Dream To End

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Once again his in her dream

Seeing him was too impossible,

But still he came into her dream

So hard to be true nor be possible.

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He is just sitting like that

Looking at her without a blink,

Feeling as if his not gone like that

Nothing to expect that could link.

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Still he looks so far from her

Looks so dark even though his near,

His trying to look straight at her

But still she couldn't see him that fear.

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And just like before it would end

Dreams would not hold for so long,

Night would end so soon as dream end

And only memories would left to belong.

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Once more she will lose him

He is gone before and even now,

She couldn't do anything to hold him

And all her want is to be with him till grow.

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jr

Guilty Pain

A heart with full of hopes

Covers all the pain it feels,

Trying to beat in normal stage

Even if coping in strange guilt.

A guilt trying to tied up of ropes

Covers of blood in wound that peels,

Trying to hide it and change

Even if smiling is hard to built.

:(

jr.

Love, Romance, Feelings!

<3

Hay! What a love?!

Hardly to describe

Even hardly to figure,

It just came unexpectedly

Without any warnings,

Too much dangerously

And very soundings.

<3

Hay! What a romance?!

Even if you don't like

Still feels like to dike,

Wanting to experience

Even if will hurt first,

Still keeping in sense

That feels so thirst.

:)

Hay! What a feelings?!

Too much shocking

Too much shaking,

Wanting it to stop

Still coming too fast,

Swinging fast in slop

That won't last.

<3

j.r.

In Depths

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How deep are you?

Would anybody goes within it?
Can anyone explain the depth they seen in you?

Why so sudden depth filled you?

Who may able to go down on it?

What happened in the end of it?
When exactly to start to go through?

Where was the depth pointing out?

May you able to take courage going deep?

Or you're thinking  you may lost in darkness?

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.j. .r.

Save Me

A heart full of miseries

Never been lack by crying

A silently crying that carries

Never fail to hurting.

Aching so deeply low

Crushing a heart badly

Aching sadly that blow

Crushing into pieces slowly.

Till tears turns blood

Flowing like madness

Till feeling got bold

Flowing without gladness.

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j. r.

Hiding From A Mask

A face that easy to see...

A face that easy to stare...

A face that easy to judge...

A face that easy to face...

You may see beautiful and pretty faces

You may see happy and glad faces,

You may see serious and joker faces

You may see handsome and cute faces.

Still they were all hiding from a mask

Still they were all fake behind the mask,

Still they were all hurting through the mask

Still they were all facing with a mask.

... j. r. ...

Sadness

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Sadly to say

Things get bad,

Getting even worst

Begins to rough,

Changes into gray

That feels mad,

Until things frost

And lost tough.

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Even to hear

Still keeping deaf,

Even to see

Still keeping blind,

That makes tear

Till lost leaf,

And falls glee

Until sadness bind.

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Be Forget... Let Go... Move On...

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Who could not be forget?

Who could not let go?
Who could not move on?

It was our selves...

It was our memories...
It was our past...

What about our future?
What about our present?
What about our lives?

If no one of us be forget...
If no one of us let go...
If no one of us move on...

What would happen?
What would change?
What would come?

Hard to weight?
Hard to decide?
Hard to think?

Still why we see each other?
Still why we end up dreaming?
Still why we keep searching through?

From different place...
From different cities...
From different world...

Trying to be together!
Trying to be one!
Trying to be forever!

Even if we know the real thing...?
Even if we already accept the truth...?
Even if we clearly see the future...?

Still we both not facing it!
Still we both ignores it well!
Still we both dreaming each other!

That hard to be forget...!
That hard to let go...!
That hard to move on...!

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Changes!

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There are things not the same

The things that we usually do

Seems changes even we don't intend

Even if we don't plan it

Still we couldn't stop to change

Be more responsible and practical

Though it was hard from the start

We still have to go on the flow

 Learn to accept the whole truth

Try not to force our selves to forget

Let just do our things separately.

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The Sea of Clouds

From the above of all land

Seeing such a mysterious sight,

Wonderful floating above the ground

Showing a wide side from light.

Such mysterious creation from heavenly

A breath taking sight to watch,

Floating so calm and gracefully

In a full and lightly batch.

Wide blue like an ocean above

With white floating cotton like,

So soft and light as it move

Floats freely that hard to dislike.

Watching it is like seeing a sea

So huge and wide open water,

That wants to be in as plea

Be nearer as wanted that matter.

... j. r. ...

Losing Right

Sometimes you could not think of the right

That may able to block the darkness within,

Where you may able to see the brightest light

That enlighten the right path from within.

Hoping to seek light from the darkness

Even though it would be hard to find,

Still seeking and searching to find the brightness

Although it would be very difficult to find.

Allowing to travel for beyond no one

Until right things losing up to seek,

And things get wrong so badly till lone

Going all alone in the dark till nothing to seek.

The Nightfall: She - Wattpad

The Nightfall: She - Wattpad

I...

I let my self live in fears,

Letting my heart be drown into tears.

I let my self befall deep in sorrow,

Letting my soul be in dark even morrow.

I let my self down that felt so dump,

Letting my mind be full that pump.

I let my self lost that hard to found,

Letting my body be in motion of hound.

I let my self fall down from nowhere,

Letting my spirit went through to elsewhere.

I let my self drop low that part,

Letting my dreams crash down so dart.

I let my self drain out till numb,

Letting my brain feels nothing but dumb.

My Shadow

We were been together for so long

We were been each other since start

We were been living each days together,

We were never been apart for so long

We were never left each other from start

We were never deny we were together.

Each passing days we shared actions

Each passing moments we made laugh

Each passing memories we were together,

Each days we live in more actions

Each moments we enjoy it to laugh

Each memories we created it together.

Walking side by side whenever light came

Walking silently each days that pass by

Walking alone as they look still I'm with you,

Walking together till the night falls came

Walking quietly each hours that pass by

Walking solely as they look still I'm with you.

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Ruin

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Seeing too much things

Things that hardly to seek,

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But still manage to find

Still manage to experience,

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Even if you don't expect

It will come so fast,

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Hardly to step once see

Even if wanted to back off,

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Still coming so easily

It's like a raging waves,

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Crushing everything it pass

And would only left disaster,

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Chaos may also describe

Because things getting worst,

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Even trying to stop it

Still wreck would be left,

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And there will be no time

Time to fix things in right,

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Because it's already been ruin

A total ruin that difficult to fix.

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Hiding!

I feel so reckless

Feeling so damn good

And yes I'm miserable,

But never the less

I love it damn good

That is very unbelievable!

This it too much

I could not handle

Not even a single thought,

Or even in easy such

As crystal hard to handle

And too hard to fought!

Wanted to curse all

But still keeping inside

Not even shouting out loud,

Keeping  my self tall

Be cheerful not in inside

Until pain covers of cloud!

Mother

She is a woman...

Who works and do her duty without expecting any payment from us,

Who would always be there to guide you all through out,

Who vows to protect you and to care for you as long as she could.

She is  a friend...

The one would stand at your side even in your worst situation,

The one who would listen to all of your stories of happiness and sadness,

The one that you can cry on and depend on all through.

She is her...

The one that we respect,

The one that we adore,

The one that we care,

The one that we love the most!

She is our Mother...

The one who would do everything and anything for the sake of her children,

She who brought us all for nine months,

She who takes care of us since we were on her tummy,

She who gave us life into this world,

She who became our first teacher in our lives,

She who became our knight till the end,

She who love us without a doubt and love us endlessly,

She is our Mother, Mommy, Mom, Mama, Ma', Mams!

Raging Phenomenon

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Raging fire that burns till end

Throwing flames that melts a land

Burning till nothing was left behind

Till ashes covers all the ground...

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Raging waves that crushes a surface

That flows with an expected pace

Huge water that difficult to face

That may erase an entire race...

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Raging wind that blows so endlessly

Spinning too fast that so madly

Hitting strong air that too deadly

Crushing everything it passes that badly...

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Raging storm that ruin anything through

Pouring water that flood so tough

Falling too strong that makes rough

Destroying all but still not enough...

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Raging sands that hardly to encounter

Spinning dust all through the center

A very dangerous sight that matter

Moving faster that difficult to enter...

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Raging soil that can kill lives

Dropping down like a falling leaves

Crushing all things even that moves

Covers all things like tidal waves...

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Raging snow that frost much anything

Making an ice that so freezing

A zero visibility to insight nothing

Till cold surrounds all to everything...

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Raging lava that falls so fast

Melting all things passes till last

Giving a toxic smell that cast

Until all things goes to past...

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The Pathway to Darkness

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Turning and running through paths

Spinning roads that hard to be seen,

Switching and changing different paths

Playful paths and times to be seen.

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Hardly to discover and to look

Finding where would it goes,

Thinking if can find a place to look

Trying to know where it goes.

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Different times and space to travel

Reaching a road through darkness,

Crowded zones that difficult to travel

Searching to an end into the darkness.

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From past to present places

That can be seen each moments in time,

From present to future places

That came into each ways in no time.

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Paths getting darker and darker

Transport getting danger and scary,

Past, present, future going darker

Traveling getting worst that so scary.

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Time to time things getting too fast

An able not to see the places where to go,

Lights getting off and lost too fast

Nothing but darkness scattered everywhere to go.

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Till nothing may able to see

Nothings goes beyond to search,

Until even the bottom could not be see

An important things could not be search.

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Left without nothingness in this land

Alone in a deserted place,

Down into too much confusion in this land

Only one in a haunted place.

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Living only fears and pains in lives

Giving only dangers that so shocking,

Living with no prove of any lives

Giving too much dampness that shocking.

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Dreams to Dreams

Colliding two different places

Hardly to distinguish real,

Catching up for phrases

Still hardly to steal...

Keeping an eyes close

Until new places come,

That hardly to lose

Wanting to be home...