An Untold

Lay in the cold night

Let an eye to fall,

Through dark comes in light

Shadows dance at the ball.

Walks through a path

Step in through a cold land,

Counts without a math

Just step through a bland.

Slight light comes through

Gateway start to open,

Does not know what is true

Road does not even.

Far beyond to see

Place hard to reach,

Wants to walk in free

To reach beyond teach.

What was from the beyond?

Place where everything moves slow,

Hides something that can't bond

Now it is time to show.

Slowly walks to enter

Mystery starts to unfold,

Comes in for a better

Experience a life of untold.

^^^ ^^^ ^^^

Jr.

Broken Deep

Scream

      Without a voice,

Cry

      Without a tear,

Hurt

      Without a pain,

Bleed

      Without a wound,

Ruin

      Without an end,

Fall

      Without an edge,

Drown

      Without a water,

Lost

      Without a path,

Alive

      Without an emotion,

Now

      It's all numb,

Nothing to feel

      Just simply broken deep.

JR.

Another

Another day has come

Crossing to another path,

Live far from home.

Another distance to conquer

Living into different drift,

Explore new venture to encounter.

Another far from expected

Journey to a new one,

Place that has not detected.

Jr.

Tears

Tears meant in two

One for happiness,

Two for sadness

But what is who?

Is tears enough

To show feelings,

To express longings

Isn't it too tough?

Tears is like blood

Freely flows out,

Hidden deep in shout

Drown in unseen flood.

Jr.

Still Lock Up

Escape or not escape?

Is there a chance to scrape?

Is this a real freedom?

Or it is just boredom?

Free or not free?

It feels not yet to flee.

It feels like a cage

Imprison in a rage,

Calling out for help

But became a silent yelp,

No voice could hear

And no one could hold dear.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Runaway

It isn't just about you

Yes I see you smile,

Enjoy each moments you smile

Still I want to live you.

Want to be back into something

Away from you forever,

Never to hold you forever

Exchange you into something.

How I wish I never met you

But you came suddenly,

Makes me glad so suddenly

And it is all because of you.

Now it is hard to decide

If I left you behind,

What else would I left behind

Is it the happiness I decide?

What outcome I'll be facing

If I left you so suddenly,

Just runaway without you so suddenly

Not even thinking of what future I'll be facing.

' ' '

Jr.

Without a Start... Without an End...

As our paths prolong

Chances of meeting take long,

As the time pass by

Our hearts forgets to cry,

As our lives separate

Being together is a desperate.

Times run fast

Ours won't last,

As our distance widen

Chances won't be given,

Far from expected

We already had been defeated.

We just trying to start

But we became apart,

Creates a gap

That has no lap,

A start without an end

An end never intend.

Jr.

Abandoned

Am I abandoned?

Left behind?

Lost of nowhere...

Would I be pardon?

I hope they'll be kind.

Saves me and bring me elsewhere.

Jr.

Pages

Another turn

Chapters to unfold,

Flip return

Pages are told.

New stories

Written in slow,

New glories

Come in low.

Something new

Pages to turn,

Comes few

Slow to burn.

Pages come

Turning into chapter,

New home

Enjoy for better.

Jr.

The Lady

The lady who walks unnoticed

Never knew she already walks into the dark.

A place where fear and horror surrounds

Lurks like a guide deep within.

She just walks endlessly into this empty space

Walk into a path of cold and loneliness.

As she went deep

Veins start to freeze.

Body start to numb

Mind start to blank.

That awakes her from this unseen nightmare

That makes her start to feel.

Wanting to escape from this place

Run back into the light.

But darkness already holds on to her

Fold her tightly without an escape.

Jr.

Blood Burst

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Another crimson sky comes out

Flooding into the dawn of light

Slowly giving grieve unknowingly

Still no one could ever read.

The scent of a fresh blood

Slowly scattering around the clock

Flowing unexpectedly along the sight

Unpredictable to judge for how long.

A thirst suddenly felt around

Searching for another round

Craving for another blood burst

But no one can predict when.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

Mysteries in Beyond

What you hear,

Is not what you really hear.

What you see,

Is not what you really see.

What you do,

Is not what you truly do.

It might be explain,

But would that be enough?

It might be learn,

But would that be enough?

It might be search,

But would that be enough?

There are things that you don't know,

Things that can't be explain.

There is knowledge that you don't know,

Knowledge that can't be learn.

There are places that you don't know,

Places that can't be search.

Whatever you hear,

It won't explain the unexplainable.

Whatever you see,

It won't learn the unknowledgeable.

Whatever you do,

It won't search the unsearchable.

That creates mysteries,

Seal the voices from beyond.

That folds mysteries,

Cover the truth from beyond.

That bursts mysteries,

Blow the mysteries in beyond.

.:.:.:.

Jr.

Where is My Peace?

Thought are everywhere in my head

Pain, suffering, hate, anger but it also had...

Loneliness, tears, aching and tiredness that wants to give up already.

Then suddenly another thoughts comes in

Another emotions raining and I can feel it,

Excitement, happiness, romance and love comes crushing.

Thought it still accompanies with sadness and anger

That added with jealousy and madness...

But it is an emotion that couldn't figure out.

Nothing to be exact

That couldn't find peace of mind,

That made me feel hollow deep within even it is full of emotions.

Makes me feel empty and lost

Everything seems so out of my hands

Slip out everything from my mind but still emotions in burst.

Mind starts to live in chaos

A silent chaos that couldn't give a peace,

It explodes like bomb but into silent one.

The things that I wanted and I like

Slowly losing its path,

Never ever be found in the midst of chaotic emotions.

That shut down my peace

Creates nothing but a chaotic silent,

A place without a peace to find elsewhere!

Jr.

I See My Face

Is this a nightmare or just a dream?

I see myself in the midst of a gleam,

Is this a nightmare or simply a dream?

I see myself standing out of a team.

I thought it is me

But I just thought it a wee,

It isn't the real me

I know it isn't that kind of eerie.

She wears a white dress

Stand in the midst of a mess,

She wears a saddest dress

With a face of sadness.

She's in white light

But never at the right,

She's at the line light

Though covers with darkest bright.

Her eyes filled with sadness

A soul of madness,

Her smiles filled with sadness

With a spirit of loneliness.

Who are you standing there?

Facing me in this elsewhere,

Who are you looking there?

Just looking at me in this nowhere.

What are you trying to say?

With a voice of silent lay,

What really did you just say?

With a voice that couldn't ray.

I don't know why you had my face

Though I never had your grace,

I don't know why I see my face

Cover with despair and sadness like a lace.

? . ? . ?

Jr.

It was You Who Said Farewell

When you stay,

You stay.

When you live,

You live.

Enough to show,

Not enough to stay.

Enough to care,

Not enough to hold.

You came,

You live.

You guard,

You live.

Whenever I'm sad,

You were there.

Whenever I'm despair,

You were there.

Though when I want to talk,

You stay behind.

Though when I want to hold,

You live afar.

When I want to see you,

You never ever came.

When I miss to see you,

You never show up.

It was you I care,

But it was you that stay away.

It was you I fall,

But it was you left me behind.

You tell me you care for me,

But you distance yourself.

You tell me you love me,

But it was you who said farewell.

Jr.

Eternal... Curse

Is the word eternal means a happy ending?

If this eternal love means never ever die?
Then will that be simple in mending?

If the eternal love will never fall into a lie.

An eternal love that falls into a curse

With a cycle of joy and pain,

A curse that falls out of course

With a journey that pass by the rain.

Eternally in love that would never ever change

A love that has fulfill with a curse,

An eternal burden of range

A love had come at worse.

Eternally live in sorrow

With a never ever ending beginning,

Eternally live in shadow

With curse that will never find an ending.

This love that has been forbidden

A love that promises to be eternal,

A love that is hard to be hidden

Love that end in curse as the final.

/// - ///

Jr.

Travels along the Dreams

Not knowing how does it done

Still travels in vast horizon,

Journey into beyond undone

Opens adventure beyond vision.

Going without a path

Seek along the unseen,

A land without a wrath

Peace and harmony only be seen.

Leaves with a mark

Moments cannot be share,

Still wanders along the ark

Journey far beyond without a fare.

Jr.

To Chill

A place so wide

A place of tide,

Wonders around

Walks on the ground,

Luxuries in sight

Can be seen a rain of light.

Endlessly walks in cold

Just wonder to unfold,

Chill in a mall

With plenty of stall,

Search place to feel relax

Until found the right climax.

Jr.

A Deep Storm

A rain without a drop

A wind without an air

A thunder without a sound,

Pour nonstop at top

Blows uncontrollably unfair

Strike strong without a bound.

An unseen pain

A cursing fate

An unexpected scene,

Cause to drain

Fall out of rate

Drop mind to insane.

Lost in the storm

Ruin slow but surely

Drown into deep,

Reach without a form

Without an escape purely

Kill without a weep.

'T_T'

Jr.

Drown Heart

I know I already move on

Almost getting over you,

That is what I thought so.

But with one single word from you

I am lost into you,

My heart beats when you talk.

That puts me into chaos

Just thinking of it is so wrong,

But I couldn't just ignore it at all.

I still love you more that what I know

That hurts me so much deeply,

With your single word alone.

I lost my sane

And found myself expecting for more,

That even my heart expected too much.

That sucks me into a deep ocean

Now I finally realize,

I still expect much more of you.

So much it suffocates me

Lose my breath,

That drowns my heart completely.

Jr.