I...

I let my self live in fears,

Letting my heart be drown into tears.

I let my self befall deep in sorrow,

Letting my soul be in dark even morrow.

I let my self down that felt so dump,

Letting my mind be full that pump.

I let my self lost that hard to found,

Letting my body be in motion of hound.

I let my self fall down from nowhere,

Letting my spirit went through to elsewhere.

I let my self drop low that part,

Letting my dreams crash down so dart.

I let my self drain out till numb,

Letting my brain feels nothing but dumb.