O Thee Holy One...

 

What is my right to see Thee?

I am a sinner and I admit it.

I never let myself not to known.

I always tell I am a sinner.

Though Thee came.

Always show yourself unexpected.

Yet Fiend came at me.

Show a withered land.

Death in breeze and dark in paint.

Yet Thee o holy name I speak.

Thee help me out of that world.

Thee never left me.

Even I am a sinner.

In mind.

In heart.

In speaks.

In actions.

I am not good.

Yet Thee show me I am not worst.

Who am I to see Thee?

O holy one.

Thee never let me fall through the depths of Fiend.

Never let me to hold on to them.

Thee always pull me back to light.

I don't know if I deserve Your grace.

One thing that I know.

I am grateful for Your forgiveness.

O Thee God I am a sinner.

Yet Thee came to save me out that Fiend.

... / ...

Jr.

... / ...

Tired

...

 

There are times

Times of unknown,

Without any signs

It comes to known.

 

The times I'm strong

Not knowing I'm tired,

Though something is wrong

Still I keep it ironed.

 

...

 

Jr.

 

...

 

 

The Unknown...

 

The unknown is scary than the known

With mysteries that will unfold,

Not knowing what lies ahead.

The unknown is unpredictable on its own

Without seeing what will be unfold,

A future that is unknown to lead.

The unknown is scared to trust

But don't be afraid of what it holds,

Sometime unknown shows something special.

The unknown future can be trust

Don't be afraid of what it holds,

Believe in one known God that holds potential.

Jr.

Your Doubts

 

Doubts

It makes you weak,

Give you a lot of critique.

Make you lose your mind,

Make you confined.

Doubts

If you let it grow it bloom,

Imprison you in a four corner room.

Yet you have a choice to believe,

Don't let you fall and be deceive.

Doubts

Can make you fall to ruin,

Make you stop from moving.

Then use it as your fuel,

Believe in yourself don't let it rule.

Doubts

Can be your choice,

It's up to you to rejoice.

To believe that you are strong,

Don't let doubt get along.

Jr.

B R O K E N / H E A R T S

 

B ody can endure pain and will banis H.

R estore as it heals at the right tim E.

O ne thing that will live is a forever stigm A.

K now one thing that never heals even for foreve R.

E erie the one thing that never heals and continues to hur T.

N evertheless it's the heart that continues to be broken as alway S.

JR.

Courage: Where Are You?

...

 

The courage that I need

In this time of my life,

Has not come to lead.

 

I try to stand up with courage

Yet in the end I stumble down,

I fall into deep in savage.

 

I am lost and so down

Badly hurt with an empty heart,

I become a coward that grown.

 

Where are you my courage?

When the time I need you,

Your gone and live me damage. 

Why now that I need you

I lost you for some reason,

Never left only even just a few.

 

...

 

Jr.

 

Love...

   

 Love has many faces

Faces that lives a mark,

Not all with graces

That lives bruise so dark.

Love can be endless

A love fulfills to live happily,

Love that can be breathless

Palpitate with so much jolly.

 

Though love can be tragic

An endless pain and sorrow,

Lost the entire love's magic

Live only a dark hollow.

 

Love is peculiar in every aspect

Live lot of traces of memories,

Happy to sadness with special effect

To pain and sorrow that lost all energies.

 

 At the end love is not just simple

Love has lots of meanings,

No boundaries for an impulse

Because love has its own earnings.

Jr.

Sadness and Grief

 

 

Sadness and grief

A twin buster of happiness,

Once it hit you'll never feel relief

It will cut through deep.

Sadness and grief

A peculiar emotion to handle,

Making you helpless in brief

That will not let you sleep.

Sadness and grief

Let you live in cold,

Steal your joy like a thief

Make you shiver that weep.

Sadness and grief

Open darkness of sorrow,

Yet soon like a leaf

It will fall and leap.

Sadness and grief

Little by little will be less,

Soon happiness will be a chief

And only memories of lost will keep.

Jr.

To My Heart

 

To my longing heart,

How long will you long for him?

How long will you wait for him?

To my aching heart,

Why do you always get hurt?

Why do you need to feel hurt?

To my lonely heart,

You always cry like a river.

You always stay cold that shiver.

 

To my heart,

 

Stop hurting,

Stop longing.

 

Don't wait any longer,

Don't cry any longer.

 

Don't let cold embrace you so long,

Don't let the pain engrave into your heart.

 

Let your heart be free in pain that hold you so long.

Let go of what you longing for and free you heart.

 

Be happy.

Simply let your heart be happy.

(~)

Jr.

 

 

Engraved Memories

 

In time

There is one thing left behind,

It is called, memories.

At prime

We remembers tears and smiles,

That became our memories.

 

Sadness

A part of our memories,

Never live our hearts.

Happiness

Also a part of our memories,

That always stays in our hearts.

 

Memories

A timeless treasure,

That will live forever.

Memories

Priceless  memories,

That engraved in our hearts forever.

... ... ...

Jr.

Listen

 

 

Listen

Sometimes there are words,

Just need to listen.

Listen

Until you completely understand,

Not just to reply; but to understand and listen.

Jr.

You Were There

 

You were there,

Sitting at the front

Looking straight ahead,

While I stay at the back

Silently looking at your back,

Enough of me to feel happy

Contented I can still see you,

Though thing will never stay long

Unknown to others,

The time we had

Will soon cut short,

Though I try to stay

You stop me,

Not letting me get hurt

From the unknown mystery,

Still I try to reach

And you went on me,

Yet not enough to hold me

We soon parted,

Until I am left alone once again,

You were there

So near yet so far.

 

Jr.

Thoughts and Feelings

 

Thoughts never vary our feelings

They are the same in each emotion,

Thoughts had darker side that clings

Feelings can create darkest emotion.

 

Thought maybe empty though heavy

Feelings can be empty without meaning,

Simpler it might see yet so greatly

Both can create great pain with meaning.

 

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Jr.

 

An Empty Soul

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

There is one thing

That can never be weighs,

No matter how you try

It won't weigh,

An empty soul

Will always be,

The heavy one

Of all.

- Jr. -

 

Light into the Dark

 

 

As the night covers the skies

That given me dark eyes,

Dark as my eyes close

Though given me many cause.

Darkness isn't meant just dark

Behind it there's always a spark,

Into the dark I find a light

Into the night moon shines bright.

Given me hope out of the dark

That in darkness there's a remark,

That no matter how hard life can be

Light always come in guarantee.

Jr.

.Paths.

 

 

I walk through the path that I memorize

Each steps I walk with full of confidence,

Though each step that I made things gets darker

Slowly I’m getting lost without a marker,

The light that has shown slowly fading

Nothing but a total dark that keeps shading,

Though suddenly mist starts to fold

Slowly the light and dark collide,

As if showing me there is always in between

From light to darkness mist suddenly intertwine,

That reminds me there’s always a new path

That I can cross too without the aftermath.

 

Jr.

D.E.M.O.N.

 

Despair ruins the mind and the soul, though you may able to be repair.

Endless madness, eternal loneliness goes on, though you can be free to undress.

Misery unfolds in each pathway, though you can face it with bravery.

Obscene sceneries may be seen everywhere, though you can let your heart be serene.

Nestle with sorrow and pain where void lives on, though you may find light to settle.

 

The DEMON may come at your worst time, though you will still see the light.

Remember DEMON was an ANGEL before he became a DEVIL.

The DEMON that brings Despair with an Endless Misery and Obscene surroundings that Nestle in the void of darkness.

DEMON may come at bad times, though always remember happiness and goodness will come back once again.

 

Jr.