Through These Walls

I can hear you're silent

Through these thick walls

I can sense you're silent.

I stand in here listening

In these four corners

I keep myself listening.

As I stay on hold

I can sense my urge

As we continue I on hold.

But you keep into silent

Makes me want to come

To breaks that silent.

Through these thick walls

I know you can sense me

Still we can't reach these walls.

Blocks our chance to meet

Where only silent embraces

The only medium separate us to meet.

Jr.

Words in Silent

So much to express

Words hidden deep,

Wanted to impress

Still couldn't leap.

Words couldn't press

Hide not to seek,

Put it into depress

Hardly to leak.

Whip through pain

Still no words to spill,

Sting that slain

But keeps quiet still.

Hid

Say 'thank you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'its fine',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I want you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'live me',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I like you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'I hate you',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I'm sorry',

Isn't is easy,

Say 'f@ck up',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'easy',

Isn't the truth?

Say 'hard',

Even truth hid deep.

Jr.

Just... Empty

"There's only empty.

Filled in into space of nothingness.

Just nothing to think, nothing to create,

Nothing at all.

That cause a huge chaos.

Explodes everything in one emptiness."

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

Sleep

This is not rain,

It is a pain.

Slowly create a void,

A pain can not avoid.

That wants to escape,

Live without a shape.

To forget is in need,

To sleep is way in deed.

Far from everyone,

To stay alone.

Slumber through deep,

Never be awake in sleep.

Jr.

Let Pain Drown

Hide in deep

Ruin in slow,

Stay in low

Continue to reap.

Push in depths

Fall into crash,

Left into clash

Lose all faiths.

Spirit falls down

Bleed into deep,

But never seep

Continue to groan.

A pain known

Hid perfectly deep,

Never ever leap

Let pain drown.

('_')

Jr.

How?

How do you do this?

Pretend as if nothing happens.

How can you make it?

Smile as if there's no pain.

How come you move forward?

Walk as if nothing's going on.

How can you hide that long?

Talk as if you are not wrecking.

How long could you make?

Laugh as if you didn't cry.

How much you can keep?

Move as if you were not hurting.

...

Jr.

Storm of Sadness

There is this storm

Strong and powerful,

Wrecks everything out form

Fall of sorrowful.

A surge of a rainfall

Falls into the sky,

Drown at fall

Slowly kills in sly.

Rage in speed

Eats light above,

Continues to bleed

Flood to shove.

Each moment of time

It’s getting tougher,

Every drop is on prime

Harder till rougher.

Drown into madness

Dumb folds in high,

Slowly pulls to sadness

Can’t have a sigh.

A silent scream

Cry for help in deep,

A hope but just a dream

Prison without a seep.

As the storm come rushing

Continues to wreck,

Water comes crushing

Death is on deck.

Jr.

Ruin in Deep

Scream without a voice

Cry without a tear

Hurt without a pain.

Sadness behind the smile

Tears behind the joy

Suffer behind the truth.

Drown into fake

Ignore the sorrow

Die deep within.

Jr.

An Untold

Lay in the cold night

Let an eye to fall,

Through dark comes in light

Shadows dance at the ball.

Walks through a path

Step in through a cold land,

Counts without a math

Just step through a bland.

Slight light comes through

Gateway start to open,

Does not know what is true

Road does not even.

Far beyond to see

Place hard to reach,

Wants to walk in free

To reach beyond teach.

What was from the beyond?

Place where everything moves slow,

Hides something that can't bond

Now it is time to show.

Slowly walks to enter

Mystery starts to unfold,

Comes in for a better

Experience a life of untold.

^^^ ^^^ ^^^

Jr.

Broken Deep

Scream

      Without a voice,

Cry

      Without a tear,

Hurt

      Without a pain,

Bleed

      Without a wound,

Ruin

      Without an end,

Fall

      Without an edge,

Drown

      Without a water,

Lost

      Without a path,

Alive

      Without an emotion,

Now

      It's all numb,

Nothing to feel

      Just simply broken deep.

JR.

Another

Another day has come

Crossing to another path,

Live far from home.

Another distance to conquer

Living into different drift,

Explore new venture to encounter.

Another far from expected

Journey to a new one,

Place that has not detected.

Jr.

Tears

Tears meant in two

One for happiness,

Two for sadness

But what is who?

Is tears enough

To show feelings,

To express longings

Isn't it too tough?

Tears is like blood

Freely flows out,

Hidden deep in shout

Drown in unseen flood.

Jr.

Still Lock Up

Escape or not escape?

Is there a chance to scrape?

Is this a real freedom?

Or it is just boredom?

Free or not free?

It feels not yet to flee.

It feels like a cage

Imprison in a rage,

Calling out for help

But became a silent yelp,

No voice could hear

And no one could hold dear.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Runaway

It isn't just about you

Yes I see you smile,

Enjoy each moments you smile

Still I want to live you.

Want to be back into something

Away from you forever,

Never to hold you forever

Exchange you into something.

How I wish I never met you

But you came suddenly,

Makes me glad so suddenly

And it is all because of you.

Now it is hard to decide

If I left you behind,

What else would I left behind

Is it the happiness I decide?

What outcome I'll be facing

If I left you so suddenly,

Just runaway without you so suddenly

Not even thinking of what future I'll be facing.

' ' '

Jr.

Without a Start... Without an End...

As our paths prolong

Chances of meeting take long,

As the time pass by

Our hearts forgets to cry,

As our lives separate

Being together is a desperate.

Times run fast

Ours won't last,

As our distance widen

Chances won't be given,

Far from expected

We already had been defeated.

We just trying to start

But we became apart,

Creates a gap

That has no lap,

A start without an end

An end never intend.

Jr.

Abandoned

Am I abandoned?

Left behind?

Lost of nowhere...

Would I be pardon?

I hope they'll be kind.

Saves me and bring me elsewhere.

Jr.

Pages

Another turn

Chapters to unfold,

Flip return

Pages are told.

New stories

Written in slow,

New glories

Come in low.

Something new

Pages to turn,

Comes few

Slow to burn.

Pages come

Turning into chapter,

New home

Enjoy for better.

Jr.

The Lady

The lady who walks unnoticed

Never knew she already walks into the dark.

A place where fear and horror surrounds

Lurks like a guide deep within.

She just walks endlessly into this empty space

Walk into a path of cold and loneliness.

As she went deep

Veins start to freeze.

Body start to numb

Mind start to blank.

That awakes her from this unseen nightmare

That makes her start to feel.

Wanting to escape from this place

Run back into the light.

But darkness already holds on to her

Fold her tightly without an escape.

Jr.

Blood Burst

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Another crimson sky comes out

Flooding into the dawn of light

Slowly giving grieve unknowingly

Still no one could ever read.

The scent of a fresh blood

Slowly scattering around the clock

Flowing unexpectedly along the sight

Unpredictable to judge for how long.

A thirst suddenly felt around

Searching for another round

Craving for another blood burst

But no one can predict when.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.