noong masaya pa tayo.

 

Sa tuwing naiisip kita hindi ko lubos maisip,

Bakit bigla ka na lang nagpaalam at umalis?

 

Biglaan ang iyong ginawa halos wala akong naisip,

Ano bang naging dahilan mo sa iyong pag-alis?

 

Nakailang tanong na nga ba ako sa sarili ko?

Halos hindi ko na mabilang kung ilan na.

 

Mga tanong na gusto kong itanong sayo,

Ngunit mahalaga pa bang tanungin ka?

 

Sa ilang taong lumipas na at nawala,

Masyado nang mahaba itong pagbabalik ko sa narakaraan.

 

Na sana gaya ng paglipas ng taon mawala ka na,

Sa isipan ko at sa mga alaala ko na laging nagdaraan.

 

Tama na sana ito dahil alam ko sa sarili ko,

Patuloy pa rin akong umaasa na magbabalik ka.

 

Kahit alam kong napakaimposible na, na maging tayo,

Na muling kang magbabalik dahil alam kong tinapos mo na.

 

Kaya nakapagtataka lang talaga kung bakit hanggang ngayon,

Bakit ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang naiisip at naaalala ko?

 

Jr.

 

 

Hi or Hello to Goodbye

  

Hi or hello

Greeting to begin.

Goodbye

Greeting to end.

Words hardest to say

To begin and to end.

Once it begin

End will occur.

From hi or hello

To goodbye in the end.

Like joy to begin

Sadness to end.

Why need to begin?

If things will end?

A question cannot answer

An answer will never find.

Hi or hello

Still this is our beginning.

Goodbye

And yet this is our ending.

Jr.

Scars

 

They said wounds heal

Yet they never said scars will stay,

 Scars may able to peel.

Live a mark that hard to erase

No matter how much you cover,

Scars will never ever chase.

Wounds may heal

Yet scars will show,

Make it vulnerable to peel.

Jr.

Dream? Vision? Sign? Or Warning?

 

On 15 of August year 2021,

In the night with peace and tranquility.

 

A dream or a vision…

I don’t know which one.

 

A sign or a warning…

Which one shall I take?

 

A dream yet with lots of meaning,

That will soon to happen.

 

A dream that becomes a vision,

Another premonition shows through a dream.

 

A clear event that sure will happen,

Consume with an unknown fear.

 

A day with peace and tranquility,

Live normally without knowledge of anything.

 

Lies an event no one ever expected,

Mysterious and powerful and no one is prepare.

 

The sky suddenly turns crimson,

Shower the day light with unknown blood.

 

From a far a blazing sun comes down,

A tip with a fiery pit screams with flames.

 

A great amount of fiery balls,

Rain into the ground showers the land.

 

The silence of the day begins to shatter,

Voices embrace the whole surroundings.

 

Falls start to stop,

Drought suddenly emerges.

 

Unexpected no one is prepare,

Collapse begins to experience.

 

Yet not only will the unknown judge,

People will start to run to people.

 

A race against a race,

Slowly but surely they will win.

 

A judge is well known,

Yet no one can stop this race to conquer.

 

Fall into fall,

Ruin to ruin.

 

Unknown to known,

An unexpected event will soon be fall.

 

What is this a vision or a dream?

A warning or just a sign which one?

 

Still why I see these things?

Why do I need to experience those kinds?

 

Will someone believe me?

Or they’ll say I’m crazy?

 

Jr.