G O D

G - UIDER

O - BSERVANT

D - EFENDER

He is our GUIDER since we were a child until in our death, He would be still there on us to guide us in all the paths that we choose to go through.

He is our OBSERVANT who always there at our sides, just observing us to what ever we done to our lives and He would always be there to watch us all.

He is our DEFENDER who would always there to defend us all, also ready to protect us all in any moments of our lives.

He is our GOD the guider, observant and our defender who would always be there at our sides as always...

Without Him

My heart reaping out

My soul reaping out

My self reaping out.

I felt so pain inside

I felt so hurt inside

I felt so empty inside.

My smile was too fake

My mind was too ache

My heart was too brake.

In the depths of my soul

In the depths of my fool

In the depths of my fall.

I'm so blind seeing the truth

I'm so mute telling the truth

I'm so numb feeling the truth.

Pain all over my self

Sorrow felt all over my self

Nothing else left to my self.

Harder than I thought

Difficult than I fought

Straggle than I caught.

Still not sinking

Still not believing

Still not accepting.

I'm not be able to see him

I'm not be able to be with him

I'm not be able to dream him.

It was the last time I'm with him

It was the last moment I see him

It was the last memory I'm with him.

I try run through him

I try calling him

I try reaching him.

Still he didn't came near

Still looking at me with fear

Still watching me with cheer.

Fear for living me alone

Fear for letting me gone

Fear for seeing me one.

Though his cheering me with a smile

Though his giving me courage to smile

Though his loving me from afar with a smile.

All he wants for me is to be happy

All he wants for me is to be lucky

All he wants for me is to be lovely.

It would be the last for us to be hold

It would be the last dream to be fold

It would be our last day to be told.

Maybe I'm still in pains

Maybe I'm still in sorrows

Maybe I'm still in emptiness.

Still I have to move on

Still I have to save my self I'm on

Still I knew he wants me to move on.

.....   .....   .....

Love and Lust

L - aborious once you entered.

O - bligate through many words once said.

V - eracious once you've learned it.

E - ternal and endlessly once you have.

... and ...

L - awless being with anyone to have.

U - nsavory as what to describe.

S - ervile being on it.

T - yrant once you fall of it.

My Bessy

Q. U. E. R. R.

Q - uirky person that I may have.

U - nveil through it's true feelings.

E - picure in many things that may see.

R - eliance through the highest to be known.

R - elieve and enjoyable to be with.

M. Y. S. M.

missing you so much...

Unexpected

.....

There are things that you would not expect to happen

There are things that you could not imagine to happen,

There are things that you may say, "It's hard to believe!"

There are things that you can say, "It's need to relieve!"

.....

It's too late to turn back time

It's too pass to come back time,

It's time to respect it's own decision

It's time to accept it's own expression.

.....

A simple smile to impress would do

A simple luck to say could do,

A very simple words that may give peace

A very simple gesture that may show grace.

.....

Though it would be hard to let go

Though it could be hurt to set go,

Though you still have to let it go easily

Though you still have to set it go quickly.

.....

The Five Adventures

On The Roads...

Wide roads can be seen each places

From left to right there may be a way,

Ride into a wheels that turns each places

Forms different kinds of paths to way.

Ups and downs may be cross too

Bridges that puzzle to go through,

Straight and zigzag roads can be seen too

Wedges roads that difficult to go through.

In The Land...

Walking into lands that so rough

Rocky lands ahead in each ways,

Running into paths that so hard and rough

Muddy paths in each ways.

Struggle to choose which to step

Hard to think which to pass,

Tangle in choosing to go and to step

Guard by many blocks that difficult to pass.

In The Sky...

Soaring so high that felt so free

Feeling the breeze into the sky,

Floating in the top that felt lightly free

Touching the cold air into the wide sky.

Being into the top will not stay for long

Falling will be so fast down into ground,

Seeing into it going down will not be long

Dropping down will hurt badly once in the ground.

In The Sea...

Sailing through a wide and huge sea

Raging waves that may drown into deep,

Floating in the surface of the sea

Crushing by the big waves to drop into deep.

Wiping things in it's own surface

Covers by a full load of water,

Erasing things so easily on it's surface

Recovers broken loads into water.

At The Deepest Ocean...

Into deep blue wide ocean

Diving fast through it's deepest,

In to a place of darkest ocean

Dipping down so fast into it's deepest.

Pulling down into the darkness

Reaching into the other world below,

Drowning into the deepest darkness

Going through a place down below.

Chaos World

Passing through time in a thin line

Crossing through the hardest road,

Finding through the times of fine

Walking through the wildest full load.

Chaotic places can be seen anywhere

Struggle was a highly definition to unfold,

Ironic places to spoke to everywhere

Turmoil conveys the land as it told.

Too many paths to cross too

Lots of different ways to choose,

Too many blocks to pass through,

Lots of opposite sides able to chose.

Things that hard to explain

Roads that could not easily see,

Places that difficult to complain

Paths that you may doubt to flee.

Travelling through times and space

Looking for something to place,

Travels through rough and hard to face

Searching for one thing to trace.

Able to memorize each side

Distinguish the real to not,

Able to mind the place so tide

Disorganize to be truth or not.

The Light Flame

Lights came from the flames

Enlighten the darkness,

Filling my nights with lights

Making my heart in flames.

Burning into the candle stick

Colors of yellow and red like a stick,

Making it mix in orange in the candle stick

Light up in the air like a stick.

That is how it in flames me

That is how it burns in me,

Filled my eyes with flaming light

Filled my heart with burning delight.

Dreaming

In her life, she never failed dreaming

Dreaming about many things in life.

Things that was too impossible to be true

True that she wanted to come true.

She's hoping, so much hoping

Hoping that she will always dream on and on.

On having it such as easy as she wanted

Wanted to become true in the reality.

How she wish dreaming are not meant

Meant to be only a dreams as it is.

Dreams that can be absorb

Absorb not just a dreams.

Absorb as a true, as a reality

Reality can accept by mankind.

He and His Words of Wisdom

Baby Jesus

...Lord Jesus Christ...

Being with Him in each days

Being with His home in each mid mornings,

Having with His wisdom each days

Having with His words in each mid mornings,

Giving big hopes through everyone

Giving nice guidance through His lectures,

Everyday in each living of everyone

Everyday in our lives we have lectures,

Learning more and more through

Learning deep and deep more,

Hearing more words than we through

Hearing deep into our hearts for more.

Such a meaningful lessons

Such a strong words to learn,

Things that do considered to be a lessons

Things that do not weaken us to learn,

Opens our hearts and souls

Opens not only doors but windows too,

Entering through our deepest souls

Entering our lives in doors and windows too,

Happiness feel through to us

Happiness makes us so glad,

Telling so free for all of us

Telling so lightly too that make us glad.

His so true that all of us knew

His so kind in heart that so admirable,

Enlighten everyone of us as we knew

Enlighten up our kind hearts that so admirable.

That makes our deep hearts to thank Him

That makes us to praise His words,

And we rejoice His coming that we thank Him

And we gladly seeing Him and hear His words.

He and She

She was running,

He was hunting.

She was hiding,

He was looking.

She was escaping,

He was catching.

She was dodging,

He was speeding.

She was stopping,

He was coming.

She was thinking,

He was imagining.

She was waiting,

He was moving.

She was staying,

He was reaching.

She was hoping,

He was praying.

She was hurting,

He was parting.

She was crying,

He was caring.

She was searching,

He was losing.

She was dreaming,

He was smiling.

She was dropping,

He was going.

She was calling,

He was holding.

Mr. MYSTERIOUS

M - assive things that burdens a person.

Y - earn for revenge and freedom.

S - omber causes by the past.

T - ousle what to act or do.

E - quable in one reaction to face.

R - iddle to solve that wanted to know.

I - nure in everything it's surrounds.

O - minous once to know and be reveal.

U - nruffled as it looks though.

S - olely keeping miseries on it's own.

Mysteries May Unfold (Stories from a Dreams): E. M. P. T. Y.

Mysteries May Unfold (Stories from a Dreams): E. M. P. T. Y.

E. M. P. T. Y.

E for, Endless...

Endless thoughts created in mind,

Endless dreaming that may be kind,

Endless searching that is hard to find.

M for, Memories...

Memories that created from past,

Memories that created not be cast,

Memories that created to be last.

P for, Pledges...

Pledges that made to be out spoken,

Pledges that made to be hard taken,

Pledges that made to be easily broken.

T for, Torments...

Torments a body so badly,

Torments a heart so deeply,

Torments a soul so sorrily.

Y for, Yoke...

Yoke by the memories,

Yoke by the pledges,

Yoke by the torments.

Making the first capital letters as one

Making it a single word in tone,

Making letters as one word to be done

Making it an E. M. P. T. Y. word in throne.

Feelings...

How could I think of others?

While my mind was into one,

While my mind still in hers

While I could not forget or even forgive?

Do I have to erase and forget her?

Do I know how to do it?

Or maybe I was just into her?

Or maybe I just don't allowed it?

Was it really a love or not?

Can I answer it straight into me?

Or maybe I was blind into it?

So blind that I was still hoping for her to come.

Hoping to see her once more

Hoping to finally talk with her,

Hoping to tell her the truth and more

But do my hopes still worth it for her?

Maybe before but not now

Because I knew it was too late,

Too late for me to speak now

Too late to tell her the truth I felt.

I was a coward and weak before

And yes I am still the same,

So, do I really need a second chance?

Or maybe I already pass through with it forever.

Is she still remembers me?

Is she still the same one that I knew?

Or if she may come back would she love me?

Or maybe, I am just dreaming in a hope.

Nothing...

(A dream that I couldn't see anything but only a full darkness ahead of me, can't explain it just...)

Nothing to think off

An emptiness has felt,

No feelings to off

Empty space kept.

No emotions can explain

Through and through though,

Nothing to express how plain

Empty is the end all through.

F R I E N D S

MARICEL

M - esmerize us

A - imless into eyes

R - emoving our simpliest selves

I - nduce the personality into much

C - arefree person that we may be

E - nliven our hearts and soul joyfully because

L - iable to it was this person I indicate.

BERNA

B - uild an

E - xpressive life that

R - adiant through us and

N - urture our hearts deeply to

A - ppend down to the deepest soul.

CATH

C - orps good

A - ffirm excellent knowledge

T - argets right things that

H - aven it's friend when needed.

GRACE

G - ain trust

R - estore something especial

A - ffinity may be increase

C - aptivate our selves into the

E - quitable judgment as a one person.

CORA

C - arefull person

O - asis a human

R - ouse to talk too

A - miable one having with her.

MEANN

M - ature and

E - lope sometimes that

A - ttracts people to know

N - aive as it looks but 

N - ominee as a tough human once.

DAN

D - ashing once

A - ttractive to know

N - eutral person being friend.

BRYAN

B - old once

R - evealer of feelings

Y - oke in any gatherings

A - pplaud with it's unique qualities

N - ice and friendly to be with.

By:

JEN...

J - olly and 

E - erie person that

N - ubby to solve through.

Loss Freedom

A creature wanted to sore high in the sky,

A creature wanted to fly around the bush,

A creature wanted to feel the living things,

A creature just wanted to feel so free into the ground.

But suddenly, the Freedom it felt would be gone...

The world it's own would be gone, not even for It,

The place that it's going through was totally sealed,

The garden was not for It and even it's own freedom,

The creature sealed back to it's own cage,

The creature going to loss the most important and precious thing to It,

The creature would gonna loss it's own wings that made It fly high and be free around.

Sealed and kept in a small cage...

Suffers more but still keep fighting for it's life and freedom...

But It can not brake free nor be live...

The place where It kept, is the place where It may die...

Sealed with a corners...

Sealed with a top...

Sealed without an air...

Sealed with a water...

Sealed to be drown...

Sealed without wings...

Sealed not to fly...

Sealed not to brake free...

Sealed to be seal...

Sealed till it's death...

Sealed till It die...

JESUS CHRIST

J - oy that He always giving to all of us.

E - ngaging His wisdom into our hearts.

S - alute Him because of His pure love and kindness.

U - nites the entire countries as one souls.

S - alvation to our sins and to all our troubles.

C - ore into our hearts that burn us to live.

H - eaven being with Him after the death of life.

R - eaching our souls to be our best guide.

I - mmerse us in the light of His life time.

S - aving us all from our miseries of tide.

T - rusting Him with our souls for our fully divine.

Asking About Love

(This dream was all about asking about the word LOVE but never been answered that is why it's still a big question for me. Here is a simple poem that I wrote about this dream...)

What was the true LOVE means?

How can you prove the true LOVE?

For how long you can say it is?

How would you know if it is was worth?

How deep is the LOVE that was true?

For how long till you feels it?

Would it be forever till death?

To reincarnation for another life?

Would LOVE be equal in all?

Pain or happiness would LOVE could be?

Or the two emotions are equally needed?

All of LOVE can be real?

Or the right question can be ask?

Do you know how to love?

Or do you know what was love is?

What was real or not in true meaning of it?

Or we can ask, what was the real sense of it?

I Am Here...

(This is a story about a dream that God was involve, as if this dream telling me that God is always at your side even if you're in the lightest time of  your life or even in your darkest time of your life. He would always be there to supported and guided you whenever, wherever and who ever you are. So here is the simple poem that I wrote about this dream of me.)

In times of darkness

There is always a light,

In times of despair

There is always a hope,

In times of suffering

There is always an ease,

In times of sadness

There is always a happiness.

That is only proving of one thing

I am here, always here,

Here to protect and guide you

Here to give hope and light

Here to give ease and happiness

Here to be your adviser and defender.

Just call my name and think of Me

I will be always here,

Walking at your side

Never living you alone,

Always been at your back

Watching over you.

I'll always be your guardian,

I'll always be your protector,

And I'll be there for you forever...

I am here, and always be,

Just believe in Me, I am... Your God...

Nagmamahal

Hanggang kailan, hanggang saan?

Dapat pa bang umasa at maghintay?

Bakit pa ba ginagawa?

Bakit hindi na lang tumigil?

Mahirap, masakit sa kalooban

Ngunit patuloy pa rin dumadaloy,

Iwasan man o kalimutan man

Pilit pa ring bumabalik, umaagos.

Umaasang balang araw ay magkikita

Magkakaharap o magkaka-usap man lang,

Malayo mang mangyari at imposible

May pananabik na masilayang muli.

Naghihirap man ang kalooban

Nagdurusa man sa pag-ibig,

Hindi sigurado o walang katiyakan

Mahalaga ay nagmamahal ng tunay...

. . . Emotions . . .

(This dream was full of emotions, I really don't know why or how come that this dream was full of feelings that my cause as a night mare for me but eventually from the last part of my dream there was a light that lighten up everything in the dark... Well, here's the story of my dream...)

She was in her deepest emotion

Trying to stop thinking,

But it was there, facing her

Trying to deceive her.

Felt so hurt, so depress

That can not think so clearly,

And when she looks back

It's still there, laughing at her.

For her, it's an evil, a demon

It's smiling, laughing,

Looking at her with an eye of evil

So dark, full of suffering.

She tried to ignore and thought

Thinking it was an illusion,

Trying her self to fight and pray

It's all in her mind, just an image of her.

Illusion that may able to fade

Image that may able to be good,

Thinking of one thing that so nice,

Thinking that she's with his savior.

She's in the dark but able to lighten up

Let her self thought of the people loves and cares her,

The once who always there at her side

Guiding her, protecting her, loving her.

Silently following her in her paths

Paths that she's been choosing through,

Always there in need, giving light into her dark times

Loving her, showing that she not alone.

Letting her know that the evil never wins

The demon would never conquers her,

Darkness can not sealed her, can not harm her

Because He would always be there for her as a light...

Simple Love Quotes...

(Not a dream... but may able be an inspiration came from a dreams...)

- If you hurt and make suffer someone you love most,

It means that you doesn't know how to love and to live...

- Love is like a song,

With different kinds of melodies on it that can makes you happy or sad,

Be fall in love or be fall out of love,

It is the true most expressive feelings that you will ever have...

- When your in love,

It feels like heaven... so free and so glad with it,

But once you get hurt... it feels like hell...

So painful and so hard to accept...

- Love never been beautiful if there is no one love you by who you really are...

- Love is sweeties than a chocolate,

But it can be bitter than a bitter melon...

- If you never know the true meaning of love,

It means that you've never been learn how to love and to be love,

In the true sense of it...

- Love can not be love if it is not real and all you've wanted and known is just a lust...

- It's better to die without love,

But it is better to live when you learn how to love most...

- When you don't know how to love,

You've better to be afraid of it!

Because living without it is the same as a living dead in this world...

- Love is the difficult thing that you've ever been experience,

But it is the best thing that everyone would be learned to surpass each trials in life...

- Love at first sight is the sweetest memory that you can ever have when you learn to fall in love for the first time in you life,

Because first love never dies...

- Love is full of mysteries that makes all of us to be more exciting about it,

To let our selves to learn from it and to explore it more than you want too...

- Love at the first time my able to bring more excitements in a once life but,

Love at the first time is the same as,

Hurt at the first time in your life,

Painful and may able to brake your heart into pieces,

But it is the most experience that you'll be needed to surpass too and learn from it...

- A true and an endless love may not be able to defined by any words,

Because love is an explainable thing that God's give to us...

The End of the World? Part Two...

(Maybe it's too long since I wrote this but still I finally finish it...)

Year 1960...

Coming back from the past was not easy to think off and not easy to plan off but a group of researchers and inventors created a machine that may able to help them bring back in time. And they just created it perfectly in exact time when the Earth's needed it so badly... When the Earth almost destroy because of some harmful machine created by those who wanted to made easier of everything in the World but to the change of it was the destruction of the Planet Earth and the Human kinds.

The chosen researchers and inventors are only four, two men and two women that eventually needed to find immediately the one who was the first creator of the machine that was now destroying the Earth. They finally launch it and entered the portal going back to the year of 1960. It's hard to believe that they gonna make it but they did it! They all succeeded to reach their destination and when they do without thinking of anything they move fast! They don't want to waste any time so they all find the right location of their target and for the short time they easily found the guy who responsible for everything!

 Knowing that the person that they needed to find and to talk too, is a professor who was getting ready to introduce the machine that he already did. So, before it was happened they all decided to stop him by explaining everything to him. They knew it was hard to explain and believe of everything they going to say at the professor but still they have too, if they want to save everything and everyone on their own planet. They went at him and introduced their selves at him, and it was a surprised for the professor's part because he was talking to a strangers but not only that! They all came from the future! They all thought that it would be hard for them to explained everything at him also it would be hard for him to believe on them but it was not! The professor let them talk and he kept listen until they finished everything they need to say...

Well, the professor finally smile at them and tell a secret and it was the same thing on their mind! The professor already knew what would be the outcome of his newest work if it is been fully develop soon and if someone would continue to fully develop it! Also, he explained why he needed to pursue his plans though he already knew the outcome of it, it was because he needed to present something interesting on the panel or else he would be able to lost everything on him!

Sad to know that the professor finally decided that he would still continue to work it out, as what they thought off first! All their sacrifice would be turned out into dust and no one would be able to survive the true outcome of the Earth! That's what they thought off! Because the professor told them that he just needed more time to change his plans and he needs to execute something else that would not be a harmful in the near future. Also, he said at them that all he need was some help so that it would work nicely and perfectly. Hearing it, they all got started to get another chance by saving the world! So, the four of them help him out and finally created a different thing that may not be able to harm everything and everyone on his invention.

After what happened, they finally finish up what they needed to do and also they already help out the professor on his invention for the exchange of creating a destructive one... Then! He help them to open the portal going back to their own year and it was not hard to open it not just like before they got in there. Before going back to their year the professor thank them for helping him out and realizing the wrong things that may cause a big destruction of the Earth. He also said that, even though the people on Earth forgets what they did they will still be a heroes in the heart of the Planet Earth! 

Finish . . .