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They were friends since
they were a child.
As their parents too
were friends since then.
They live in the same
place.
They study in the same
school.
That made their bond
getting stronger and tougher.
As time, days, months
and years go by.
Their friendship passes
through many problems.
That they both
successfully solve.
And their bond became
more and more strong and tougher.
Like no one can able to
break the bond that they have for each other.
But just like a normal
ones.
There are things that
can be change.
Like feelings that may
ruin a friendship.
But he couldn’t deny
the truth nor ignores it or forget it.
And that’s what he
really truly feels.
A friendship that turns
into love!
A love not just a friend!
A love that goes
further deeply into his heart and soul!
A love as a man for a
woman!
And that’s what he
feels for her!
He knew from the very
beginning if he reveals what he truly feels.
It would just ruin
their friendship.
And it would be hard
for them to bring back what they already have.
Still he manages to
tell what he truly feels.
Even though he may
faces the consequences after that.
She as what she
thought.
Their friendship would
never end.
That no one can break
the bond that they’ve created for so long.
For just one sentence
that he told her.
Everything changes!
He confesses his love
to her.
A love that she thought
a pure friendship and nothing else!
Changes into a love of
a real man!
Though she something
from her heart still she’s surprised!
And she couldn’t think
so clearly!
She knew to herself
that she loves him.
Too much love that she
didn’t want him to live her alone.
Too much scared if he
found someone he would love.
But knowing the truth
that she is the one that he loves the most!
Makes her more scared
than what she thought off!
She told the truth to
him.
That he fully
understand.
That he fully respect
and accepted.
Though he told her that
he was ready to wait!
Wait till she realizes
what she truly feels towards him!
Why he said it?
Because he knew her so
much!
That every inch that
she do for him!
That every inch that
she says to him!
He knew that there is
something on her that she doesn’t know yet!
Or maybe she was just
afraid to feel it.
Or maybe she was just
afraid to know the truth.
Or maybe she was just
afraid to lose him.
And she didn’t want to
gamble their friendship.
But he already gambles
it!
That he knew from the
very beginning he might lose.
That he might not have
her love.
Or worst!
Even their friendship
might be lost.
Till forever!
She!
Decided to think of it!
Weigh things!
The right and the
wrong!
Still her mind couldn’t
think!
Until time passes by!
Days and month passes!
And the fear that she
felt when he tells the truth!
Turns into fear of
losing him!
That turns out to open
not only her mind but also her heart!
The truth reveals on
her!
Finally!
She knew!
She loves him not just
a friend!
But she also loves him
as a man!
Finally!
She realizes what she
truly feels for him!
Why did she fear losing
him!
Why did she fear when
he found someone to love!
It is because she
already love him as much as a friend!
She loves him as a man!
She loves him as he is!
She loves everything to
him!
And she couldn’t let
him wait for any longer!
She has to tell it!
She went outside.
Going straight at the
next house where he lives.
Ignores everything on
her way!
Till she reaches the
one and only place that they’ve love to stay before.
And from there she just
stood for a long time.
Sudden rush of fear!
Shock!
Sadness!
Madness!
And regrets!
All in one hit!
A very strong and tough
hit!
That shocks her world!
That ruins everything
on her dreams!
Till nothing was left
but darkness!
Words that she wanted
to speaks!
Feeling that she wanted
to shows!
Truth that she wants to
be heard!
A confession that not
worth it!
A confession that
couldn’t confess anymore!
A depths of despair
raging through her senses!
A depth that lose
everything onto her!
Until she realize one
thing that she have left to say!
“I love you so much
that it hurts!”
“Because… I’m sorry! I
was too late to say those words!”
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Jr.
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