Frozen

Time and space

Separates things around,

Stars and distance

Million miles apart.

Where worlds revolve

Circling in thin line,

Where mystery evolve

Folding something in beyond.

World of unknown

Where things stand still,

Where crystal own

That freezes the world.

Frozen in time

But still breathing world,

World of mine

Where things keeping alive.

A world awaits

Standing still all along,

Where someone waits

Staying in frozen world.

. . .

JR

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Sana...

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkita

Sana, hindi na lang nagkakilala

Sana, hindi na lang nagkaharap pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkasama

Sana, hindi na lamang nakakaalala

Sana, hindi na lamang nagkalapit pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagtanong

Sana, hindi na lamang nag-aabang

Sana, hindi na napapaisip lang.

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Sana, hindi na lang naghintay

Sana, hindi na lamang nagbantay

Sana, hindi na ipinagpatuloy.

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Hindi sana naghihirapan ng ganito

Hindi sana nasasaktan ng ganito

Hindi sana nagdurusa ng ganito.

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Jr.

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No Escaping

Sometimes you wanted to join in their world, be with them, try to reach out and have some fun still it won't let you forget the world where you in.

A world you could not escape nor forget or neither be erase...

That hardly to ignore nor to look back and see.

Even to push yourself hardly into their world it is still not enough.

There would be no chance to push deep and be near to it...

Because you would still be pull back from where you are.

The world that you live for so far along.

A world where you start...

So the harder you push yourself into the other world, the stronger you'll be pull back to your place.

Even if you use all your strength it won't be enough that would lock you up back to your rightful place.

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Jr. Rs.

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I Would Still Love You

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I want to be with you. . .

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I want to be close to you. . .

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I want to hold you so tight. . .

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I want to hug you so tight. . .

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I am so desperate to be with you. . .

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I am so eager to stay with you. . .

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Even if you are not real. . .

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Even if you are not near. . .

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Even though are worlds were different. . .

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Even though our worlds were apart. . .

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Even you were just living in my dreams. . .

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I would still want you. . .

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I would still like you. . .

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I would still love you. . .

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Jr.

Blind Side

Able to see with their eyes open

Clear as the pure water flows

An ability to sight things

Seeing things in any sides...

Wonderful creation but done in wrong doings

Able to see but only looks on what was nice

Clear as a crystal but dark as a coal

Blinded by what was it surrounds...

Able to see the good side

But never see the bad side

That makes an eye blinded from the truth

Truth that burden it surroundings...

Deeply wounded by not giving any attention

Ignoring as if nothing seems to worry

But no one knows something is rotten

Worst than what they know...

Hidden beyond the eyes from the top

There was a some places suffers enough

Living helpless beyond no ones attention

Struggling to live as much as they could...

Still from the top even they seeing things

They would keep their eyes shut

That makes them blind

Enough to be called slayers of the truth!

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Jr.

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What It Wants?

... ... ... ?

It wants to be hug, just like what it does to that person.

It wants to express its own feelings just what it does to this person.

It wants to hold its hands just like what it does to this person.

It wants to walk to its side just like it always does to this person.

And it wants to make its world be more colorful as what it saw with this person.

Then it would make its gray and gloomy world disappear in instant and soon a clear and wonderful world be seen once more.

Although, it knows that it would never comes true since they already been part their ways a long time ago...

A wonderful dream that ends into nightmare that sealed its heart into the depths of sorrow and pain.

What it wants? Would never ever be its own again!

... ... ...!

Jr.

God's Pure Heart

Whenever thee feel empty and alone,

hurt and sad,

Always remember the one,

our God,

He would never live thee,

makes thee cry,

Because He really cares thee,

do always stay,

Be always at thy side,

in hearts,

Would always be thy guide,

always be a part,

With His pure soul and heart,

He would clean thy soul,

Protects thy heart.

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Jr.

Death Storm

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Watching it all over again

Dashing back and fort

Trying to hide and cover

Still it's raging too fast

Almost crushing down to last

Flowing nonstop over and over

Losing the entire port

Wrecking everything yet nothing to gain.

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A huge and wide dark hole

Tunneling into the deepest darkness

May lost once falls deeply

That difficult to climb back

Even an aggressive still not lack

No one can return so plainly

That feels fallen into madness

Until it would live forever in sole.

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JR.

Voice

"Words. . .

            Speech. . .

                        Language. . .

                                        Three things to express by lips of what you've been wanting to                                                            voice out."

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 Jr. . .

Just Move

Catching up won't be easy

Even to try it harder

It won't still not enough

Until it goes so far.

Going high at the top

Would not be easy

Even if it is good enough

It still be very difficult.

Breaking a rule for goal

Is easy to think than to plan

That makes it hard to change

Until forces to move forward.

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Jr.

Living Pain

Reminiscing every details being with you,
     is a toughest thing to do.

Bringing back those times being with you,
     brings back the pain that you've cause.

Memories of our joyful days,
     brings back the sadness through my heart.

Wishing you to be here for real,
     gives my heart and soul more burden.

The urge of coming in to you,
     is the biggest impossible thing to happen.

Being with you only in my dreams,
     is the only matters most.

Living in this pain you've cause,
      is the only reason I keep moving without you in my life.

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Couldn't do anything...

Couldn't think of anything...

Not even opening thy heart to anyone else...

Make thee lost into depths of burden and pain...

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Jr.

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New

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Something so new in eyes
Hard to describe by just looking,
Places never see in eyes
That has lots of bribe luring.

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Wants to commit for more
Even the new system to see,
Wanting to discover more
Be in each places first to flee.

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Even though it would take long
Still wanting to look and meet,
Greedy to expose for so long
Though thousands of things may greet.

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Looking back at those times
Never occur stepping to unknown place,
Still many things changes in times
Going to a new world that need to face.

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Jr.

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Forward

Spacing out all the while

Living in the world that seen

Though it comes from afar

That gives life full of mystery,

Running like no tiredness or weakness

Through and through flowing to fast

Trying to stop but still coming

Till left of only acceptance,

And living on it to a forward pace.

. <'_'>

J R

Sounds

Dub... Dub... Dub... Dub...

Is the sound of a heart

Beating that proves them alive. . .

Blah... Blah... Blah... Blah...

Is the sound of a voice

Talking endlessly just for anything. . .

Beep... Beep... Beep... Beep...

Is the sound of a phone

Ringing loud like a clock. . .

Tok... Tok... Tok... Tok...

Is the sound of a shoes

Walking back and forth endlessly. . .

Those entire sounds that can hear

Is an endless cycle sound of the world

A never ending part of a life. . .

. . .

J R

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A Fool!

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- Who wants to be invade with someone you does not even know or met before?

- Who wants to be linger by a memories that does not intend to happen in first place?

- Who wants to dig deep and look so hard just to find a way to be with this person?

- Who wants to be hunt by this person who only showed up in a dream?

- Then why you still trying so hard to look for this person who hurts you so deeply?!

- Still continues hoping to be with this person so madly!

- Even though you yourself looks like a fool!

- How pathetic you are?!

- Still believing that one day it might come!

- Not only in dreams but in reality!

- Being so damn hoping that soon it would show itself for you!

- No wonder you keep yourself being a fool!

- Deeply wounding your heart and soul for someone who does not deserve to look for!

- Who does not deserve to with you!

- Still... you keep fooling yourself falling so deeply into it!

. . . . .

- Jr.

Reaching in Between

I want to exchange my place to your place

Wanting to be part of your world as the same thing you want

Still we could not just switch places that causes us to forcefully live in between

Trying to reach each other sides from a chances that we sees

Though we both know how difficult it is to reach each other side

We still doing it even though we faces a huge consequence

That may able us to endanger ourselves in the process of reaching in between.

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jr

No Name, No Face

('_')

Coming and be a part of my life

Keeping yourself at my side,

Always there whenever you like

Guarding me but you still in hide.

There are lots of questions to ask

That I seeking almost makes a task,

But always end up to empty back

Nothing to find until I would stop to walk.

You just comes out of nowhere

You who troubles me before,

Still troubles me now whenever

Still no name and no face forever.

('_')

j.r.

I Surrender

(...)

Everything that I have
Is what I don't want...
Everything that I can
Is still not enough...
Everything that I own
Is still I don't like...
Everything that I think
Is still not tough...

(,,,)

(...)

That I surrender
And wants to scream...
That I hate
And wants to crush...
That I anger
And wants to lose...
That I stop
And wants to shout...

(,,,)

(JR)

Still Lingers

Trying to dissolve

        Something I don't like

Making those things

         Be erase and forgotten

But it still lingers

     No matter what I do...

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Jr.

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Love Hate Matter

To LOVE is to HATE. . .

To HATE is to HURT. . .

To hurt is to FEEL. . .

To FEEL is to FORGIVE. . .

To FORGIVE is to CHANGE. . .

To CHANGE is to TRY. . .

To TRY is to LOVE. . .

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jr.