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The courage that I need
In this time of my life,
Has not come to lead.
I try to stand up with courage
Yet in the end I stumble down,
I fall into deep in savage.
I am lost and so down
Badly hurt with an empty heart,
I become a coward that grown.
Where are you my courage?
When the time I need you,
Your gone and live me damage.
Why now that I need you
I lost you for some reason,
Never left only even just a few.
...
Jr.
Love has many faces
Faces that lives a mark,
Not all with graces
That lives bruise so dark.
Love can be endless
A love fulfills to live happily,
Love that can be breathless
Palpitate with so much jolly.
Though love can be tragic
An endless pain and sorrow,
Lost the entire love's magic
Live only a dark hollow.
Love is peculiar in every aspect
Live lot of traces of memories,
Happy to sadness with special effect
To pain and sorrow that lost all energies.
At the end love is not just simple
Love has lots of meanings,
No boundaries for an impulse
Because love has its own earnings.
Jr.
Sadness and grief
A twin buster of happiness,
Once it hit you'll never feel relief
It will cut through deep.
Sadness and grief
A peculiar emotion to handle,
Making you helpless in brief
That will not let you sleep.
Sadness and grief
Let you live in cold,
Steal your joy like a thief
Make you shiver that weep.
Sadness and grief
Open darkness of sorrow,
Yet soon like a leaf
It will fall and leap.
Sadness and grief
Little by little will be less,
Soon happiness will be a chief
And only memories of lost will keep.
Jr.
To my longing heart,
How long will you long for him?
How long will you wait for him?
To my aching heart,
Why do you always get hurt?
Why do you need to feel hurt?
To my lonely heart,
You always cry like a river.
You always stay cold that shiver.
To my heart,
Stop hurting,
Stop longing.
Don't wait any longer,
Don't cry any longer.
Don't let cold embrace you so long,
Don't let the pain engrave into your heart.
Let your heart be free in pain that hold you so long.
Let go of what you longing for and free you heart.
Be happy.
Simply let your heart be happy.
(~)
Jr.
In time
There is one thing left behind,
It is called, memories.
At prime
We remembers tears and smiles,
That became our memories.
Sadness
A part of our memories,
Never live our hearts.
Happiness
Also a part of our memories,
That always stays in our hearts.
Memories
A timeless treasure,
That will live forever.
Memories
Priceless memories,
That engraved in our hearts forever.
... ... ...
Jr.
Listen
Sometimes there are words,
Just need to listen.
Listen
Until you completely understand,
Not just to reply; but to understand and listen.
Jr.
You were there,
Sitting at the front
Looking straight ahead,
While I stay at the back
Silently looking at your back,
Enough of me to feel happy
Contented I can still see you,
Though thing will never stay long
Unknown to others,
The time we had
Will soon cut short,
Though I try to stay
You stop me,
Not letting me get hurt
From the unknown mystery,
Still I try to reach
And you went on me,
Yet not enough to hold me
We soon parted,
Until I am left alone once again,
You were there
So near yet so far.
Jr.
Thoughts never vary our feelings
They are the same in each emotion,
Thoughts had darker side that clings
Feelings can create darkest emotion.
Thought maybe empty though heavy
Feelings can be empty without meaning,
Simpler it might see yet so greatly
Both can create great pain with meaning.
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Jr.
There is one thing
That can never be weighs,
No matter how you try
It won't weigh,
An empty soul
Will always be,
The heavy one
Of all.
- Jr. -
As the night covers the skies
That given me dark eyes,
Dark as my eyes close
Though given me many cause.
Darkness isn't meant just dark
Behind it there's always a spark,
Into the dark I find a light
Into the night moon shines bright.
Given me hope out of the dark
That in darkness there's a remark,
That no matter how hard life can be
Light always come in guarantee.
Jr.
I walk through the path that I memorize
Each steps I walk with full of confidence,
Though each step that I made things gets darker
Slowly I’m getting lost without a marker,
The light that has shown slowly fading
Nothing but a total dark that keeps shading,
Though suddenly mist starts to fold
Slowly the light and dark collide,
As if showing me there is always in between
From light to darkness mist suddenly intertwine,
That reminds me there’s always a new path
That I can cross too without the aftermath.
Jr.
Despair ruins the mind and the soul, though you may able to be repair.
Endless madness, eternal loneliness goes on, though you can be free to undress.
Misery unfolds in each pathway, though you can face it with bravery.
Obscene sceneries may be seen everywhere, though you can let your heart be serene.
Nestle with sorrow and pain where void lives on, though you may find light to settle.
The DEMON may come at your worst time, though you will still see the light.
Remember DEMON was an ANGEL before he became a DEVIL.
The DEMON that brings Despair with an Endless Misery and Obscene surroundings that Nestle in the void of darkness.
DEMON may come at bad times, though always remember happiness and goodness will come back once again.
Jr.
Another book is about to open.
Every page is ready to fill in.
New adventures, new discoveries...
New chapters in life...
With lots of opportunities ahead,
Little by little the blank pages will be written.
With this New Year unfolded.
Let us all pray for a bountiful and safe New Year.
Jr.
Year's end
Though years goes on,
Neither it's an end
Nor a beginning,
The year may begin or end
Though lives goes on.
Jr.
Happy New Year!
“Merry Christmas.” Or “Happy Christmas.”
What is the real essence of Christmas?
In the midst of this darkest virus that cuts everything.
Is it the parties that we always attend?
Is it the gathering of families and friends?
Is it the gifts and money that we can collect?
Is it the enjoyment of the vacations or picnics outside your home?
Or is it the enjoyment of going malls or markets to buy toys or cloths or anything you want?
Really, what is the real essence of this Christmas in the midst of Pandemic?
Do you we really need to be Merry or Happy to celebrate it just like before?
Because we already forgotten the “TRUE ESSENCE” of this Merry / Happy Christmas.
It isn’t the parties, the gatherings, gifts and money, vacations or picnics or even going to malls or markets.
It is all about the celebration of the “BIRTH OF OUR JESUS CHRIST”.
The one that gives us Merry / Happy!
The birth of Jesus Christ is the one that we celebrate,
Though, forgotten as the world changes,
As the human changes; giving importance into materials things…
Rather thanking God, the father of all, and Mary, the mother of all.
For bringing forth ‘JESUS CHRIST’, OUR SAVIOR, into this world.
"Happy Birthday Jesus." This day is a Merry, Merry Christmas!
Jr.
Unexpected with Your divine light, You came once again. Visit me through vision, an expected sight. I know I am awake, Yet here I am again...
