Left Crying

I hate to admit,

         But I still love you.

I hate to acknowledge,

         But I'm still hurting.

And I hate to feel,

        But I'm still hoping.

Not knowing I'm ruining my life,

       Just because of you.

Not knowing,

       I'm just hoping for nothing.

Not even knowing,

       I'm falling deep into you.

Silently,

           I'm deadly wrecking.

Losing myself,

          Just to love you.

Until,

       My heart left crying.

(" _ ")

Jr.