"I want to forget.
...As much as I want.
I want to heal.
...As much as I can.
I want to move on.
...As much as I'll be free forever.
I want to go forward.
...As much as I go far away from you.
Though your memories still lingers.
...Never to fade, never to blur.
It grows old together with me.
Imprint my whole self with the memories of you."
...
Jr.
Sometimes we can never deny
More of our times are all having fun.
Those times we cannot go by
Waste some precious time to have fun.
Yet wasting time is not wasted at all
We just simply take time to enjoy life.
To take a break for a hard life before our downfall
Have the time to have some fun throughout our life.
Jr.
It hurts when they say they understand you. But the truth they did not understand you at all.
They thought you were just childish even though the truth all you want is to reach out your heart’s desire. To let them know how much I care for them more than myself.
They thought you have no reason to get angry even though the truth you were hurting without them knowing. Self-pity as it may look but the truth, they never once told you they were proud of you. Of the little things you’ve done and sacrifice. Instead what they see as always is what you done so wrong.
They never know how much you sacrifice that you even forget yourself just to let them live in peace while you go through the darkness without reaching your own goals. Forgetting what you really want and also let them be first and your end without even letting yourself or giving yourself to be happy in the beginning until the end they will always come first.
But in the end, they still look at you so bad even though they saying that they didn’t look at you like that but they never ever give me the word ‘trust’ from everything that you can do.
In the end, you are a worthless person. Now, I am dreaming that the day time will never come and my night will be forever mine.
Jr.
Love has so many faces,
And love has too many traces.
Love can be a happy ending,
And love can also be mending.
Love has so many meanings,
And love has lots of screenings.
Love cannot define with just joy,
Love has lost of mystery to ploy.
Because love can be harder as it can be,
And love can be sometime hard to free.
Not knowing what kind of faces love can show,
On how many traces it may able flow.
Happy endings may occur in the end,
But some love occur in lots of suspend.
Love can be sad endings,
Love can be tragic endings.
Love can also be sacrificial,
Love can also be beneficial.
But no matter what faces love may see,
One thing is for sure love is for free.
No matter simple or hard it is,
Love will always be your greatest quiz.
Jr.
I am loss of words
Don't know which words to speak,
Even though words longer than yards.
Words that keeps longer
Fill up emotions that cannot explain,
Feeling that cannot speak louder.
This is the worst feeling
Don't know what's exactly to speak,
Deep inside I'm full but keep concealing.
Jr.
...
How do you paint your own sky?
White
for pure and wisdom.
Blue
for peace and tranquility.
Yellow
for light and beginning.
Red
for love and joy
or war and anger.
Orange
for solemn and silence.
Pink
for enjoyment and relaxation.
Rainbow
for hope and laughter.
Black
for sorrow and pain
or dark and ending.
Or you may color it on your own accord
paint your own sky.
Write your own meaning
don't keep yourself in a standard way.
Own your sky
free yourself for more possible things
beyond things you've thought cannot reach.
Jr.
...
There are creatures live in the dark.
They walk out as the sky turns to dusk.
Pretend to be human and act like a human.
They just simply go out without spark.
Live amongst as they hide behind a husk.
Spend some time outside as normal man.
As darkness ends others comes out at dawn.
They walk out as the sky light up bright.
Go on and live their lives in an infinite cycle.
Live as a human do and thereon.
Yet they taken it for granted at site.
Fall them into an endless survival.
Creatures of the light sometimes are worst.
Not knowing what they shall priorities.
Lose all their right to decide and to enjoy.
Creatures of the night might be worst.
They pretend because they know their priorities.
Balance their selves the right to decide and to enjoy.
Dusk and dawn are two different shades.
Draw by darkness with hope that glimpse.
Draw by lightness with despair ahead.
Different shades with two same blades.
Which you choose to get some grips?
Or you choose to balance it instead?
Jr.
...
Stop
Why do you need to stop?
Are you tired already?
Stop
Do you know what it means?
Are you let it stop you?
Stop
Say no and do not stop.
Already tired you rest but never stop.
Stop
Go on and live what you want.
Do not stop because you're tired.
Stop
You may rest for a while.
Stop when you already done achieving your goals.
Jr.
I miss the word I miss you
For some time around I do recall,
Those times I could not go through
Wish you to be here as I call.
I wish to dream of you every night
To meet you for a short time,
I always hope to meet you at sight
To meet you as we align.
Those times I might say
I miss you a lot of times,
Now I miss you but I'm okay
I just simply miss you sometimes.
Simply you are a part of me
In my heart and in my mind,
In my soul you give me guarantee
Memories and moments I can find.
You give me some precious moments
Even if you hurt me when you leave,
You give me gifts of enjoyments
To remember what we achieve.
Now I do understand you a lot
Why you left and let me live,
I understand your words I've got
Because of you I finally survive.
I miss you
Enough to be happy,
I thank you
You don't let me be unhappy.
...Jr...
The time has come to let it go
Let your time to let it flow,
Give it a chance to grow.
Do not let it control you
You just need to get through,
To see more view.
Do not hold on to what is gone
Do not let it to drag you on,
It is time to see new dawn.
Now go on and step forward
Let go and set your new word,
Live in present and go straightforward.
Jr.
How to handle stress?
If this holds you down.
Bind you tightly you can't get out.
That gives you headache.
Lose the right thing to think.
Let your stress to win all over you.
Are you just going to be press?
Let your stress be your crown?
Say no and don't let it sprout.
Give yourself a break.
Don't choose stress to be your link.
Choose peace as your new view.
Do not fall into depress.
Don't let yourself be pulled down.
Don't let stress gives you doubt.
Because stress is a choice to make.
If you let it win it will put you to the brink.
So simply just stay cool and stay focus all through.
Jr.
Age is just a number.
If you put it in mind,
Age will matter.
Age has no limit.
If you put limitation to it,
Age will always estimate.
Remember age may count.
If you put it in mind,
Age will recount.
Remember age is not an issue.
If you age enough to know better,
Age will not be matter not even an issue.
Learn to live not by the age.
Learn to live in timeless,
Live your life without stage.
Learn to go on with laughter.
Enjoy each moments in life,
Not minding age and it won't be matter.
Jr.
One thing you can never win
No matter how you try to deceive it,
It will always find the way to intertwine.
Even if it is your strongest muscle
The powerful and useful one to have,
In the end it is your worst enemy to handle.
Even if you train it so well
Let yourself do what is on your mind,
In the end mind has lots of secrets to tell.
Jr.
When I finally learn I move forward
When I finally go on with my life,
You suddenly came onward.
When the time I don’t need you
When I already not thinking of you,
Without notice you came in cue.
Are you testing me?
Trying to check my feelings?
You just came without guarantee.
Yet I am there and you were there
I don’t know why you are there,
But I just pass by and simply stare.
I look at you without pain
Now I can tell we are back,
Not as an ‘us’ but simply we remain.
From being strangers to strangers
We simply became acquaintance,
We left nothing not even remainders.
We simply pass by as we look at each other
In silence we understand each other clearly,
The you and I have ended no need to further.
This my goodbye
I thank you for everything,
I move forward without a lie.
Jr.
Unexpected with Your divine light, You came once again. Visit me through vision, an expected sight. I know I am awake, Yet here I am again...
