I am loss of words
Don't know which words to speak,
Even though words longer than yards.
Words that keeps longer
Fill up emotions that cannot explain,
Feeling that cannot speak louder.
This is the worst feeling
Don't know what's exactly to speak,
Deep inside I'm full but keep concealing.
Jr.
...
How do you paint your own sky?
White
for pure and wisdom.
Blue
for peace and tranquility.
Yellow
for light and beginning.
Red
for love and joy
or war and anger.
Orange
for solemn and silence.
Pink
for enjoyment and relaxation.
Rainbow
for hope and laughter.
Black
for sorrow and pain
or dark and ending.
Or you may color it on your own accord
paint your own sky.
Write your own meaning
don't keep yourself in a standard way.
Own your sky
free yourself for more possible things
beyond things you've thought cannot reach.
Jr.
...
There are creatures live in the dark.
They walk out as the sky turns to dusk.
Pretend to be human and act like a human.
They just simply go out without spark.
Live amongst as they hide behind a husk.
Spend some time outside as normal man.
As darkness ends others comes out at dawn.
They walk out as the sky light up bright.
Go on and live their lives in an infinite cycle.
Live as a human do and thereon.
Yet they taken it for granted at site.
Fall them into an endless survival.
Creatures of the light sometimes are worst.
Not knowing what they shall priorities.
Lose all their right to decide and to enjoy.
Creatures of the night might be worst.
They pretend because they know their priorities.
Balance their selves the right to decide and to enjoy.
Dusk and dawn are two different shades.
Draw by darkness with hope that glimpse.
Draw by lightness with despair ahead.
Different shades with two same blades.
Which you choose to get some grips?
Or you choose to balance it instead?
Jr.
...
Stop
Why do you need to stop?
Are you tired already?
Stop
Do you know what it means?
Are you let it stop you?
Stop
Say no and do not stop.
Already tired you rest but never stop.
Stop
Go on and live what you want.
Do not stop because you're tired.
Stop
You may rest for a while.
Stop when you already done achieving your goals.
Jr.
I miss the word I miss you
For some time around I do recall,
Those times I could not go through
Wish you to be here as I call.
I wish to dream of you every night
To meet you for a short time,
I always hope to meet you at sight
To meet you as we align.
Those times I might say
I miss you a lot of times,
Now I miss you but I'm okay
I just simply miss you sometimes.
Simply you are a part of me
In my heart and in my mind,
In my soul you give me guarantee
Memories and moments I can find.
You give me some precious moments
Even if you hurt me when you leave,
You give me gifts of enjoyments
To remember what we achieve.
Now I do understand you a lot
Why you left and let me live,
I understand your words I've got
Because of you I finally survive.
I miss you
Enough to be happy,
I thank you
You don't let me be unhappy.
...Jr...
The time has come to let it go
Let your time to let it flow,
Give it a chance to grow.
Do not let it control you
You just need to get through,
To see more view.
Do not hold on to what is gone
Do not let it to drag you on,
It is time to see new dawn.
Now go on and step forward
Let go and set your new word,
Live in present and go straightforward.
Jr.
How to handle stress?
If this holds you down.
Bind you tightly you can't get out.
That gives you headache.
Lose the right thing to think.
Let your stress to win all over you.
Are you just going to be press?
Let your stress be your crown?
Say no and don't let it sprout.
Give yourself a break.
Don't choose stress to be your link.
Choose peace as your new view.
Do not fall into depress.
Don't let yourself be pulled down.
Don't let stress gives you doubt.
Because stress is a choice to make.
If you let it win it will put you to the brink.
So simply just stay cool and stay focus all through.
Jr.
Age is just a number.
If you put it in mind,
Age will matter.
Age has no limit.
If you put limitation to it,
Age will always estimate.
Remember age may count.
If you put it in mind,
Age will recount.
Remember age is not an issue.
If you age enough to know better,
Age will not be matter not even an issue.
Learn to live not by the age.
Learn to live in timeless,
Live your life without stage.
Learn to go on with laughter.
Enjoy each moments in life,
Not minding age and it won't be matter.
Jr.
One thing you can never win
No matter how you try to deceive it,
It will always find the way to intertwine.
Even if it is your strongest muscle
The powerful and useful one to have,
In the end it is your worst enemy to handle.
Even if you train it so well
Let yourself do what is on your mind,
In the end mind has lots of secrets to tell.
Jr.
When I finally learn I move forward
When I finally go on with my life,
You suddenly came onward.
When the time I don’t need you
When I already not thinking of you,
Without notice you came in cue.
Are you testing me?
Trying to check my feelings?
You just came without guarantee.
Yet I am there and you were there
I don’t know why you are there,
But I just pass by and simply stare.
I look at you without pain
Now I can tell we are back,
Not as an ‘us’ but simply we remain.
From being strangers to strangers
We simply became acquaintance,
We left nothing not even remainders.
We simply pass by as we look at each other
In silence we understand each other clearly,
The you and I have ended no need to further.
This my goodbye
I thank you for everything,
I move forward without a lie.
Jr.
I don’t know but I finally realize something so important.
If I was before I might fall into so much pain and hurt.
But as time pass by and years counting on and on things changes.
I really thought I can never step forward from the past that hunts me.
If I was before my every step will feel so heavy and tough.
But as my life goes on things finally changes.
Regret changes as well and without knowing I’m beginning to forget.
Memories starting to fade away and moments begin to get deep.
No more riddle I’m beginning to forget about him.
The man that I learned to trust from the very beginning he introduced himself.
The man I learn to care and mostly the man that I learn to love.
Without knowing it the memories he gave me that I thought will never forget.
Not knowing those entire memories will soon fade out.
If I was before any single moment I will recall of our past or sees him.
I will fall into deeply pain and sorrow.
I cry my heart out and it will hurt my heart so much it is hardly to bear.
Yet this time of my life I can surely say I am free.
Free from his memories that imprison me for a long time.
I am not saying I move on it is more of I finally out of the darkness.
Darkness he made for me even though he colors it into a rainbow.
A rainbow that fades away as he left me even if he said he wanted to stay.
Stay but away from me living me no choice but to question his actions.
And even if he wanted to stay away he keeps coming back when I needed him most.
Make me feel happy but in the end will only wreck me in too much pain and sorrow.
If I was before all these stories I tell will fall me apart.
Though now things are differ.
I don’t feel pain or angry about remembering it all.
Now I feel calm and free.
Just simply it is a story to tell for me.
Now I finally realize I can move forward not just a simple move on.
Because no matter what I do he is still a part of my life that will never change.
A part of me that became a story to tell as the years goes on.
Jr.
Knowing someone is an easy task
You may know them first to ask,
Get a little chat to begin with.
Slowly begins a new found friendship
Slowly you earn to trust and hold a grip,
Creating a moment that will last a lifetime.
Yet forgetting is a hard thing to do
That no matter you move on you can't pursue,
You cannot let go of those memories so easily.
Not time or even space will make you forget
Because knowing someone cannot be reset,
It will only take you a lifetime to forget.
.Jr.
The days seem normal.
Normal for those can see light.
Everything seems so formal.
Like the sun shines bright.
But no one knows one thing is abnormal.
Days are seems my nightmare.
The wake times looks so dark.
I don't know but it feels so rare.
Sadness comes flowing with spark.
But I have no one to share.
My nights with silence feel at ease.
Wake me up from my nightmares.
Wish my time at night will freeze.
Stop my days of fears and tears.
Let me stay in my dreams as I please.
Yet I still hold on through the day.
Even if it is hard to freely breathe.
I keep on living the days in gray.
Even if it is hard I keep myself concrete.
I keep strong and awake as my days keeps to play.
... ... ...
Jr.
Something never change
Even if it's long wait,
Something feels strange
I keep on update.
I keep on searching
To something undefined,
Keep on reaching
To something hard to resigned.
How can I change?
To stop searching for something,
That never found in any range
Keep on searching for nothing.
What is it that I'm searching?
Even though I don't know,
I keep on looking
For something that might show.
Jr.
Worst feeling
What kind?
Is it feeling sad?
Or feeling mad?
Not the two
It is more indescribable,
Feeling understandable
Words unspeakable.
Worst feeling is nothing
No words can explain,
Not even to complain
Exactly nothing to gain.
..., ..., ...,
Jr.
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Paano nga ba tayo nagkakilala?
Wala akong malinaw na alaala.
Pero tanda ko may isang piping saksi,
Isang saksi na nagdugtong ng ating pisi.
Wala akong kaalam-alam na iyon ang simula,
Na iyon ang magiging tulay nating dalawa.
Dahil sa tuwing tayo'y nagkikita nang hindi sinasadya,
Ang piping saksi ang ating gabay nang hindi sadya.
Nagbibigay sa atin ng munting liwanag,
Sa dilim na ating tinatahak sa magdamag.
Sa liwanag nitong bigay tayo ay nagkikita,
Hindi man inaasahan tayo ay nagkakilala.
Ito ang ating simula,
Ito ang aking tanda.
Na sana ay iyong naaalala,
Sa tuwing iyong nakikita.
Jr.
Unexpected with Your divine light, You came once again. Visit me through vision, an expected sight. I know I am awake, Yet here I am again...
