New

...

Something so new in eyes
Hard to describe by just looking,
Places never see in eyes
That has lots of bribe luring.

...

Wants to commit for more
Even the new system to see,
Wanting to discover more
Be in each places first to flee.

...

Even though it would take long
Still wanting to look and meet,
Greedy to expose for so long
Though thousands of things may greet.

...

Looking back at those times
Never occur stepping to unknown place,
Still many things changes in times
Going to a new world that need to face.

...

Jr.

...

Forward

Spacing out all the while

Living in the world that seen

Though it comes from afar

That gives life full of mystery,

Running like no tiredness or weakness

Through and through flowing to fast

Trying to stop but still coming

Till left of only acceptance,

And living on it to a forward pace.

. <'_'>

J R

Sounds

Dub... Dub... Dub... Dub...

Is the sound of a heart

Beating that proves them alive. . .

Blah... Blah... Blah... Blah...

Is the sound of a voice

Talking endlessly just for anything. . .

Beep... Beep... Beep... Beep...

Is the sound of a phone

Ringing loud like a clock. . .

Tok... Tok... Tok... Tok...

Is the sound of a shoes

Walking back and forth endlessly. . .

Those entire sounds that can hear

Is an endless cycle sound of the world

A never ending part of a life. . .

. . .

J R

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A Fool!

. . . . .

- Who wants to be invade with someone you does not even know or met before?

- Who wants to be linger by a memories that does not intend to happen in first place?

- Who wants to dig deep and look so hard just to find a way to be with this person?

- Who wants to be hunt by this person who only showed up in a dream?

- Then why you still trying so hard to look for this person who hurts you so deeply?!

- Still continues hoping to be with this person so madly!

- Even though you yourself looks like a fool!

- How pathetic you are?!

- Still believing that one day it might come!

- Not only in dreams but in reality!

- Being so damn hoping that soon it would show itself for you!

- No wonder you keep yourself being a fool!

- Deeply wounding your heart and soul for someone who does not deserve to look for!

- Who does not deserve to with you!

- Still... you keep fooling yourself falling so deeply into it!

. . . . .

- Jr.

Reaching in Between

I want to exchange my place to your place

Wanting to be part of your world as the same thing you want

Still we could not just switch places that causes us to forcefully live in between

Trying to reach each other sides from a chances that we sees

Though we both know how difficult it is to reach each other side

We still doing it even though we faces a huge consequence

That may able us to endanger ourselves in the process of reaching in between.

...

jr

No Name, No Face

('_')

Coming and be a part of my life

Keeping yourself at my side,

Always there whenever you like

Guarding me but you still in hide.

There are lots of questions to ask

That I seeking almost makes a task,

But always end up to empty back

Nothing to find until I would stop to walk.

You just comes out of nowhere

You who troubles me before,

Still troubles me now whenever

Still no name and no face forever.

('_')

j.r.

I Surrender

(...)

Everything that I have
Is what I don't want...
Everything that I can
Is still not enough...
Everything that I own
Is still I don't like...
Everything that I think
Is still not tough...

(,,,)

(...)

That I surrender
And wants to scream...
That I hate
And wants to crush...
That I anger
And wants to lose...
That I stop
And wants to shout...

(,,,)

(JR)

Still Lingers

Trying to dissolve

        Something I don't like

Making those things

         Be erase and forgotten

But it still lingers

     No matter what I do...

...

Jr.

...

Love Hate Matter

To LOVE is to HATE. . .

To HATE is to HURT. . .

To hurt is to FEEL. . .

To FEEL is to FORGIVE. . .

To FORGIVE is to CHANGE. . .

To CHANGE is to TRY. . .

To TRY is to LOVE. . .

. . .

jr.

A Heartfelt Wish

There are times, countless times,

I had the same wish, all over again.

A wish that I knew from the very beginning...

It won't ever happen.

But I still keep wishing and wishing...

Over and over and over again.

Though some times, I feel sick and tired of wishing,

Still I ignore it and continues wishing.

Even my mind didn't occur to stop,

The reason why I end up doing the same thing.

Wishing...

And nothing else but wishing.

Even though it is the only reason why I'm hurting,

A pain that comes over and over again the wounded my heart.

And at those times, my eagerness grows even more,

 Wishing him for more and more to come.

Oh, how I wish he would come,

And be at my side in times I needed him most.

Maybe... It might end my wishing so hard,

To end my eagerness by wishing him back.

Then I might end up my sufferings,

And all my burdens would be gone.

That will free my heart from my miseries,

From looking all over for him.

So please just stay at my side,

Until forever and ever.

So please come back and let my heart stop wishing,

That would bring peace to my heart and soul.

So please just stay and back at me,

And let me finish my wishing.

And that is my heartfelt wish for you...

Be with my until forever till eternity.

...

jr

The Shadow of You

Close to the edge
Mystery folding enough
A shadow showing
Dangerously coming at thy edge
Conquers all that so rough
May escaping just growing
Until it becomes you
And this is the shadow of you.




. . . , , , . . .

jr

An EveryDay Life

Passing through and through

Walking side by side

Hands holding so tight

Searching and looking everywhere

Going where they should be.

Passers passing by through

Some simply wanders around

Some asking for directions

Some simply walking with their gadgets

But still they will come and go.

Encounters different kind of people

Some are nice and kind

Some are bad and snubs

Some difficult to talk too

Some are easy and sincere to talk

Still lots of them are unpredictable.

Easy to look as you watch

But tough to search to talk

And some are hard to reach...

But people always think positive

Keeps holding on all through

And work it hard positively...

Learning is a must

Knowing is a life

Struggles is a challenge...

Keeping a self so tight

Letting a self be tough

Until it reaches its goal...

Fight!

...

Far from beyond

From what eyes sees

Huge moment to bend

Able to encounter where it lies.

Difficulties may able to face

Challenges would come and fall

And lots of works may glace

That hard to pass it all.

Then the only thing that left

Is the courage to fight

So don't be fall and be left

And sees the brighter light.

...

jr.

...

Drown...

Pressure getting tougher

Heaviness getting together,

Weight getting higher

Surrounding getting rougher.

Breathing starting to lose

Body starting to dose,

Movements starting to pose

 Passage starting to close.

Mind shallow to empty

Eyes blur to dusty,

Voice sound to rusty

Life losing to infinity.

A self drowning deeply

A body floating freely,

A soul darkens madly

A person losing badly.

Patuloy

___

Kulang sa maliit na salita

Kontento tulad ng iniisip,

Ngunit hindi kailanman sa salita

Hindi masabi ang tunay na iniisip.

May kung anong nais makamit

Nais pang mahanap at makita,

Makakamtan kaya ang nais makamit

Mahanap pa kaya ang nais makita?

Sa tagal na ng panahong hiniling

Mahaba man ang paglalakbay,

Sa huli at huli iyon din ang hiniling

Magtagal man patuloy pa rin sa paglalakbay!

___

___jr___

Three S...

Uncontrollable things happens

In just a blink of eye,

Unexpected things happens

In just a nick of time,

That results of sadness

In just as fast as rhyme. . .

Feelings rushing fast

That hard to see,

Struggles coming first

That hard to flee,

That suffers to last

That hard to break free. . .

Mind falling apart

To set a down fall,

Senses breaking apart

To set a chaotic crawl,

That sacrifices a soul part

To set a burden wall. . .

Sudden rush of sadness

Hurting oneself deeply,

Suffers hardly in madness

Wounding oneself thoroughly,

That sacrifices its happiness

Ruining its self endlessly. . .

To sadness

An endless pain,

To suffers

An endless game,

To sacrifices

An endless plain. . .

j.r.

I Want...

. . .

I want to set free

Wanting to go with glee

Till I my self be free...

. . .

. . .

I want to soar high

Living the ground without sigh

Till I my self stays high...

. . .

. . .

I want to be light

Floating up on top sight

Till I my self goes light...

. . .

. . .

I want to gone wild

Wrecking all things without mind

Till I my self out wild...

. . .

. . .

I want to end all

Living nothing till I fall

Till I my self finish all...

. . .

. . j. r. . .

The Truth

Playing literally may be enjoyable
That kids loves so much to enjoy,
Laughing and freely playing all out. . .



As a kid things were so much memorable
That makes a heart jump in joy,
And lots of things are easy and fun. . .



Though it has an end
Soon kids would grow up,
And things would not be the same. . .



Difficulties may able to tend
As challenges comes flowing up,
And things would be hard to play. . .



Jr. . .

Too Fast

Approaching too fast that hard to control

Coming from the direction that hardly to see

Too fast approaching that difficult to accept

Forming too fast that hardly to believe.

. . .

jr.

Life Is...

Life is a maze

that puzzles life...

Life is to breathe

that keep us alive...

Life is to live

that continues to fight...

Life is a journey

that seeks adventure...

Life is to enjoy

that we gladly rejoice...

Life is to fulfill

that we do harder...

Life is a path

that we chooses...

Life is to cherish
that worth fighting for...

Life is to thank

that few people appreciates...

jr...