Thee... (Poetry from Mi Sueño)

When did it start?

When did it happen?

Thy memories still lingers...

Then why we were apart?

Then why we were uneven?

When thy memories still encounters...

Memories that difficult to erase

Memories that difficult to throw

That became a huge part,

Thou linger into my mind so ease

Thou linger into my heart so slow

That makes my soul apart.

I want to reach thee,

I want to tie thee up,

To make thee really do exist...

Still hard to reach thee,

Still hard to tie thee up,

That pursues to follow thy list...

No wonder how long I follow?

No wonder how far I go?

If I let thee move away so far,

What would I do after flow?

What would happen if I do?

If I let thee wonder alone from afar.

... j. r. ...

Delusion (Poetry from Mi Sueño)

Don't know how it starts?

It just like came too fast,

Difficult to dodge or run...

Don't know how it goes?

It just likes flowing so fast,

Difficult to hold on...

Until almost want to stay

Be there till the end,

And be a part of it...

Until almost living far way

Be still and ignore the end,

And be there that fit...

For how long it goes?

Ready to face the problems,

That knows from the start...

For how far it sees?

Ready to face all trials,

That knows that part...

Real or not would it matter?

When it believes so true,

Almost denying the reality...

Real or not would it better?

When it believes already glue,

Almost making it deify...

... j. r. ...

Palaisipan: Ang Ikalawa...

(_ _ _)

- Nadarama ngunit hindi nahahawakan

  Malalasahan ang alat mula sa dagat ngunit hindi nakakain

  Nakakasalamuha ng lahat ngunit hindi nakikita.

(_ _ _)

- Naisulat ng tinta ngunit laman din ng bibig

  Naglahong parang bula ang mga katibayan ngunit nakatatak sa isipan

  Naisalin sa marami at sa habang panahon

  Ngunit wala nang nabubuhay na saksi sa bawat kabanata.

(_ _ _)

Jr.

(_ _ _)

Palaisipan

(- - - - -)

* Mahalagang bagay na kailanman hindi mawawala sayo...
   Inilalagay sa malaki hanggang sa pinakamaliit na lagayan...
   Mabaho man niyayakap at pinahahalagahan ng sobra-sobra.

(- - - - -)

* Sa umaga'y makikita sa apat na matayog na nakatindig...

   Sa pagsapit ng tanghalian dalawa na lamang ang matayog na nakatindig...

   Ngunit sa pagsapit ng dilim tatlo na lamang ang nakatindig.

(- - - - -)

* Sa libo-libong taon...

   Hindi ito kailanman tumamis...

   Maging gaano man kalawak...

   Haba man ng sakupin...

   Kailanman bughaw nitong kulay...

   Hinding-hindi magbabago.

(- - - - -)

* Tatalbog man sa malayo,

   Hindi mawawala sayo...

   Malayo man o malapit,

   Hindi na kailangang humakbang palapit...

   Gaano man kalawak o kalayo,

   Masisilayan lahat-lahat.

(- - - - -)

Jr.

(- - - - -)

Two Different Worlds

Wanting to cross the bridge

A bridge connecting to other world

Where there is someone waiting at the other side,

Someone standing at the end of the bridge

Wanting to be collide in one world

Where they can stands in each other side.

But no one dares to go through to it

No one steps forward through the bridge

No one moves at their places,

Though their hearts has been through to it

Still their bodies left behind the bridge

Savor their moments even if they live in different places.

Jr.

Back Into Steel...

>===<

Nay old self neither my soul

Treats like nothing but a fool

Condemn harshly without fighting back

Does not have any good luck

Always failing to stand still

That crawl it back into steel...

>===<

Jr.

>===<

Stays Forever...

--->

Searching through times that is gone
Reaching through chances that is passed
Trying to hold on through this last time,
Moments that has been long gone
Memories that has been already passed
Keep it tight through a long time.

In bad times and in good times together
Forever stays in heart until its end
Never been forgotten even times passes by,
In good and bad health will be together
Forever stand by your side till the end
Never live your memories even time pass by.

--->

Jr.

--->

Dreams Will Past...

.

Darkness will scatter the night

The sky blind the light

Eyes start to sleep tight

And soon dreams will sight...

Shows some things in real

Memories from past that seal

Memories from present that deal

Opens a wound already heal...

Dreams or nightmare still fear

That is hardly to bear

Things and places that near

Voices that hardly to hear...

Many places first to see

Place that huge and wee

Able to go without fee

Where people meet like bee...

Different person able to know

Friendship may able to grow

Even love may be glow

That runs fast and free flow...

It is destined or fate

Because love exists to mate

Hardly to trust or to hate

That opens a new gate...

A love will be vast

Although unknown to be last

Not even know how fast

Because soon dreams will past.

.

Jr.

.

Death to Hold

, . , . ,

One by one

Memories by past

Starts to unfold,

One by tone

Struggles for last

Losing to mold,

Piercing through bone

Bleeding behind cast

Death to hold!

, . , . ,

Jr.

, . , . ,

All Because of You!

... ... ...

"I have a pain that never fades no matter what I do,
  No matter how hard I try to heal it,
      It would spin back through me,
        A pain that aches too much,
          A breathless pain that is hard to let it go."

... ... ...

"I hate waiting!
  I hate looking!
   I hate wanting!
    I hate the feeling of being lost!
     But I keep waiting, looking, wanting and feeling being lost!
           Because no matter what I do and think!
                         You were still the one I choose!
                               The one and only I wait!
                                     I look for!
                                      I want for!
                                       And be lost because of you."

... ... ...

"I never want to surrender.
  Because I want to fight till the end,
                Even though there would be no ending so fight.
                        I still keep on fighting.
                         For someone who does not deserve to fight for.
                              For someone who never wants to meet.
                                   For someone never fights for me.
                                        Still I won't surrender."

... ... ...

"Jr."

... ... ...

So Sudden...

. . .

A sudden rush of pain

Comes in at one flow

Crushes deeply and deadly,

Blows everything in vein

Till blood burst out in blow

Kills unexpected and silently.

. . .

Jr.

. . .

Worst Inflame

(T_T)

Feeling so down

That no one knows,

Feeling so alone

That growing and glows,

Until senses be blown.

Right mind lose

That left only miseries,

Right turns gone

That wrecks memories,

Until self are oppose.

Bind by darkness

That difficult to escape,

Bind by worse

That evil gives shape,

Until things covers blindness.

Living to blame

That kills the mind,

Living wrong course

That ends right bind,

Until its worst inflame.

(T_T)

Jr.

(T_T)

Greeting for an Ending to the Beginning

***

2016 To 2017

***

Another year would soon be ended

To welcome a new year of new journeys,

Another number will be added

To open challenges of new journeys.

Another year may ended to open a new

To welcome new openings of opportunities,

Another counting will soon be renew

Continues flowing new opportunities.

The end of twenty-sixteen soon ends

And the twenty-seventeen comes openly,

Where challenges may be even tough trends

But keep moving on forward openly.

***

*Have a Happy New Year to everyone and Welcome Twenty-Seventeen (2017)*

***

Jr.

***

Merry Christmas!

...

Have a joyous life,

Thanking all the blessings receives,

For the birth of the Christ,

A celebration that celebrates every year,

A day where gifts presents,

Where a family gets together,

To celebrate in simple,

Or in Grande,

Let's have a wonderful Christmas,

Merry Christmas to everyone!

...

Jr.

...

A Hard One

There are things we couldn't know

Things that hard to explain,

Couldn't see the real things how

Even to think are harder to complain.

Though help may able to ask

But it's hard to speak it up,

A difficult word to be a task

A task would be hard to wind-up.

Harder than to speak and to show

Still in the midst of knowing,

Having a hard time to see beyond shadow

Until the edged come flowing.

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Note:

A poem comes from Thin Line.

~~~ / ~~~ / ~~~

Jr.

He Knows...

...

In life, we can never tell for how long we may live.

For how long we could be happy or sad and even be mad or hate.

We could never know the journey of our lives would be enough to us to find our destination.

We could never know how many challenges in our lives that's ahead of us.

All we know that the God was the one who knows everything.

He knows what would we be soon He gave us our lives.

For how long our journey we could be going.

For how many challenges that He will be given to us.

God knows everything!

Though, we, His children, has been given us our own mind to think and to make our own decisions to ourselves.

To choose what we want to do to our own lives.

It is because He wants us to live free!

Free to live free to decide, free for everything we want in life.

That is the one He gives to us, an important gift to cherish for a life time!

A freedom to have our own life to live in to the fullest of it...

...

Jr.

Questions

??? - ???

Am I suffering?
Maybe or maybe not...
Am I hiding in pain?
Maybe or maybe yes!

Are my laughs were real?
Maybe or maybe not...
Are my tears were true?
Maybe or maybe yes!

Am I an artist, an actress?
Am I a pretender?
Or maybe I am hiding in a mask?
Maybe or it could be a yes.

Hiding from nowhere...
Suffers inside while facing with a smile...
Too much questions but can answer
But keep it hidden behind far.

Hiding the questions of pains
Suffers alone in the dark,
Keeps smiling to show someone a peace of mind
Even though it doesn't mean I am fine.

??? - ???

Jr.

??? - ???

Love Quotes...

~~~ ~~~

"They say love is blind...
         So the ugly truth hides beyond...
 That may able to hurt if you can't accept...
        But they say when love is true and real...
 A love that is endless for eternity...
   The ugly truth would be accepted..."

~~~ ~~~

"I don't know you from the beginning...
  I just met you once...
 I just see you once...
  But my heart quickly beat on you...
 And my soul goes crazy looking for you...
       And I fall for you deeply unknown..."

~~~ ~~~

"Deepening love doesn't mean give all of you...
                  But give your trust and loyalty to that person...
 Be friends and treat each other equally...
     Accept the person's perfections and imperfections...
 Fight for your love until the end...
         That strengthens the bond of love..."

~~~ ~~~

"Why do love always asking questions?
        As if something is not yet clear...
 Seeking for something to prove more...
              Still not enough that ruins relationship...
 Until things goes bad and wrong...
        So don't ask too many questions...
 Just learn to trust and express how much you love that person...
        And let love goes on smoothly..."

~~~ ~~~

"Jr."

~~~ ~~~

Words from Him

"I'll never give you these challenges if you won't surpass it. Because I know you could surpass it no matter what you thought. No matter what you do, you may able to stand it and win from it. The reason why I gave you this to make show how tough you are facing each trials, that you've already been winning and still winning until now. And I'll always be here waiting, watching and guiding you all through out of each challenge in your life. I am you God."

Jr.

Emotions Driven Far Beyond.

          (Emotions)

          Nothing can compare how much deep these feelings envelop within me.

         Creating something that is only written within my mind and only can be seen within it.

          Some things that could not be define by simply saying by words.

          Feelings that deepen in times and had been toughen the surface of emotions.

          Emotions that are starting building up high enough to reach an imaginable pace.

          Though an emotions that was never really occur neither to come out nor to burst out.

          Hidden within in the deepest self not even my soul could reach within.

          Driven too far beyond the world of nothingness where darkness resides.

          A world that myself only knows where my entire emotions driven far beyond.

          (Beyond)

         Jr.