Jenny's: Mysterious Stories from Dreams

Saturday, August 31, 2019

Sweat to Live

You're moist even though water isn't present.

You soak in it but still you keep breathing.

Almost drown and tired.

Still continues to move to live.

Jr.

Saturday, August 24, 2019

F.E.A.R.

Failure always occurs.

Ease hardly to find.

Account to more dejection.

Race through to deep of sadness.

This is how F.E.A.R. comes run into my mind.

Jr.

Saturday, August 17, 2019

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Hello,

I just wanted to greet you with a big HELLO,

And with a big SMILE even though,

You were in the midst of chaos,

Still always remember peace will come,

And everything would be fine in the end.

Love,

I just wanted you to know that I LOVE you,

No matter what happens stay POSITIVE,

Even though you're going down,

Feels so damn cursed,

Still I am here for you no matter what happens.

Goodbye,

I just wanted you to know GOODBYE,

Not to yourself but to all your PROBLEMS,

Let it be and PRAY that everything will resolve,

I just let you know that you are not alone,

I'm just here to support you no matter what.

Me,

I just wanted you to know about ME,

That stands up in every CHALLENGE you face,

That knows everything in you,

And I know you can surpass it all,

Just be you and be confident everything will going to be alright.

To my dearest,

: ... ... ... :

Jr.

Saturday, August 10, 2019

After Class

She: It's been so long since I saw you.

And even if it was so long,

The effect is still the same,

I am still falling for you all over again.

He: My day is not so good.

That I eventually decided to walkout when,

I suddenly notice you,

And once again all my anger was gone.

She: I notice you and I knew,

You were in a bad mood.

You even passed me by,

With anger in your voice but you still notice me.

He: I knew you notice me,

But this is the first time that...

You keep staring at me.

You even look straight into my eyes.

She: Yes!

I look at you,

An eye to eye contact,

And I knew you were surprise seeing me like this.

He: I turned around and sit back not too far from you.

I suddenly feel at ease.

Anger just passed me by,

And all I can see and feel is only you.

She: I suddenly feel awkward.

Though I keep looking at you,

Even though my heart beats like crazy,

I still keep on staring at you.

He: I read you and I know you were feel awkward.

That made me smile at you,

And you blush with that simple smile,

That I enjoy seeing in you but you keep smiling at me.

She: You smile at me!

My heart beats much faster than the normal.

Now I'm sweating not in fear but...

In a romantic way that made me blush!

He: Now I'm thinking,

I want to be by your side.

As in right now but suddenly our professor came in.

That stops me from coming for you.

She: You were about to stand,

But stops when our professor came in,

I feel sad because I wanted you to be by my side.

I want to be near you as what you wanted.

He: I sigh.

Deeply before I spell into my mouth,

The words I wanted to say to you.

"I'm happy to see you again." I said.

She: You speak to me.

And I understand it.

I'm happy too,

And that is what exactly the words I wanted to convey.

He: You finally smile back at me.

And I can read you,

You exactly feel the same way.

And now I wanted to say I...

She: I...

I just smile.

I want to say something but the class starts.

I sigh and just nods towards him before I focus in our class.

He: You just nodded and smiled and that's it?

You just focus to our class.

But I can't and believe me!

This time I'll be by your side after this class.

...: The end to begin with...

Jr.

Saturday, August 03, 2019

Heartbreak

"It can cut you so deeply. It can hurt you so much. It can crush you so badly. It can ruin you so madly. That kills you. But keep you breathing and alive after dying."

Jr.

("_")

Saturday, July 27, 2019

Swallows Through the Dark

Through this thick and cloudy place

A lady walks in through the dark path,

Not knowing what she will face

Not knowing what will be the aftermath.

She continues to step in into the dark

Where danger draws from within,

As she goes on fears start to mark

She begins to doubt in between.

She begins to stop and look

Finds a guide throughout,

Still she's been totally hook

No guide can help her out.

Her vein starts to freeze

Her body starts to numb,

Still she feels the cold breeze

That makes her feel so dumb.

As everything in her sight

Begins to fade through the dark,

She begins not to see the light

Slowly she swallows through the dark.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Saturday, July 20, 2019

Starlight

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up at the dark?

Sparks through the night sky,

How come can you lift me up?

Through this cold-cold night,

I see not a light.

Without a light,

I lost through this inky world.

Sorrow folds through,

I lost my tracks back to light.

In this senseless world,

I try to walk out even if I crawl.

Through this oblivion,

I suffer to find a light.

Almost crawling out to find,

Still this inky world takes part.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up unexpectedly?

Little do I know from your tiniest spark,

I see you from this oblivion.

Hope starts to climb up,

Gently I reach up into you.

From your tiniest light,

I gain enough courage to be free.

To fly high up through the light,

Finally flee out of this inky world.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

You're my little diamond that shines bright.

My only hope from this inky world,

My only savior, my little starlight.

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Saturday, April 13, 2019

Journey

Dear past, present and future,

To my seven years old

My life begins with ease,

Play and just go tease

This is my life as a child.

When I turned thirteen

My life begins to grow,

A new design starts to flow

I slowly blossom into teen.

As I turned at my thirties

Struggle is for real,

Challenges are like steal

Now I think of my forties.

As I picture my forties

I see my future begin again,

All my achievements already gain

Dreams come true for my fifties.

At this moment of time

My fifties are in bloom,

Struggles changes to boom

I already achieve my prime.

And soon at my sixties

My life begins to symbol,

A future I picture as my idol

A life that I know I will cherish.

As my clock clicks in

Soon I'll face my final verdict,

A life that has it's restrict

That I know I enjoy each scene.

To the life that I own

I thank you for a beginning,

With a wonderful meaning

For a life that you'd shown.

As my life continue to learn

From present to my future,

Thank you for all those lecture

Thank you for this life that I earn.

Jr.

Saturday, March 30, 2019

What kind of this feeling I have?
It's like a bomb,
Continues to explode.

What kind of emotion is this?
It's like a clicking clock,
Counting nonstop which hard to hold.

What kind of mind I do have?
It's like plain but dreamy,
Without an action.

What kind of self am I?
It's like moving but no path,
Going forward without a plan.

Then what kind of person am I?
It's like a full outside,
But continues to empty in inside.

What am I?
A hardworking person,
But the truth I'm just a total failure.

...

Jr.