Recipe of Dreams

In every pinch of a dusk

Mystery starts to spice up,

Where one by one mixing in mask

Heat in low memories of lane.

Slowly garnish with darkness

Sprinkles of blurry paths of sweets,

Adds some salt to give lightness

Where a journey starts to boil.

In a second of preparation

Binding to taste an adventure,

Smells the aroma of emotion

Where you start to cook a dreamer.

,,,

Jr.

The End

There are no right words to speak

Since it is still hidden in the dark,

There are no emotions to leak

Since that it was hard to hit the mark.

To think or not to think

Isn’t enough to be at ease?

To blink or not to blink

Isn’t enough not to see a cease?

Would this turn out to an end?

On what road would it take?

Would there be enough to mend?

On what pain would it make?

Is there a choice to choose?

If the pain was already been done?

Is there a chance to lose?

If chance was already been gone?

Let’s settle this out one last time

End it with less pain,

Let’s end it clean without grime

End it all without remain.

...

Jr.

A Wrong Fall

A love that would last long

Is what everyone dreaming of

But love could change,

That won't stand strong

It would eventually gets off

A love that has its limit of range.

To love with a blissful life

That everyone wants to achieve

But struggle still comes flowing,

Pain and suffering that cuts like a knife

Start to glow and start to grieve

To love with problems that growing.

To achieve a perfect love

That everyone wants to have

But there is no perfect love at all,

Love is more than just to move

Expect the unexpected before you crave

Because love can hurt in a wrong fall.

-,,,-...-,,,-

Jr.

Forever Together (Down the Aisle)

The sound of a harmonious music

As you walk down the aisle,

The sound of a joyful talk

As you slowly comes in the aisle.

The moment you step forward

Our time reminisce slowly,

The moment you lock your eyes

Our time starts to forward slowly.

As I wait from the aisle

My heart beats so fast,

As I watch you coming

My heart rejoices so fast.

As I stand here waiting for you

I know you are my forever,

As I keep my excitement to be with you

I know I can make you happy forever.

In a slow pace of our relationship

The struggle we fight together,

In each moments we share so long

I promise to live and to love you forever together.

JR

Sorrow and Pain

The feeling of being lost

Going through such depth

Where nothingness rules the most.

Sudden rush of emptiness

Body starts to numb

A body turns to dustiness.

The cold start to invade

But tears still flowing

Never frozen not even fade.

Wants to close an eye

Surrender to loneliness

Paints sorrow in dye.

In the end I learned

I still miss you

But still nothing to earned.

The us before

Will no longer us now

And only memories left to adore.

,,, ... ,,,

Jr.

At the Right Mark

There's an agony and anger before you came,

But it suddenly perishes into thin air.

It is when you came,

Things get clearly and fair.

Without knowing how you made it,

Still you brought something good for me.

The deep emotions just lost it,

You clearly give me light to see.

A simple stare and a simple nod,

My agony and anger lifted away.

Silently you sited beside me that I nod,

Without a word you gave me a way.

With your simple smile,

I forgot everything.

An honest and sincere smile,

You lift my spirit up in the beginning.

Just like before,

You save me from the dark.

And even before,

You always came bringing me back at the right mark.

Jr.

It's You...

It's you,

I always think.

As always,

You never live.

For me,

You're the best.

Even if,

We are apart.

I know,

You were there.

Always be,

By my side.

Never live,

You'll stand beside.

We're apart,

But we're together.

In mind,

And in heart.

Always forever,

Be in one.

In time,

We will meet.

Be together,

Be happy forever.

.

Jr.

.

The Eye

(@ _ @)

A light without a light.

A dark without a dark.

Catcher of the horizon.

Can go a million miles away but never live you alone.

(* _ *)

-...- -...- -...-

Jr.

The Fall

The earth dances in the tune of a silent sky.

The breeze starts to silence into deep slumber.

Earth starts to fall into the deep coal.

Mountains begin to dance to the tune of breaking dawn.

Oceans start to rice into a rapid speed.

The water covers an entire hollow of void.

Hide the darkest and farthest boiling point into the ground.

Where water flow out of its path.

Tune the sound of silent flames.

A flame without a fire,

A fire cannot be burn.

Where an entire face of a land sprinkle a silence tear.

Cover the entire surface.

Live only rapid flood of pilled trash.

Flood the entire earth silently.

And the sun soon rises up into the deep silent ocean of fall.

--- --- ---

Jr.

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An Ending for a New Beginning

~~~~~

A wind that is unstoppable,

Ragging so fast that is unpredictable.

Hard to distinguish when would it end,

Not looking outside is out to intend.

Hide in a huge wooden boat,

Letting it go through to freely float.

Wait till the strong storm passes through,

Hide from the storm of rough.

An outside fills with flood,

A rainfall pours like a blood.

Drown everything at the surface,

Erase everything out of place.

While only few has to survive,

Only chosen crew let it to live.

Waiting till the storm ends outside,

Scared though full of hopes from the inside.

Let them to believe in miracle,

Believe from the mystery of the oracle.

That the storm ends for a new beginning,

A new fresh starts for the upcoming ending.

~~~~~

Jr.

Living Out of Light

Still living in fears and sadness

That tearing it apart breaking,

Until it freezes and lose senses

That lives nothing but only hurting.

Sudden rush of emotions that too fast

Crushing its mind that ruin the right,

Changing into bad that destroy a nest

That soon is living out of light.

(> * <)

Jr.

F.L.A.M.E.S.

We became friends in the beginning.

Before we found love in the midst.

We fight in our anger like the normal ones.

Then we end up in marriage to tie a strong bond.

To engages us to create a new family.

To creates a sweet life being together.

Gives us FLAMES in our hearts us our bond strengthen in time.

>flames<

Jr.

It is Him...

'...' '...' '...'

Torture or not,
Still crush in pain and sorrow.

Wanting him back,
Still not allow to.

He saw her,
Still he chooses not to come closer.

He just came,
And live without a word.

It still hurt,
Still I couldn't do anything.

I know it,
It is my fault.

He turns around,
Living me behind wounded.

Because of me,
I'm not free anymore.

I'm with someone,
But it is him that I love.

"..." "..." "..."

Jr.

Chasing Love

She tries to run and hide

But he always chasing her,

She tries to escape and ride

But he keeps catching her.

That ends her to stop

And he stops chasing,

That made her to pop

And surprise him dashing.

She stays calmly

Waiting for him to speak,

He smiles so sweetly

Stay right at the peak.

That makes her smile

A sign of relieve,

That short his time

A sigh of believe.

Creating memories

In short time,

Living without worries

Laugh in rhyme.

~~ " ~~ " ~~

Jr.

Going Back and Forth

Hardly to believe but still comes true

Late to picture out still dreaming as if true

Going out and coming back is so true.

Though things goes so wrong

Nothing to compare because it is still wrong

Hardly to accept still it is a huge wrong.

After finally go so far and faces new journey

Changes the way and the path going to a journey

Still going to ruin and be back to an old journey.

Sadly to learn and to say but it is losing all

Nothing would be left and nothing to learn at all

Until you lose everything in one choice above it all.

Just to stay put and live together

Giving up is the best way to be together

Flying out and flying back just to be together.

Was the best worst thing you did!

Was the best ugly truth you did!

Was the best damn thing you did!

:-(

Jr.

M R H

: - : - :

: They might be dead. They might be lost.

But they forever lives on.

- Memories

: - : - :

: No matter what you do, it do the same. No matter what you say, it won't answer.

If you won't look, it would never appeared.

- Reflection

: - : - :

: It can cut you deeply. It can hurt you so much.

It can crush you down so badly. It can ruin you so madly.

But you it keeps you breathing. Keeps you alive after your death.

- Heartbreak

: - : - :

: Jr.

Left Crying

I hate to admit,

         But I still love you.

I hate to acknowledge,

         But I'm still hurting.

And I hate to feel,

        But I'm still hoping.

Not knowing I'm ruining my life,

       Just because of you.

Not knowing,

       I'm just hoping for nothing.

Not even knowing,

       I'm falling deep into you.

Silently,

           I'm deadly wrecking.

Losing myself,

          Just to love you.

Until,

       My heart left crying.

(" _ ")

Jr.

Unknowingly

I don't want to be burden by your memories

But my mind keeps restoring all of your memories,

That won't stop lingering on me that I hardly to control

You keep coming and going into my mind no matter what,

Even if I try harder to dissolve you in time

You keep coming without any notice,

Silently coming into my side whenever and wherever

That ends me to believe that we might meet soon,

Hoping that one of my journey we might meet

That our paths finally crosses and encounter at its midst,

Then our eyes would meet and stares at each other

Where our feelings would suddenly emerge and meet,

That would suddenly happens in a rare moments

Even though in reality we were total stranger,

Our hearts, mind and soul knowing each other

That even our destiny and fate won't stop it,

And as we stare at each other's eyes unconsciously

The bond that we shared would easily comes front,

A bond that would never ever break

A bond that is strong enough to hold our hearts,

Unexpectedly our dreams became reality

Our words collide in one unknowingly.

.

Jr.

.

Always Be There

* For a moment there...

  You came in...

  Takes care of me even though I don't ask...

  You just came and heal me...

  Without asking any return from me.

  ...

* My heart race so fast...

  Beating like crazy...

  Having deeply thoughts of you...

  That makes my heart jump into joy...

  How grateful I am to have you...

  The one always takes care of me.

  ...

* Weird...

  For that moment I knew...

  You really want to serves me...

  Be at my side...

  And love me as long as you're there...

  And make sure I'm just fine as always.

  ...

* Repaying for your kindness...

  Isn't easy to do...

  When you're not there and when I'm far...

  Far from reaching you...

  Still...

  I'm praying deep into my heart...

  You would always be alright...

  ...

* Being with you like this moment...

  You who always comes in...

  The one who never left not even a single memory...

  Still...

  I able to be the first one to keep memories...

  Even if I knew it is hard to be with you...

  I cherish each seconds I'm with you.

  ...

* I took that as a challenge...

  I follow him with fears in my heart though...

  Fears begun to change with strength...

  That my heart believes...

  You would stay forever at my side...

  Even without you closer...

  I know...

  His mind, heart and soul...

  Would be there for me...

  And as always, you'll be there for me.

  ...

* Jr.

A Prince or Not a Prince...

A prince or not a prince...?
A prince or just a mere human...?
I don't know the answers but all I know is that he is my savior.
All I know he is my knight in shining armor.
My only hero!
The only man who makes me smile and laugh.
The only man who takes care of me whenever, wherever.
The only man who stay right by my side.
The man that always cheers me up whenever I feel down.
The man that always makes me feels so beautiful.
The man that always comes to help me...
Who always right there in any moment.
He isn't a prince,
He is just a mere human,
But he is my guardian.
My friend,
My brother,
My father,
My hero,
My savior,
My Mr. Right,
This is why,
For me,
He is my only prince.

*** > ***

Jr.

"Forbidden Feelings"

"Why these feelings suddenly appear?

Feelings that couldn't be pay no matter what you do.

Feelings that is forbidden to happen and to feel...

Feelings that is so wrong no matter what reasons.

Then why do these feelings still lingers?

Feelings that is hard to fight!

Why these things do happen?

Why do you need to feel it so right?

Even though it is so wrong!

Why now it showed up eventually?!

And so suddenly wants to burst out!

That is getting harder and harder to fight!

That desires so hard to hold and to get it!

But no matter what you do...

No matter what you desires to let it show...

It won't be yours!

Then how would you shake it away?

How would you stop those feelings?

Or even to forget it?
Because right now you can't deny,

Those feelings that so suddenly grown,

Begins to attack and consume you entirely.

And no matter what you do,

No matter what right you knew,

No matter how you ignore or escape it!

Those feelings won't be easy to take out.

You won't have it even though you're already falling into it.

A forbidden feelings that is hard to escape."

"Jr."

Go On...

...

Words to speak, still not been chosen.

Feelings to express, still nothing were felt.

Tears won't come out, still plainly hidden.

Sadness still in suppress, still hidden deep.

Times running out, still keeps it tight.

Days fall out, still keeps holding on.

...

No words to say, not even chosen.

Feelings won't come out, but it felt.

Eyes trying to shut, keep tears hidden.

With sadness filling up, keeps it deep.

Thinking time will stop, trying to keep tight.

Still it may come, wouldn't stop to go on.

...

Jr.

...

Tatlo

- Pag-angkin sa taong mahalaga sa tatlong salita.

"Akin ka lang!"


- Nadamang emosyong mabigat sa tatlong salita.

"Nagmahal at nasaktan..."


- Paghiling sa isang taong inaasam sa tatlong salita.

"Sana andito ka."


- Tunay at totoong damdamin sa tatlong salita.

"Pag-ibig na wagas..."


- Tumutukoy sa dalawang tao sa tatlong salita.

"Ikaw at ako."


- Isang seryosong salita para sa taong mahalaga sa tatlong salita.

"Pangako, ikaw lang!"


- Bugso ng damdamin sa tatlong salita.

"Minahal kita agad."


- Alaalang mananatili sa tatlong salita.

"Hindi kita malilimutan."


- Isang pangako sa tatlong salita.

"Ikaw lamang habang-buhay."


- Gaano mo siya kamahal sa tatlong salita.

"Mahal na mahal!"


- - -


Jr.


- - -

Journey through Dreams

Traveling into a world of unknown

An unfamiliar place to walk through

A place that has been deserted

But beyond the unseen place

There was a mystery to unfold

A place covered of dust and dirt

A place that hard to go because of a shield

A shield to hide and protect this whole place

Where a crowd of lively people lives

An unexpected sight beyond the darkness covers the place

A unique and incredible place to flee

Where thousands of possibilities and chances may occur

Where the unthinkable things do happens

Where things colliding as one

A huge and wide place

Lots of mysteries may unfold

Places to discover and explore

Places that is hard to imagine to be seen

Fields were huge and wide

Roads were concrete and paths were nice

Where the sky is too clear to see

Where the ocean is too clear and fresh as the air too

Where grass and trees were thick and tall

Where flowers blooms freely and luxuriant

Where animals and humans were living equally

Where they living so peacefully and quietly

A place so divine and pure

A place within the darkness

A place protected and hidden by dust and dirt

Covering such a nice and perfect place

A mystery that hard to unfold

A world of unknown and unseen

A journey to a world of mystery

A journey to a paradise

A save haven to go through

But not easy to find

Not easy to unfold

Causes to a never ending misery and despair surround

Tiredness to face just to find that wonderful place

That causes you to stop looking

Until you feel to surrender but still keeps moving on

Walks to a path of unknown

Lost but still goes on and on!

>>>>>

Jr.

Noong Haiskul

Sisimulan ko noong araw na nag-enrol ako

Ang daming tao tanong ko magiging kaklase ko ba ang lahat ng ito?

Halatang-halata sa mukha ang pagkasabik

Na makapag-aral at makipag-kaibigang muli.

Pagpasok ko sa unang araw

Ang kilos hindi pa ganap na dalaga

Mag-salita, umupo, mag-lakad at manamit ay tila ba’t ang bata pa

Ngunit alam kong nasa punto pa ako ng aking pagdadala

Kaya alam kong ayos lang kung di pa ako ganap na dalaga

At hindi iyon minamadali dahil alam kong darating din ako roon.

Sa aking pagpasok sa unang araw ko

Nalungkot dahil nasa huling pangkat ako napunta

Puro maaarte at tamad daw ang aking makikita at makikilala

Ngunit tila nag-kakamali yata sila ng akala

Dahil matitino at mas-mababait ang aking mga nakasama.

Sadyang mang-husga lamang ang mga tao

Kahit hindi pa man nila nakikilala ang isang tao may sarili na silang hukom

Masasama at hindi maganda ang mga pag-uugali

Ngunit sadyang mali sila ng kanilang akala.

Sa paglipas ng mga araw mas nakilala ko ang aking mga kaklase

May mga sadyang sikat sa kalalakihan

May mga sadyang may itinatagong katalinuhan

May mga sadyang palakaibigan lang

Mayroon ring mahiyain at sadyang walang imik kung hindi mo kakausapin

Ngunit masasabi kong mas masaya ang naging kalagayan namin

Dahil sadya atang napunta sa huling pangkat ang mga makukulit

Maiingay man ay sadyang mababait iba sa akala ng marami.

Hanggang sa magkaroon ako ng hinahangan

Na hinahangaan rin ng ilan sa mga kaibigan ko

Na halos sinusundan pa namin na para kaming stalker

Nakakatawa man ngunit sadyang dumating din kami sa ganoong sitwasyon.

Ngayong naalala ko ang lahat noong haiskul

Sadyang marami rin pala akong nakilalang iba’t ibang klaseng tao

Na mas nagpatatag ng aking hinaharap sa ngayon

Na kahit sa likod ng mali nilang pag-aakala

Sadyang ang huling pangkat pa namin ang may magandang hinaharap sa ngayon.

Marami mang nanghusga

Nanglait at nangmata noon

Sila itong tumitingala

Humahanga at nagmamalaki samin sa ngayon

At ang tanging masasabi ko lang

Salamat sa mga alaala ng kahapon.

JR and QJS

Still Growing

I ask you to kill me.

But you heal me.

I wanted to die.

But you said it's a lie.

I badly wanted to feel pain.

But you push me in the rain.

I said, live me alone!

But you sing me with a tone.

I ask you, why?

But you just answered me, oh my!

Now I ask what you are doing.

You just answered me, my love is still growing.

Jr.

Begging Like a Fool

Don't just stand there!

Just don't pretend you've never care!

Never ever go so far and left me behind!

Please don't ever go away!

Just please stay like the way you do!

Stay at my side!

Stay at my life!

Stay at my heart!

Till forever and ever till eternity!
So don't live me now!

Don't lose me and keeps me holding!

Don't just stand there and stare!

Because all I want is keep me by your side!

But no matter what I do!

No matter how desperately I beg!

In the end,

I will end all alone!

Letting me go without stopping me!

Letting me live and be back to my real world!

You just watch me until I faded away!

Pretends that you've never see me!

Pretends you've never hear me!

Pretends you've never ever care for me!

That you've never heard and see me begging!

Begging over and over again!

Just to make you chase over me!

Jr.

Go Forward

===>

Once I tried to create

My eyes start to fall,

Once I tried to move

My body starts to heavy,

Once I tried to think

My mind starts to blank,

Once I tried to write

My hands start to ache,

Once I tried to read

My sight starts to fade,

Once I tried to fight

My soul starts to surrender,

Once I tried to fight

My soul starts to surrender,

Once I tried to continue

I myself start to stop.

So once I try not to do things

That's the time myself go forward.

===>

--> Jr.

How Rude?!

How rude of you to let me fall for you?!

To let me drown from the memories we shared!

Let me go wild from each moment you stay at my side!

Letting me fall much deeper into you!

How rude of you to let me go after all those times?!

Living me all alone!

Live without any strong reasons why you need to go!

Letting me move on and walk without you!

How rude of you to let me hurt so badly?!

Making me ask you what I did wrong?!

Hurting my heart so deeply without any reasons?!

Letting me drown on my own miseries all because of you!

How rude of you just to speak goodbye so easily?!

Without a clear explanation!

Nothing so explainable reason you said!

Letting me hanging around!

How rude of you show to me how much you love me?!

When the truth you will live me behind!

Living me broken and crazy in love with you!

Letting me live in despair and miseries!

How rude of you punish me like this?!

Unable to fall for someone who does exist!

Stopping me to find someone to love!

Letting me think and love you more!

How rude of you to let me go?!

Now that I needed you most!

Mostly now I get lost because of you!

Let my heart and soul fall deeply into the dark.

Jr.