Storm of Sadness

There is this storm

Strong and powerful,

Wrecks everything out form

Fall of sorrowful.

A surge of a rainfall

Falls into the sky,

Drown at fall

Slowly kills in sly.

Rage in speed

Eats light above,

Continues to bleed

Flood to shove.

Each moment of time

It’s getting tougher,

Every drop is on prime

Harder till rougher.

Drown into madness

Dumb folds in high,

Slowly pulls to sadness

Can’t have a sigh.

A silent scream

Cry for help in deep,

A hope but just a dream

Prison without a seep.

As the storm come rushing

Continues to wreck,

Water comes crushing

Death is on deck.

Jr.

Ruin in Deep

Scream without a voice

Cry without a tear

Hurt without a pain.

Sadness behind the smile

Tears behind the joy

Suffer behind the truth.

Drown into fake

Ignore the sorrow

Die deep within.

Jr.

An Untold

Lay in the cold night

Let an eye to fall,

Through dark comes in light

Shadows dance at the ball.

Walks through a path

Step in through a cold land,

Counts without a math

Just step through a bland.

Slight light comes through

Gateway start to open,

Does not know what is true

Road does not even.

Far beyond to see

Place hard to reach,

Wants to walk in free

To reach beyond teach.

What was from the beyond?

Place where everything moves slow,

Hides something that can't bond

Now it is time to show.

Slowly walks to enter

Mystery starts to unfold,

Comes in for a better

Experience a life of untold.

^^^ ^^^ ^^^

Jr.

Broken Deep

Scream

      Without a voice,

Cry

      Without a tear,

Hurt

      Without a pain,

Bleed

      Without a wound,

Ruin

      Without an end,

Fall

      Without an edge,

Drown

      Without a water,

Lost

      Without a path,

Alive

      Without an emotion,

Now

      It's all numb,

Nothing to feel

      Just simply broken deep.

JR.

Another

Another day has come

Crossing to another path,

Live far from home.

Another distance to conquer

Living into different drift,

Explore new venture to encounter.

Another far from expected

Journey to a new one,

Place that has not detected.

Jr.

Tears

Tears meant in two

One for happiness,

Two for sadness

But what is who?

Is tears enough

To show feelings,

To express longings

Isn't it too tough?

Tears is like blood

Freely flows out,

Hidden deep in shout

Drown in unseen flood.

Jr.

Still Lock Up

Escape or not escape?

Is there a chance to scrape?

Is this a real freedom?

Or it is just boredom?

Free or not free?

It feels not yet to flee.

It feels like a cage

Imprison in a rage,

Calling out for help

But became a silent yelp,

No voice could hear

And no one could hold dear.

--- --- ---

Jr.

Runaway

It isn't just about you

Yes I see you smile,

Enjoy each moments you smile

Still I want to live you.

Want to be back into something

Away from you forever,

Never to hold you forever

Exchange you into something.

How I wish I never met you

But you came suddenly,

Makes me glad so suddenly

And it is all because of you.

Now it is hard to decide

If I left you behind,

What else would I left behind

Is it the happiness I decide?

What outcome I'll be facing

If I left you so suddenly,

Just runaway without you so suddenly

Not even thinking of what future I'll be facing.

' ' '

Jr.

Without a Start... Without an End...

As our paths prolong

Chances of meeting take long,

As the time pass by

Our hearts forgets to cry,

As our lives separate

Being together is a desperate.

Times run fast

Ours won't last,

As our distance widen

Chances won't be given,

Far from expected

We already had been defeated.

We just trying to start

But we became apart,

Creates a gap

That has no lap,

A start without an end

An end never intend.

Jr.

Abandoned

Am I abandoned?

Left behind?

Lost of nowhere...

Would I be pardon?

I hope they'll be kind.

Saves me and bring me elsewhere.

Jr.

Pages

Another turn

Chapters to unfold,

Flip return

Pages are told.

New stories

Written in slow,

New glories

Come in low.

Something new

Pages to turn,

Comes few

Slow to burn.

Pages come

Turning into chapter,

New home

Enjoy for better.

Jr.

The Lady

The lady who walks unnoticed

Never knew she already walks into the dark.

A place where fear and horror surrounds

Lurks like a guide deep within.

She just walks endlessly into this empty space

Walk into a path of cold and loneliness.

As she went deep

Veins start to freeze.

Body start to numb

Mind start to blank.

That awakes her from this unseen nightmare

That makes her start to feel.

Wanting to escape from this place

Run back into the light.

But darkness already holds on to her

Fold her tightly without an escape.

Jr.

Blood Burst

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Another crimson sky comes out

Flooding into the dawn of light

Slowly giving grieve unknowingly

Still no one could ever read.

The scent of a fresh blood

Slowly scattering around the clock

Flowing unexpectedly along the sight

Unpredictable to judge for how long.

A thirst suddenly felt around

Searching for another round

Craving for another blood burst

But no one can predict when.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

Mysteries in Beyond

What you hear,

Is not what you really hear.

What you see,

Is not what you really see.

What you do,

Is not what you truly do.

It might be explain,

But would that be enough?

It might be learn,

But would that be enough?

It might be search,

But would that be enough?

There are things that you don't know,

Things that can't be explain.

There is knowledge that you don't know,

Knowledge that can't be learn.

There are places that you don't know,

Places that can't be search.

Whatever you hear,

It won't explain the unexplainable.

Whatever you see,

It won't learn the unknowledgeable.

Whatever you do,

It won't search the unsearchable.

That creates mysteries,

Seal the voices from beyond.

That folds mysteries,

Cover the truth from beyond.

That bursts mysteries,

Blow the mysteries in beyond.

.:.:.:.

Jr.

Where is My Peace?

Thought are everywhere in my head

Pain, suffering, hate, anger but it also had...

Loneliness, tears, aching and tiredness that wants to give up already.

Then suddenly another thoughts comes in

Another emotions raining and I can feel it,

Excitement, happiness, romance and love comes crushing.

Thought it still accompanies with sadness and anger

That added with jealousy and madness...

But it is an emotion that couldn't figure out.

Nothing to be exact

That couldn't find peace of mind,

That made me feel hollow deep within even it is full of emotions.

Makes me feel empty and lost

Everything seems so out of my hands

Slip out everything from my mind but still emotions in burst.

Mind starts to live in chaos

A silent chaos that couldn't give a peace,

It explodes like bomb but into silent one.

The things that I wanted and I like

Slowly losing its path,

Never ever be found in the midst of chaotic emotions.

That shut down my peace

Creates nothing but a chaotic silent,

A place without a peace to find elsewhere!

Jr.

I See My Face

Is this a nightmare or just a dream?

I see myself in the midst of a gleam,

Is this a nightmare or simply a dream?

I see myself standing out of a team.

I thought it is me

But I just thought it a wee,

It isn't the real me

I know it isn't that kind of eerie.

She wears a white dress

Stand in the midst of a mess,

She wears a saddest dress

With a face of sadness.

She's in white light

But never at the right,

She's at the line light

Though covers with darkest bright.

Her eyes filled with sadness

A soul of madness,

Her smiles filled with sadness

With a spirit of loneliness.

Who are you standing there?

Facing me in this elsewhere,

Who are you looking there?

Just looking at me in this nowhere.

What are you trying to say?

With a voice of silent lay,

What really did you just say?

With a voice that couldn't ray.

I don't know why you had my face

Though I never had your grace,

I don't know why I see my face

Cover with despair and sadness like a lace.

? . ? . ?

Jr.

It was You Who Said Farewell

When you stay,

You stay.

When you live,

You live.

Enough to show,

Not enough to stay.

Enough to care,

Not enough to hold.

You came,

You live.

You guard,

You live.

Whenever I'm sad,

You were there.

Whenever I'm despair,

You were there.

Though when I want to talk,

You stay behind.

Though when I want to hold,

You live afar.

When I want to see you,

You never ever came.

When I miss to see you,

You never show up.

It was you I care,

But it was you that stay away.

It was you I fall,

But it was you left me behind.

You tell me you care for me,

But you distance yourself.

You tell me you love me,

But it was you who said farewell.

Jr.

Eternal... Curse

Is the word eternal means a happy ending?

If this eternal love means never ever die?
Then will that be simple in mending?

If the eternal love will never fall into a lie.

An eternal love that falls into a curse

With a cycle of joy and pain,

A curse that falls out of course

With a journey that pass by the rain.

Eternally in love that would never ever change

A love that has fulfill with a curse,

An eternal burden of range

A love had come at worse.

Eternally live in sorrow

With a never ever ending beginning,

Eternally live in shadow

With curse that will never find an ending.

This love that has been forbidden

A love that promises to be eternal,

A love that is hard to be hidden

Love that end in curse as the final.

/// - ///

Jr.

Travels along the Dreams

Not knowing how does it done

Still travels in vast horizon,

Journey into beyond undone

Opens adventure beyond vision.

Going without a path

Seek along the unseen,

A land without a wrath

Peace and harmony only be seen.

Leaves with a mark

Moments cannot be share,

Still wanders along the ark

Journey far beyond without a fare.

Jr.

To Chill

A place so wide

A place of tide,

Wonders around

Walks on the ground,

Luxuries in sight

Can be seen a rain of light.

Endlessly walks in cold

Just wonder to unfold,

Chill in a mall

With plenty of stall,

Search place to feel relax

Until found the right climax.

Jr.

A Deep Storm

A rain without a drop

A wind without an air

A thunder without a sound,

Pour nonstop at top

Blows uncontrollably unfair

Strike strong without a bound.

An unseen pain

A cursing fate

An unexpected scene,

Cause to drain

Fall out of rate

Drop mind to insane.

Lost in the storm

Ruin slow but surely

Drown into deep,

Reach without a form

Without an escape purely

Kill without a weep.

'T_T'

Jr.

Drown Heart

I know I already move on

Almost getting over you,

That is what I thought so.

But with one single word from you

I am lost into you,

My heart beats when you talk.

That puts me into chaos

Just thinking of it is so wrong,

But I couldn't just ignore it at all.

I still love you more that what I know

That hurts me so much deeply,

With your single word alone.

I lost my sane

And found myself expecting for more,

That even my heart expected too much.

That sucks me into a deep ocean

Now I finally realize,

I still expect much more of you.

So much it suffocates me

Lose my breath,

That drowns my heart completely.

Jr.

Notice Me

She: I saw him coming,

Hoping he looks at me,

But never came true.

He: I saw her sitting,

But I try not to look at her,

Even though I notice her.

She: I stare at him,

Longer enough to feel sad,

Longing for his attention.

He: I want to look back,

Because I know she’s looking,

But I keep it to myself tightly.

She: I sigh heavily,

I couldn’t just let him not to notice me,

I am too eager to meet him in his eyes.

He: I refrain myself,

But she’s too noticeable not only to mine,

She had that charm that she doesn’t know.

She: I quit waiting and stand,

Living my chair empty,

Walk out in the front to let him see me.

He: I was surprised seeing her stand,

Walks with a charm that magnetize,

That everyone eyes stares at her.

She: I know he finally notice me,

I am happy enough as I conquer the front sit,

Not even knowing what I have done.

He: I stand and go straight at her,

Trying to glare at those eyes staring,

Warning them as my jealousy kicks in.

She: I was surprised when he came,

Imprisoned me at my chair with his firm arms,

And almost our face touches.

He: I prisoned her between my arms,

Not letting her out of her chair,

And close my face into her in inch away.

She: I know I am blushing,

My face burns hot as our breath touches,

But I love this closeness that we had.

He: I intently look into her eyes,

Down to her cherry lips,

I want to kiss her right there and then.

She: I want him to close our gap,

Let our lips get close,

But I knew we cannot.

He: I smile as her face turns red,

It blushes more as I give her a smile,

For that I wanted to give her a kiss.

She: I love you,

I speak gently,

That he smiles once again.

He: I heard her,

But instead I told her not to stand,

Because I am jealous.

She: My heart pound so fast,

As he said that his jealous,

But I ask him why?

He: Because of your charm, I answered,

A charm you didn’t know,

That attracts the eyes of those guys around.

She: I try to look around,

And finally I notice it,

Yet, I said it is only you I wanted to notice me.

He: I blush and couldn’t hide it,

And told, I already notice you from the start,

But I refrain myself.

She: What? Why? I asked,

Because ignoring me I feel so lonely,

I tell him honestly.

He: I’m sorry, I honestly said to her,

Because if I notice you right away,

I’ll imprison you as what I’m doing right now.

She: My heart fall into him more,

I couldn’t say a word,

It was only our hearts speaks.

He: I love you,

More than you ever know,

And I’m sorry if I ignore you earlier.

She: His words our enough,

My heart finally settled,

And I give him a wholeheartedly smile.

He: I wanted to kiss her,

But then I let our forehead touch,

And laughs with her happily.

=

Jr.

A Doppelganger

In an unexpected moment

A deep dark shadow,

Show at that moment

Linger in a shallow,

Live in for a moment.

With a same feature

Stand at the inside,

A height in same feature

Stare without subside,

A creature same feature.

Fear start to lose

Start to shake the world,

Darkness begins to lose

Cold begin to get bold,

Sorrow and pain in lose.

A copycat creature

Without a gender,

A dark creature

Without a tender

Fill with sorrow and pain creature.

It didn't move

It stays waiting,

Stare without a move

Silently looking,

Just wait to make a move.

A doppelganger with darkness

Emotionless creature that copies,

Bring a nightmare of darkness

Eat fears to strengthen their plies,

Swallow you deep into the darkness.

(.    .    .)

Jr.

Hindi Magiging Tayo

#Hope #Love #Hurt

Ayoko ang umasa

Ngunit nagbibigay ka ng pag-asa,

Ayoko ang maghintay

Ngunit naririyan ka lang nagbabantay.

Ilang ulit ko mang itanggi

Naririyan ka lang palagi,

Ilang ulit ka mang iwasan

Hindi mo ako nilalayasan.

Tuloy patuloy pa rin akong umaasa

Dahil sa pagbibigay mo ng pag-asa,

Kahit hopya na ako sayo

Dahil alam kong hindi magiging tayo.

#Jr.

A Silent Death

There's a silent death

With thirst of blood,

An unseen depth

Lurk the darkest flood.

A woman with vision

Silently seeing the future,

An unseen invasion

Surround with darkest creature.

Slowly it begins

Cover the land in dark,

An unseen origin

With death in mark.

She start to fall

Voices begins to scream,

She wants to call

But dark covers the gleam.

No one can escape

No help can come,

No matter how hard you scrape

There's no way home.

---> Jr.

"To Be With Her"

“Deep within him…

 He still looks all over for her.

 Wants to be collide,

 Still wants to be together.

 Reaching into the world of unknown…

 Just to be with her and only be with her.

 He keeps on moving.

 From the distance that hard to be seen,

 From the direction he only knows he would see her.

 Where paths is full of challenges to pass through…

 That gives hardship for him to move forward.

 Too many obstacles that struggle to go on.

 But still it won’t stop him for moving forward,

 Just go on onto the path where he might see her.

 Just for once,

 Even far to reach,

 He wants to see her no matter what.

 Wherever and whenever it is,

 He would do everything just to close their distance,

 Be with her till forever and ever.

 Be at her side even if there are only meters away from her.

 Be with her side,

 Be with her in heart,

 Be with her in soul.

 Always be part of her life.

 No matter how hard it could be.

 He would stay moving to be with her.”

“Jr.”

Moon Shadow

Through the shadow of light

There's a hollow around,

Through the shallow of sight

There's a hidden bound,

Through the shadow of bright

There's a huge round.

A path created by shadow

Lighten by the moon light,

A path hidden in hollow

Surfaces in the bright sight,

A path that clearly low

Lead into the darkest night.

A shadow looks like a tree

Hides the right of fire,

A shadow floats in free

Protects the round of mire,

A shadow never flee

Place without tire.

A ring that can burn

Lights up beautifully,

A ring like a bourn

Flows so fully,

A ring that would not turn

Continue to burn like a bully.

Walks along the shadow

Never to step out of way,

Floats at the surface of flow

Never once to step in the day,

Always walk at the row

Never goes into at the ray.

~~~ ~~~ ~~~

Jr.

My Savior in Time

You came without notice

You save me without a doubt,

You help out not just twice

You just came at the right time.

We were stranger

But you save me,

Keeps me away in danger

Always be there in time of need.

You were a guy that has no name

A guy that I never met before,

But always present without fame

You save me without exchange.

We were stranger I know

You have no name at all,

But it was you who show

Become my savior in time.

-=-=-=-

Jr.

Three Love Quotes

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"Someone who truly loves you,

Sees what a mess you can be,

How moody you can get,

And how hard you can be to handle,

But still wants you."

... === ... === ....

"One of the reasons why we crave love and seek it so desperately,

Is that love is the only cure for loneliness, shame and sorrow."

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"Never waste the opportunity to say:

~"I love you."~

To someone you really love because it's not everybody you meet a person who has the magic to let you fall in love."

... === ... === ...

<3 Jr. <3

H.O.P.E.

An Honest opinion.

An Open-mind vision.

With a Placid decision.

And an Even plan.

That gives H.O.P.E. for those who lost faith and trust to humankind.

.

Jr.