The Storm

Sometimes,

In life you will experience a downfall,

Like a storm, it comes in wave

Too strong to hold on,

Too tough to stand up and fight.

All you can do is to hide

Try to protect yourself,

Away from harm

Away from the destruction,

But how far will you hide?

Because sometimes,

Not everything that comes your way

You should hide,

You need to face it

Stand up and learn to fight.

Because,

In every storm

There's always a light,

That gives you hope and courage

That supports you out of the storm.

Jr.

Sweat to Live

You're moist even though water isn't present.

You soak in it but still you keep breathing.

Almost drown and tired.

Still continues to move to live.

.

Jr.

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F.E.A.R.

Failure always occurs.

Ease hardly to find.

Account to more dejection.

Race through to deep of sadness.

This is how F.E.A.R. comes run into my mind.

Jr.

Dear Me

Dear Me,

Hello,

I just wanted to greet you with a big HELLO,

And with a big SMILE even though,

You were in the midst of chaos,

Still always remember peace will come,

And everything would be fine in the end.

Love,

I just wanted you to know that I LOVE you,

No matter what happens stay POSITIVE,

Even though you're going down,

Feels so damn cursed,

Still I am here for you no matter what happens.

Goodbye,

I just wanted you to know GOODBYE,

Not to yourself but to all your PROBLEMS,

Let it be and PRAY that everything will resolve,

I just let you know that you are not alone,

I'm just here to support you no matter what.

Me,

I just wanted you to know about ME,

That stands up in every CHALLENGE you face,

That knows everything in you,

And I know you can surpass it all,

Just be you and be confident everything will going to be alright.

To my dearest,

Me

: ... ... ... :

Jr.

After Class

She:   It's been so long since I saw you.

          And even if it was so long,

          The effect is still the same,

          I am still falling for you all over again.

He:    My day is not so good.

         That I eventually decided to walkout when,

         I suddenly notice you,

         And once again all my anger was gone.

She:   I notice you and I knew,

           You were in a bad mood.

           You even passed me by,

           With anger in your voice but you still notice me.

He:     I knew you notice me,

           But this is the first time that...

           You keep staring at me.

           You even look straight into my eyes.

She:   Yes!

           I look at you,

           An eye to eye contact,

           And I knew you were surprise seeing me like this.

He:    I turned around and sit back not too far from you.

          I suddenly feel at ease.

          Anger just passed me by,

         And all I can see and feel is only you.

She:   I suddenly feel awkward.

           Though I keep looking at you,

          Even though my heart beats like crazy,

           I still keep on staring at you.

He:    I read you and I know you were feel awkward.

          That made me smile at you,

          And you blush with that simple smile,

          That I enjoy seeing in you but you keep smiling at me.

She:   You smile at me!

           My heart beats much faster than the normal.

           Now I'm sweating not in fear but...

           In a romantic way that made me blush!

He:     Now I'm thinking,

           I want to be by your side.

           As in right now but suddenly our professor came in.

           That stops me from coming for you.

She:   You were about to stand,

           But stops when our professor came in,

           I feel sad because I wanted you to be by my side.

           I want to be near you as what you wanted.

He:     I sigh.

           Deeply before I spell into my mouth,

           The words I wanted to say to you.

           "I'm happy to see you again." I said.

She:    You speak to me.

            And I understand it.

            I'm happy too,

            And that is what exactly the words I wanted to convey.

He:     You finally smile back at me.

           And I can read you,

           You exactly feel the same way.

           And now I wanted to say I...

She:    I...

           I just smile.

           I want to say something but the class starts.

           I sigh and just nods towards him before I focus in our class.

He:     You just nodded and smiled and that's it?

           You just focus to our class.

           But I can't and believe me!

           This time I'll be by your side after this class.

...:    The end to begin with...

Jr.

Heartbreak

"It can cut you so deeply. It can hurt you so much. It can crush you so badly. It can ruin you so madly. That kills you. But keep you breathing and alive after dying."

Jr.

("_")

Swallows Through the Dark

Through this thick and cloudy place

A lady walks in through the dark path,

Not knowing what she will face

Not knowing what will be the aftermath.

She continues to step in into the dark

Where danger draws from within,

As she goes on fears start to mark

She begins to doubt in between.

She begins to stop and look

Finds a guide throughout,

Still she's been totally hook

No guide can help her out.

Her vein starts to freeze

Her body starts to numb,

Still she feels the cold breeze

That makes her feel so dumb.

As everything in her sight

Begins to fade through the dark,

She begins not to see the light

Slowly she swallows through the dark.

--- --- ---

--- --- ---

Jr.

Starlight

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up at the dark?

Sparks through the night sky,

How come can you lift me up?

Through this cold-cold night,

I see not a light.

Without a light,

I lost through this inky world.

Sorrow folds through,

I lost my tracks back to light.

In this senseless world,

I try to walk out even if I crawl.

Through this oblivion,

I suffer to find a light.

Almost crawling out to find,

Still this inky world takes part.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

How come you light up unexpectedly?

Little do I know from your tiniest spark,

I see you from this oblivion.

Hope starts to climb up,

Gently I reach up into you.

From your tiniest light,

I gain enough courage to be free.

To fly high up through the light,

Finally flee out of this inky world.

Twinkle, twinkle little star,

You're my little diamond that shines bright.

My only hope from this inky world,

My only savior, my little starlight.

\\\

Journey

Dear past, present and future,

To my seven years old

My life begins with ease,

Play and just go tease

This is my life as a child.

When I turned thirteen

My life begins to grow,

A new design starts to flow

I slowly blossom into teen.

As I turned at my thirties

Struggle is for real,

Challenges are like steal

Now I think of my forties.

As I picture my forties

I see my future begin again,

All my achievements already gain

Dreams come true for my fifties.

At this moment of time

My fifties are in bloom,

Struggles changes to boom

I already achieve my prime.

And soon at my sixties

My life begins to symbol,

A future I picture as my idol

A life that I know I will cherish.

As my clock clicks in

Soon I'll face my final verdict,

A life that has it's restrict

That I know I enjoy each scene.

To the life that I own

I thank you for a beginning,

With a wonderful meaning

For a life that you'd shown.

As my life continue to learn

From present to my future,

Thank you for all those lecture

Thank you for this life that I earn.

Jr.

What Am I?

What kind of this feeling I have?
It's like a bomb,
Continues to explode.

What kind of emotion is this?
It's like a clicking clock,
Counting nonstop which hard to hold.

What kind of mind I do have?
It's like plain but dreamy,
Without an action.

What kind of self am I?
It's like moving but no path,
Going forward without a plan.

Then what kind of person am I?
It's like a full outside,
But continues to empty in inside.

What am I?
A hardworking person,
But the truth I'm just a total failure.

...

Jr.

Your Smile

It was your smile that I wanted to see

A smile that shines so brightly and alive,

That made me smile honestly and so free

Wanted to see your smile as I arrive.

Slowly I want you to stay that I strive,

To be with you all the time forever

Spend each moments with you together.

:-)

Jr.

One Question

Can I ask one question

Do you love me or not?

Because I am in love,

Wanting to tie the knot

Hope that you love me too.

<3 <3 <3

Jr.

Without an Escape

I'm drowning

In an ocean never comes,

Now I'm falling

Into my deepest dooms,

Without an escape

I'm in prison.

Slowly I suffocate

But keeps breathing,

I lost to meditate

My mind keeps breaking,

Without an escape

I'm seal into deep.

It feels heavy

Without anything on me,

An empty carry

That hard to be,

Without an escape

I lost my freedom.

Without an escape

I struggle to flee,

Without an escape

Darkness is what I see,

To live without an escape

It is my eternal agony.

Jr.

My Hope

You are my sun that shines bright.

Gives warm through my sufferings.

Guide me with great lights of hope.

Out from this darkness.

Jr.

My Heart

Why do you need to take my heart away?

When you left me alone in the long way.

( "_" )

jr.

Aso (Dogs) Haiku: Tagalog

Tagapag-bantay

Mabuting kaibigan

Maaasahan.

( " ~ " )

Jr.

The Knight

You are my knight that shines bright

My armor to my despair

March out to give hope through this

Waves of suffering.

>//>

Jr.

My Cats

( >''< )

My cats are playful

They are active to play with

That captivates me.

( >''< )

Jr.

Pag-ibig (Love) - Haiku: Tagalog

Pusong natutong

Magmahal at masaktan

Muling umibig.

... ... ...

Jr.

Friendship

I greet you hello

And we begin our friendship

A band that we share.

Jr.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Type of Poem: Haiku form in English

Aklat (Book) - Haiku: Tagalog

Sa mga pahina

Maraming mararating

At maaabot.

(\/)

Jr.

_

Info: Haiku - type of Poem in Tagalog form

3 (three) lines

1st and 3rd lines with 5 (five) syllables

2nd line with 7 (seven) syllables

no rhyme

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December Cold

Month of December, comes with a cold wind

That everyone embraces with thick cloths,

And took out what's hidden to use and bind.

Cover their selves in this cold winter day,

As they chant to themselves how long it lay?

While others sit to enjoy the weather,

And drinks with a warm coffee together.

*** *** ***

Jr.

Confession

I kneel before you to confess my love

I honestly want you to know the truth,

It was you made me believe love can move

And it was you I want to share my warmth.

To learn that love is such a mystery

That unfolds many possibilities,

To create more memories of merry

Can change oneself with such abilities.

And it was you change my way of belief

I finally learn to love honestly,

To care and to hold someone with relief

It is only you I love so surely.

Now I want you to know my true feelings

I give you my heart and all my beings.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Smile

It started with your simple smile

Now we had memories in a mile.

(" ~ ")

Jr.

Choose

If I get a chance to choose time

I will choose our time that we prime,

The moments we share

Memories we flare,

Though I lost you for a lifetime.

. . . . .

Jr.

Is it Best Than Three Words?

Father than I expected you came to my life.
Arrive in the right time when I needed someone most.
Rescue me as I'm about to fall and let me be with you.
Eccentric we became so close not knowing I slowly fall into you.
While the truth from the start we didn't know each other.
Earnestly want to know what this emotion means though.
Lest our chance to finally reveal our feelings.
Lure out the truth that lies upon this emotion.

Benign you slowly set me free.
Even if I knew you feel the same way.
Still you keep your distance that pains me.
To the exact point when I was ready to confess.
Though the moment you notice you push me away and go.
Hear nothing but a silent goodbye which is more drastic.
Avoided me rather than telling me what's on your heart.
Never look back, now I'm asking is it best than those three words?

I know you knew the eight letters I want to hear.
Lives me puzzle out for your true reason why you left.
Openly I waited till you speak the three words that I need.
Voiceless you push me away rather than words to speak.
Eventually you left me alone without an explanation.
Yearn I follow but you push me further living me with this pain.
Overthrow me as if I'm nothing left without any explanation.
Unaware of the pain you would give as a gift of farewell.

Jr.

Lost to Figure

I am lost to useless,

Now I am restless and tired,

So hopeless now I'm in pain,

Nothing to figure.

...

Jr.

My Love

Oh my night the medium of our meetings
It's you that I wait till this darkness end,
And I want to hold you so much intend
Out thy worries cause I come with greetings.
Oh my dear love now is the time to hold
The night we can be together again,
A chance that the heaven gave us to gain
In this limitless time we shall be bold.
My love on this given time together
Let us create more memories to live,
A moment we could cherish forever
And tonight my love is what you receive.
I will love you till the end of our time
And once again let our hearts beat in rhyme.

Jr.

Busy Brats

If I choose a pet I choose cats.

That could catch up with those busy rats.

With their sharpest claws.

They catch without flaws.

Protects our home from those busy brats.

--- ... --- ... ---

Jr.

Swizzles-End

Silver, gold and bronze you have it then what am I?

White isn't my color I'm more of black that fall.

In between I try to reach but you walk out and go.

Zip to open the wound which already heal in a long rev.

Zone me out of place where you left me aside.

Loss of shade will I stay in black from where I lay?

Enlist me out of your life now what do I do?

Stir me back to this pain then why you let me fall to you?

??? ??? ???

Jr.

Through These Walls

I can hear you're silent

Through these thick walls

I can sense you're silent.

I stand in here listening

In these four corners

I keep myself listening.

As I stay on hold

I can sense my urge

As we continue I on hold.

But you keep into silent

Makes me want to come

To breaks that silent.

Through these thick walls

I know you can sense me

Still we can't reach these walls.

Blocks our chance to meet

Where only silent embraces

The only medium separate us to meet.

Jr.

Words in Silent

So much to express

Words hidden deep,

Wanted to impress

Still couldn't leap.

Words couldn't press

Hide not to seek,

Put it into depress

Hardly to leak.

Whip through pain

Still no words to spill,

Sting that slain

But keeps quiet still.

Hid

Say 'thank you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'its fine',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I want you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'live me',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I like you',

Isn't it easy?

Say 'I hate you',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'I'm sorry',

Isn't is easy,

Say 'f@ck up',

Even the truth hid.

Say 'easy',

Isn't the truth?

Say 'hard',

Even truth hid deep.

Jr.

Just... Empty

"There's only empty.

Filled in into space of nothingness.

Just nothing to think, nothing to create,

Nothing at all.

That cause a huge chaos.

Explodes everything in one emptiness."

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

Sleep

This is not rain,

It is a pain.

Slowly create a void,

A pain can not avoid.

That wants to escape,

Live without a shape.

To forget is in need,

To sleep is way in deed.

Far from everyone,

To stay alone.

Slumber through deep,

Never be awake in sleep.

Jr.

Let Pain Drown

Hide in deep

Ruin in slow,

Stay in low

Continue to reap.

Push in depths

Fall into crash,

Left into clash

Lose all faiths.

Spirit falls down

Bleed into deep,

But never seep

Continue to groan.

A pain known

Hid perfectly deep,

Never ever leap

Let pain drown.

('_')

Jr.

How?

How do you do this?

Pretend as if nothing happens.

How can you make it?

Smile as if there's no pain.

How come you move forward?

Walk as if nothing's going on.

How can you hide that long?

Talk as if you are not wrecking.

How long could you make?

Laugh as if you didn't cry.

How much you can keep?

Move as if you were not hurting.

...

Jr.

Storm of Sadness

There is this storm

Strong and powerful,

Wrecks everything out form

Fall of sorrowful.

A surge of a rainfall

Falls into the sky,

Drown at fall

Slowly kills in sly.

Rage in speed

Eats light above,

Continues to bleed

Flood to shove.

Each moment of time

It’s getting tougher,

Every drop is on prime

Harder till rougher.

Drown into madness

Dumb folds in high,

Slowly pulls to sadness

Can’t have a sigh.

A silent scream

Cry for help in deep,

A hope but just a dream

Prison without a seep.

As the storm come rushing

Continues to wreck,

Water comes crushing

Death is on deck.

Jr.

Ruin in Deep

Scream without a voice

Cry without a tear

Hurt without a pain.

Sadness behind the smile

Tears behind the joy

Suffer behind the truth.

Drown into fake

Ignore the sorrow

Die deep within.

Jr.

An Untold

Lay in the cold night

Let an eye to fall,

Through dark comes in light

Shadows dance at the ball.

Walks through a path

Step in through a cold land,

Counts without a math

Just step through a bland.

Slight light comes through

Gateway start to open,

Does not know what is true

Road does not even.

Far beyond to see

Place hard to reach,

Wants to walk in free

To reach beyond teach.

What was from the beyond?

Place where everything moves slow,

Hides something that can't bond

Now it is time to show.

Slowly walks to enter

Mystery starts to unfold,

Comes in for a better

Experience a life of untold.

^^^ ^^^ ^^^

Jr.

Broken Deep

Scream

      Without a voice,

Cry

      Without a tear,

Hurt

      Without a pain,

Bleed

      Without a wound,

Ruin

      Without an end,

Fall

      Without an edge,

Drown

      Without a water,

Lost

      Without a path,

Alive

      Without an emotion,

Now

      It's all numb,

Nothing to feel

      Just simply broken deep.

JR.

Another

Another day has come

Crossing to another path,

Live far from home.

Another distance to conquer

Living into different drift,

Explore new venture to encounter.

Another far from expected

Journey to a new one,

Place that has not detected.

Jr.

Tears

Tears meant in two

One for happiness,

Two for sadness

But what is who?

Is tears enough

To show feelings,

To express longings

Isn't it too tough?

Tears is like blood

Freely flows out,

Hidden deep in shout

Drown in unseen flood.

Jr.

Still Lock Up

Escape or not escape?

Is there a chance to scrape?

Is this a real freedom?

Or it is just boredom?

Free or not free?

It feels not yet to flee.

It feels like a cage

Imprison in a rage,

Calling out for help

But became a silent yelp,

No voice could hear

And no one could hold dear.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Runaway

It isn't just about you

Yes I see you smile,

Enjoy each moments you smile

Still I want to live you.

Want to be back into something

Away from you forever,

Never to hold you forever

Exchange you into something.

How I wish I never met you

But you came suddenly,

Makes me glad so suddenly

And it is all because of you.

Now it is hard to decide

If I left you behind,

What else would I left behind

Is it the happiness I decide?

What outcome I'll be facing

If I left you so suddenly,

Just runaway without you so suddenly

Not even thinking of what future I'll be facing.

' ' '

Jr.

Without a Start... Without an End...

As our paths prolong

Chances of meeting take long,

As the time pass by

Our hearts forgets to cry,

As our lives separate

Being together is a desperate.

Times run fast

Ours won't last,

As our distance widen

Chances won't be given,

Far from expected

We already had been defeated.

We just trying to start

But we became apart,

Creates a gap

That has no lap,

A start without an end

An end never intend.

Jr.

Abandoned

Am I abandoned?

Left behind?

Lost of nowhere...

Would I be pardon?

I hope they'll be kind.

Saves me and bring me elsewhere.

Jr.