Mary (Holy One)

For a moment,

I was enchanted in Your beauty and grace.

I didn't know what to do,

What to say and think.

I just froze seeing You in front of my eyes.

Standing,

Glowing with shining light that never hurt my eyes.

I am so dazzle,

I couldn't believe I am seeing You.

I myself wonder why You showed up.

Of all people,

I am one of the worst.

Darkness resides on me,

I am not pure and clean as what You are.

However you came into my sight.

Glowing with light,

You came to me.

You approach me with Your sweet smile,

With Your loving and caring gesture.

I never knew if I am the right one.

Why me?

I asked myself many times.

Still,

No answers can be found.

That I fear.

A fear that breaks me,

And I keep myself not listening.

Cover my ears as You speak,

Yet my eyes keep looking at You.

Mesmerize on you.

I am no body,

But You came in.

Showed up into my front,

And speaks to me.

Not through my ears but through my heart.

I might not be the right one,

The good and the bad reside in me.

Though I pray,

For my heart isn't corrupted.

By the darkness resides in me.

I might be asking,

With questions I will not answer.

Although,

Please my heart.

Listen for what She wanted to say.

Guide me,

I pray deeply.

For whatever happens,

It may not be happen.

With Her guide and love, please pray,

As what She wanted to convey to every one of us.

 

 Jr.