The Most Important Thing

"Shut your eyes... to stop seeing things around."

         "Shut your ears... to stop hearing things around."

                  "Shut your senses... to stop feeling things around."

"Then let your heart open to see, to hear and to sense that things that you ignoring for so long without a heart on it."

<3 <3 <3 

Jr.

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Blank Empty Doom

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Blank but heavy...

Empty but full...

Nothing but still heavy...

Doom but still full...

Blank mind but thousand to think...

Empty thoughts but millions of words...

Nothing to create but billions to think...

Doom of sentence but trillions of words...

A blank empty mind,

Nothing but doom covering it all!

A heavy but full mind,

Still darken of nothing at all!

Cannot create of anything,

Nothing but a blank empty doom!

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Jr.

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Easy... Not Easy...

(...?)

It is easy to start something,
A beginning that would eventually goes on.

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Something that enjoys in the first part,
To second to third to fourth part and so on.

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Continues to evolve and build up,
Each part opens up new things that live on.

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Until that beginning comes to end,
A part that easy to see but cannot fit on.

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It is not easy to end things up,
An ending that could not ends on.

(...!)

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Jr.

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Noted.

As we first met,

... We really never know each other.

As we first talk,

... We really never intended to chat.

As we first smile,

... We really never meant it too.

As we became closer,

... We really not know it is the beginning.

As we go onward,

... We finally let our feelings goes on.

As our feelings grow,

... We finally learn to trust each other.

As we go forward,

... Our hearts grow fonder.

And as we make memories together,

... We noted each and every moment we were together as always.

...

... Jr.

Blank To Black

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What else do I need to think...?

If my mind already blanking...

Nothing to think or to blink!

What else do I need to feel...?

If my body already numbing...

So numb that hard to kneel!

Physically there is nothing wrong,

An outside of a healthy body...

Although wrecking from within so long!

Already lacking to fill within,

Already lasting to emptiness...

Nothing but emptiness from within!

An empty inside no one knows,

Darkness within no one sees...

A self that blank to black that no one knows!

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Jr.

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The Destruction

The Destruction

Once the sky becomes dark

Once the sun becomes red

Once the moon becomes huge,,,

Then the weather will be doom

Then the world will be ruin

Then the earth will be destroy!!!

And everything around going to ruin

And everything surround going to ashes

And everything revolves going to nothing....

... Jr. ...

Far Beyond Expected!

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Not all the things in this world need speed.

Sometimes we need much time to take it slow.

Let it stay as it is and let it take easy when you've already caught it in a glance.

An unexpected glance that never meant to happen but still happens.

And no matter what obstacle that may face.

Things still going so smoothly and unknown!

Keeps going to a path that never meant to go through!

Never meant to be but making it moves in a slow but speeding fast unexpectedly!

Until it is hard to control!

And hard to stop!

Things that is never meant to be...

Is the thing that means a lot!

Deeper from far beyond expected!

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Jr.

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Missing You...

... ... ...

There are no more words to say...

There are no more things to think...

But still keeps thinking and finding words to say.

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Mind keeps searching far from beyond...

Mind keeps reaching far from nothing...

But still hard to reach and search from beyond.

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Reminiscing each time with you...

Remembering each moment being together...

But still mind blurs from the memories of you.

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Wishing so badly to be with you...

Longing so hardly to stay at your side...

But still it is hard to be with you.

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Trying to forget everything about you...

Making things just to set you free...

But still I keep missing you.

... ... ...

Jr.

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M

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Mysterious places never been seen
     Covering such beauty that hard to explain,
     Seeing such things never had been
     Exploring it is well unknown.

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Miraculous places never been touch
     Superior but never been in a rush,
     Highly in too many ways of such
     Powerful and tough to be crush.

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Masterpieces seen in each places
     Caring each of it with peace,
     Protecting it in many cases
     Too many lives linger in ease.

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Million years it lives quietly
     That makes it full of mystery,
     Hard to be seen so quickly
     Staying the whole place in wary.

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Jr.

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Realize!

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    When it wakes up in the morning,
       There are things it finally realize,
            Things that it never thought would not be too much important,
                  But it finally thought that it is so wrong,
                     So when it wakes up in a new morning,
                       It finally realize the things that it ignores,
                         Things that it never gives importance,
                              That it did not know it makes it empty and numb,
                                   Making it lost tracks and finding something it missing,
                                        The reason why it won't reach the goal its achieving for so long,
                                            A goal that it wants for its life,
                                             Now it finally realize what was wrong,
                                                Although it knows it is too late still,
                                                        It wants to move forward and finally give importance,
                                                          To things it ignores and live it behind.
                                                            ...

Frozen

Time and space

Separates things around,

Stars and distance

Million miles apart.

Where worlds revolve

Circling in thin line,

Where mystery evolve

Folding something in beyond.

World of unknown

Where things stand still,

Where crystal own

That freezes the world.

Frozen in time

But still breathing world,

World of mine

Where things keeping alive.

A world awaits

Standing still all along,

Where someone waits

Staying in frozen world.

. . .

JR

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Sana...

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkita

Sana, hindi na lang nagkakilala

Sana, hindi na lang nagkaharap pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagkasama

Sana, hindi na lamang nakakaalala

Sana, hindi na lamang nagkalapit pa.

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Sana, hindi na lang nagtanong

Sana, hindi na lamang nag-aabang

Sana, hindi na napapaisip lang.

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Sana, hindi na lang naghintay

Sana, hindi na lamang nagbantay

Sana, hindi na ipinagpatuloy.

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Hindi sana naghihirapan ng ganito

Hindi sana nasasaktan ng ganito

Hindi sana nagdurusa ng ganito.

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Jr.

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No Escaping

Sometimes you wanted to join in their world, be with them, try to reach out and have some fun still it won't let you forget the world where you in.

A world you could not escape nor forget or neither be erase...

That hardly to ignore nor to look back and see.

Even to push yourself hardly into their world it is still not enough.

There would be no chance to push deep and be near to it...

Because you would still be pull back from where you are.

The world that you live for so far along.

A world where you start...

So the harder you push yourself into the other world, the stronger you'll be pull back to your place.

Even if you use all your strength it won't be enough that would lock you up back to your rightful place.

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Jr. Rs.

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I Would Still Love You

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I want to be with you. . .

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I want to be close to you. . .

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I want to hold you so tight. . .

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I want to hug you so tight. . .

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I am so desperate to be with you. . .

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I am so eager to stay with you. . .

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Even if you are not real. . .

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Even if you are not near. . .

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Even though are worlds were different. . .

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Even though our worlds were apart. . .

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Even you were just living in my dreams. . .

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I would still want you. . .

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I would still like you. . .

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I would still love you. . .

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Jr.

Blind Side

Able to see with their eyes open

Clear as the pure water flows

An ability to sight things

Seeing things in any sides...

Wonderful creation but done in wrong doings

Able to see but only looks on what was nice

Clear as a crystal but dark as a coal

Blinded by what was it surrounds...

Able to see the good side

But never see the bad side

That makes an eye blinded from the truth

Truth that burden it surroundings...

Deeply wounded by not giving any attention

Ignoring as if nothing seems to worry

But no one knows something is rotten

Worst than what they know...

Hidden beyond the eyes from the top

There was a some places suffers enough

Living helpless beyond no ones attention

Struggling to live as much as they could...

Still from the top even they seeing things

They would keep their eyes shut

That makes them blind

Enough to be called slayers of the truth!

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Jr.

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What It Wants?

... ... ... ?

It wants to be hug, just like what it does to that person.

It wants to express its own feelings just what it does to this person.

It wants to hold its hands just like what it does to this person.

It wants to walk to its side just like it always does to this person.

And it wants to make its world be more colorful as what it saw with this person.

Then it would make its gray and gloomy world disappear in instant and soon a clear and wonderful world be seen once more.

Although, it knows that it would never comes true since they already been part their ways a long time ago...

A wonderful dream that ends into nightmare that sealed its heart into the depths of sorrow and pain.

What it wants? Would never ever be its own again!

... ... ...!

Jr.

God's Pure Heart

Whenever thee feel empty and alone,

hurt and sad,

Always remember the one,

our God,

He would never live thee,

makes thee cry,

Because He really cares thee,

do always stay,

Be always at thy side,

in hearts,

Would always be thy guide,

always be a part,

With His pure soul and heart,

He would clean thy soul,

Protects thy heart.

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Jr.

Death Storm

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Watching it all over again

Dashing back and fort

Trying to hide and cover

Still it's raging too fast

Almost crushing down to last

Flowing nonstop over and over

Losing the entire port

Wrecking everything yet nothing to gain.

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A huge and wide dark hole

Tunneling into the deepest darkness

May lost once falls deeply

That difficult to climb back

Even an aggressive still not lack

No one can return so plainly

That feels fallen into madness

Until it would live forever in sole.

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JR.

Voice

"Words. . .

            Speech. . .

                        Language. . .

                                        Three things to express by lips of what you've been wanting to                                                            voice out."

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 Jr. . .

Just Move

Catching up won't be easy

Even to try it harder

It won't still not enough

Until it goes so far.

Going high at the top

Would not be easy

Even if it is good enough

It still be very difficult.

Breaking a rule for goal

Is easy to think than to plan

That makes it hard to change

Until forces to move forward.

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Jr.