Confession

I kneel before you to confess my love

I honestly want you to know the truth,

It was you made me believe love can move

And it was you I want to share my warmth.

To learn that love is such a mystery

That unfolds many possibilities,

To create more memories of merry

Can change oneself with such abilities.

And it was you change my way of belief

I finally learn to love honestly,

To care and to hold someone with relief

It is only you I love so surely.

Now I want you to know my true feelings

I give you my heart and all my beings.

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Jr.

Smile

It started with your simple smile

Now we had memories in a mile.

(" ~ ")

Jr.

Choose

If I get a chance to choose time

I will choose our time that we prime,

The moments we share

Memories we flare,

Though I lost you for a lifetime.

. . . . .

Jr.

Is it Best Than Three Words?

Father than I expected you came to my life.
Arrive in the right time when I needed someone most.
Rescue me as I'm about to fall and let me be with you.
Eccentric we became so close not knowing I slowly fall into you.
While the truth from the start we didn't know each other.
Earnestly want to know what this emotion means though.
Lest our chance to finally reveal our feelings.
Lure out the truth that lies upon this emotion.

Benign you slowly set me free.
Even if I knew you feel the same way.
Still you keep your distance that pains me.
To the exact point when I was ready to confess.
Though the moment you notice you push me away and go.
Hear nothing but a silent goodbye which is more drastic.
Avoided me rather than telling me what's on your heart.
Never look back, now I'm asking is it best than those three words?

I know you knew the eight letters I want to hear.
Lives me puzzle out for your true reason why you left.
Openly I waited till you speak the three words that I need.
Voiceless you push me away rather than words to speak.
Eventually you left me alone without an explanation.
Yearn I follow but you push me further living me with this pain.
Overthrow me as if I'm nothing left without any explanation.
Unaware of the pain you would give as a gift of farewell.

Jr.

Lost to Figure

I am lost to useless,

Now I am restless and tired,

So hopeless now I'm in pain,

Nothing to figure.

...

Jr.

My Love

Oh my night the medium of our meetings
It's you that I wait till this darkness end,
And I want to hold you so much intend
Out thy worries cause I come with greetings.
Oh my dear love now is the time to hold
The night we can be together again,
A chance that the heaven gave us to gain
In this limitless time we shall be bold.
My love on this given time together
Let us create more memories to live,
A moment we could cherish forever
And tonight my love is what you receive.
I will love you till the end of our time
And once again let our hearts beat in rhyme.

Jr.

Busy Brats

If I choose a pet I choose cats.

That could catch up with those busy rats.

With their sharpest claws.

They catch without flaws.

Protects our home from those busy brats.

--- ... --- ... ---

Jr.

Swizzles-End

Silver, gold and bronze you have it then what am I?

White isn't my color I'm more of black that fall.

In between I try to reach but you walk out and go.

Zip to open the wound which already heal in a long rev.

Zone me out of place where you left me aside.

Loss of shade will I stay in black from where I lay?

Enlist me out of your life now what do I do?

Stir me back to this pain then why you let me fall to you?

??? ??? ???

Jr.

Through These Walls

I can hear you're silent

Through these thick walls

I can sense you're silent.

I stand in here listening

In these four corners

I keep myself listening.

As I stay on hold

I can sense my urge

As we continue I on hold.

But you keep into silent

Makes me want to come

To breaks that silent.

Through these thick walls

I know you can sense me

Still we can't reach these walls.

Blocks our chance to meet

Where only silent embraces

The only medium separate us to meet.

Jr.

Words in Silent

So much to express

Words hidden deep,

Wanted to impress

Still couldn't leap.

Words couldn't press

Hide not to seek,

Put it into depress

Hardly to leak.

Whip through pain

Still no words to spill,

Sting that slain

But keeps quiet still.

Hid

Say 'thank you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'its fine',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I want you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'live me',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I like you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'I hate you',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I'm sorry',

Isn't is easy,

Say 'f@ck up',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'easy',

Isn't the truth?

Say 'hard',

Even truth hid deep.

Jr.

Just... Empty

"There's only empty.

Filled in into space of nothingness.

Just nothing to think, nothing to create,

Nothing at all.

That cause a huge chaos.

Explodes everything in one emptiness."

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

Sleep

This is not rain,

It is a pain.

Slowly create a void,

A pain can not avoid.

That wants to escape,

Live without a shape.

To forget is in need,

To sleep is way in deed.

Far from everyone,

To stay alone.

Slumber through deep,

Never be awake in sleep.

Jr.

Let Pain Drown

Hide in deep

Ruin in slow,

Stay in low

Continue to reap.

Push in depths

Fall into crash,

Left into clash

Lose all faiths.

Spirit falls down

Bleed into deep,

But never seep

Continue to groan.

A pain known

Hid perfectly deep,

Never ever leap

Let pain drown.

('_')

Jr.

How?

How do you do this?

Pretend as if nothing happens.

How can you make it?

Smile as if there's no pain.

How come you move forward?

Walk as if nothing's going on.

How can you hide that long?

Talk as if you are not wrecking.

How long could you make?

Laugh as if you didn't cry.

How much you can keep?

Move as if you were not hurting.

...

Jr.

Storm of Sadness

There is this storm

Strong and powerful,

Wrecks everything out form

Fall of sorrowful.

A surge of a rainfall

Falls into the sky,

Drown at fall

Slowly kills in sly.

Rage in speed

Eats light above,

Continues to bleed

Flood to shove.

Each moment of time

It’s getting tougher,

Every drop is on prime

Harder till rougher.

Drown into madness

Dumb folds in high,

Slowly pulls to sadness

Can’t have a sigh.

A silent scream

Cry for help in deep,

A hope but just a dream

Prison without a seep.

As the storm come rushing

Continues to wreck,

Water comes crushing

Death is on deck.

Jr.

Ruin in Deep

Scream without a voice

Cry without a tear

Hurt without a pain.

Sadness behind the smile

Tears behind the joy

Suffer behind the truth.

Drown into fake

Ignore the sorrow

Die deep within.

Jr.

An Untold

Lay in the cold night

Let an eye to fall,

Through dark comes in light

Shadows dance at the ball.

Walks through a path

Step in through a cold land,

Counts without a math

Just step through a bland.

Slight light comes through

Gateway start to open,

Does not know what is true

Road does not even.

Far beyond to see

Place hard to reach,

Wants to walk in free

To reach beyond teach.

What was from the beyond?

Place where everything moves slow,

Hides something that can't bond

Now it is time to show.

Slowly walks to enter

Mystery starts to unfold,

Comes in for a better

Experience a life of untold.

^^^ ^^^ ^^^

Jr.

Broken Deep

Scream

      Without a voice,

Cry

      Without a tear,

Hurt

      Without a pain,

Bleed

      Without a wound,

Ruin

      Without an end,

Fall

      Without an edge,

Drown

      Without a water,

Lost

      Without a path,

Alive

      Without an emotion,

Now

      It's all numb,

Nothing to feel

      Just simply broken deep.

JR.

Another

Another day has come

Crossing to another path,

Live far from home.

Another distance to conquer

Living into different drift,

Explore new venture to encounter.

Another far from expected

Journey to a new one,

Place that has not detected.

Jr.