Paths

= = = = =

In life you would experience too many paths

Facing you through your front

Where choices opens so widely

Where ideas scattered everywhere

Choices that would be harder to achieve

Ideas that would be harder to do

So being on the midst of choices and ideas

Being tough is need to continue moving

Because facing each of the different paths

Opens a lot of goal that wanting to be reach

Wanting to fulfill and passes

Even if you struggle at first

Struggle so hard and badly

In rough and in suffer

Still you will soon find the right path for you

A path you deserve from the very beginning.

= = = = =

Jr.

 = = = = =

Would Not be Together Forever

...

The distance that we have

Is far from what we see

Further than what we think

Harder than what we seek...

The location is harder to save

Far beyond what we flee

Longer enough to sink

That makes it too weak.

The harder it goes through

The harder to struggle

The more it makes tougher

That losing strength on the way...

The harder to fight that cough

The more it entangle

That makes it rougher

Harder to escape and to fly.

That makes us part

Far from each other

Not able to hold or touch

Not able to be together...

That makes our heart apart

Even though we hold each other

Even though we reach

We would not be together forever.

...

Jr.

...

Never Ending Wanting

...

     Waiting for someone so near,

            Is the hardest thing to do...

     Looking for that person so badly,

             Is a challenge that needs to pass...

     Finding a way to be together,

            Is the most impossible to be true...

     Hoping that you come to my world,

           Is something that is only a wishful thinking...

     Living with your memories,

         Is the toughest thing to do...

    Breathing without you on my side,

              Is like forcing myself to live...

     Dreaming of you all through,

               Is the only thing I could see you...

     Being on a different paths,

          Is something I want to change...

     Feeling my own heart beat,

            Is only beating for you...

     Thinking a way to be with you,

             Is the only chance I could live...

     Making a way to cross our ways,

           Is the only way to be with you...

     A never ending journey to be with you,

        Is only the beginning of my wanting.

...

     ... Jr.

...

I Wait Until You Come

"I'm lonely and alone here for so long...
       And all I have to do is wish and wait,
 For someone who will save me from this place.
        But still no one comes and no one tries to search...
 Not even tried to invade this place.
        But I never lose hope!
 That one day...
          You would come and saves me.
 And you will take me out of here.
         From this empty place,
 A place I've been prison.
     So in the end...
 I decided to wait with full of hope into my heart.
    No matter how long would it be,
 I will wait patiently and I will not surrender!
    Forever I will wait until you come!
 I will fight until the end!
    Until I see you save me."

"Jr."

Me (God)

-

Seek me... in heart and soul.

Learn me... in inside deep.

Explore me... in heart and mind.

Don't make me mine...

Instead make me yours...

Don't just be with me...

Instead just stay with me...

Don't speak with your mouth...

Instead speak with your heart...

-

Jr.

-

Deadly Sins

...

An eye that can see but can never ever see...

An ear that can hear but can never ever hear...

A hand that can hold but can never ever hold...

A foot that can walk but can never ever walk...

A mouth that can speak but can never ever speak...

...

Honesty that could show but never been shown.

Words that could speak but never been spoken.

Emotions that could feel but never have been felt.

Trust that could give but never been given.

Truth that could reveal but never been revealed.

...

With an eye that can show honesty,

With an ear that could speak what it hear,

With a hand that can hold to feel,

With a foot that could give trust to step up,

With a mouth that can reveals truth,

Becomes nothing more than a display that shows that world where lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy and pride lives on.

... ...

Jr.

... ... ...

The One...

Someone to talk

Someone to walk,

Someone who protects

Someone who corrects,

Someone that stay

Someone that sway,

The one and only be with forever.

Someone to love

Someone to live,

Someone who cares

Someone who adores,

Someone that can understand

Someone that can withstand,

The one and only accepts who you are.

Jr.

Humans

-Thy Soul-

"A white and clear silk lightly falls on the ground like a white single feather floating down to nowhere. Swaying without a clear direction until it reaches and touches the bottom. Where it would settle still until dust and dirt covers it that pollutes its pureness and ruins the beauty it has."

-After Death-

"The east and west horizontally tied up tightly while the north and the south pointing straight at the ground. Soon lays at the sharp edge waiting down below ready to shower the space at the bottom. And soon the sharp edge rises up above showing a white shinning light all over that will cover the ground of crimson light where the hollow awakes within. Which opens a new portal of journey that is waits for so long."

-Unseen Faith-

"The wind starts to whistle sharply that struggle the flow of sound uncontrollably. It's like a tiny little piece of needles that is hard to see that breaks the thin line into ashes. Mix in the air like a dust that pains the white walls and the black round front that makes things into zero visibility."

-Jr.-

For How Long?

...? ...? ...?

For how long would they wait?

To meet and cross their paths,

To finally ended up their sufferings,

To finally finish up what they started,

To start a new that lightens up their future.

...? ...? ...?

...?

For how long their roads would go forward?

Forward to meet and see each other often,

Forward to finally go together in one road,

Forward from present to future together,

Forward a road of their beginnings.

...?

???

Jr.

???

L. O. S. T.

... ... ...

Life is not just expectation or hope

It is also provides to move and to cope,

To observe more that could add knowledge

To learn and to achieve more than its edge,

A life not holding just to expect or to hope for

But a life that shows an open door.

- Life

... ... ...

Observe to learn would not be enough

It is also needs to join and to work tough,

To experience it and to live alive

To get used to it and be on a jive,

To observe is not just to learn to see

But to learn to go on with it in flee.

- Observe

... ... ...

Spirit is not just a soul of a human

It is also a will to fight like a man,

To live longer enough with contentment

To reach the goals and dreams with fulfillment,

A spirit not just a part of a human soul

But a spirit of fierce without foul.

- Spirit

... ... ...

Trade is not just a simple exchange of goods

It is also trading knowledge with good foods,

To feed enough knowledge of each lands

To enrich a mind with a strong bands,

To trade not just a simple exchange

But it is a greater chance to change.

- Trade

... ... ...

Jr.

... ... ...

Quotes: Love Feelings

...

"Fall for me and I'll make sure you won't regret falling in love with me."

...

...

"If that guy promises you  the stars and the moon... then I won't make any promises! I would just hand it all to you without any words or promises!"

...

...

"My heart beats only belong to you and if I lose you... my heart would suddenly stop beating."

...

...

"You. Me. Love. Then... You and me in love forever!"

...

...

"Puppy love. First love. It doesn't mean that automatically it is an endless love. Because the most important thing is when I found the right one that I knew it would be my endless love even just for a sight and meeting at first."

...

...

"Slippers and shoes are like a love. You won't be able to wear one if the other half missing its other half. And for that, you are my other half."

...

Jr.

...

You...

You're like a wave

Coming so calmly,

Waving at the shore

Smoothly and lightly,

Soon it becomes storm

That could tear so purely.

You're like a wind

Passing around the earth,

Circling and folding all over

Giving fresh air in birth,

Though it may change

Cause a harmful air in forth.

You're like a fire

Ignites brightly at the dark,

Lighten up a heart

Burning on its mark,

That could lift up danger

Cause to start a negative spark.

You're like an ice

Cold as a crystal block,

Hard to break apart

Frozen for a longer clock,

Ends nothing but cold heart

Hurt one soul in the dock.

... ... ...

A Journey

A journey to a world where there is no man could see.

A journey that is never been a walking distance.

A journey that is never been step by a mortal.

A journey that is hard to find in reality.

Long before things begin this journey is never been seen.

Long before things start to move it is never been occur.

Long before things meet its path it is never been known.

Long before things got in into mind it is never expected.

A journey never intended to be a real journey.

A journey never expected to go through far.

A journey that has no paths to chose.

A journey without a beginning and never had an ending.

...

Jr.

,,,

Beyond No Bound!

What lies beyond the unseen?

To whom thou going to ask?

Thus things might be seen?

That reveals the real behind its mask.

How far that beyond to see?

Will it be unravel the truth?

Opens each path to freely flee?

That binds the unseen youth.

Where thy beyond meets its end?

In which revelation may foretell,

Speaking the words that intend

That clears the words of misspell.

Thy unseen would never be reveal?

Where unexpected circling around,

Hiding things beyond to be seal

Forever live not to be bound.

.

J.r.

.

Shattered Paths

_ _ _ _ _

Sometimes you think it is the right path

The path that you have been dreaming to walk

A path where your dreams do come true

But as soon as you crosses that path

It started to shattered into tiny little pieces

That opens a lot of paths to cross

Too many paths that hard to choose

Paths that you never know what is right

Until the paths that you thought right

Easily gone at your sight

That no matter how hard you choose

There were too many right paths to be chosen

That would also be a wrong path

Suddenly you would not to choose

You would just go on the flow

Until you would mark each path you cross to

Until you find the path you have been dreaming of.

_ _ _ _ _

. Jr .

_ _ _ _ _

Believing...

. . . . .

Believing in what you see.

Believing in what you know.

Believing in what you have.

Believing in what you learn.

Believing in what you experience.

Believing in what you think.

Believing in what you feel.

Believing in what you do.

Believing in what you can.

Believing in what you are.

Believing in what you treasure.

Believing in what you dream.

Believing in what you achieve.

Believing in what you picture.

Believing in what you taste.

Believing in what you smell.

Believing in what you reach.

Believing in what you care.

Believing in what you love.

Believing in what you wish.

Believing in what you desire.

Believing in what you believe.

Is the meaning of your existent in this world!

Is the meaning of you to fight!

Is the meaning of you to continue!

Is the meaning of you to move on!

Is the meaning of yourself that you can do anything!

Is the meaning of you to walk forward!

Is the meaning of you to keep believing and have a strong faith!

And is the meaning of you to keep positive all through!

. . . . .

"J" . . . "r" . . .

. . . . .

Shattered

Bursting so loud,
            But no one could hear.

Exploding so badly,
              But no one could watch.

Struggles so hard,
              But no one could know.

Hurting so deeply,
          But no one could notice.

... ... ...
          ... ... ...

Aching till shouting,
          But no one hears!

Losing till erase,
         But no one watches!

Breaking till dust,
             But no one knows!

Burning till ashes,
           But no one notices!

... ... ...
          ... ... ...

J.
  R.

... ... ...
          ... ... ...

Learning!

... ... ...

I learn to love...

At the same time I learn to get hurt.

I learn to trust...

At the same time I learn to betray.

I learn to believe...

At the same time I learn to doubt.

I learn to dream...

At the same time I learn to awake.

... ... ...

Yet I learned to get hurt,

I also learn to heal.

Yet I learned to be betray,

I also learn to forgive.

Yet I learned to doubt,

I also learn to appreciate.

Yet I learned to be awake,

I also learn to move.

... ... ...

To heal,

Is to love once again!

To forgive,

Is to trust once again!

To appreciate,

Is to believe once again!

To move,

Is to dream on once again!

... ... ...

J. R.

... ... ...

Thy Soul

...

There is a hollow living in inside deep

Where emptiness starts to invade in whole

Emptiness to nothing that raptures a soul

Running thyself and thy mind into nothing

Until losing in a pitch dark of a deepest sorrow

Living thy soul without a mark to go back

Let thy soul suffer in vein and be worst as doom

That breaks thy soul into pieces like a dust

Causing thy soul live into eternal burden

Where thy soul lost and lives behind into darkness of emptiness.

... ...

J.R.

... ... ...

Doom!

Losing thyself

In into too much burden,

Dipping thyself in depths of sorrow

Losing thyself in each pain

Letting thyself die into the depths of despair,

Darken thy soul in into darkest chaos

Slowly losing thy breath

Until it is too much lost of air to breathe!

Driven thyself into craziness

That aches into too much to handle,

Letting thyself suffer much harder

Processing thyself in a darkest hours

Falling much deeper into the depths of destruction!

Moving too fast to fall

Trying to break out but could not stop!

Until feeling numb

Until thyself lost in right tracks,

Driven into nothing of nothingness

Losing thy soul till forever!

...

Jr.

...

The Unseen

First...

A huge spinning wheel from above comes crushing down the field that ruins the entire surroundings of the whole place.

Second...

A huge wave of dusty ashes would cover the entire surface that erases the face.

Third...

A huge weight of heavy fluids would flow on the ground that drowns the things alive.

Last...

A huge vessels would flow that would color in crimson all over the ground that sprinkles the whole land.

...

Jr.

...

So Hard

For time to time

Each passing days

Passing moments,

For each memories

Things getting far

Getting tougher,

Harder to harder

Then things get impossible!

Nothing to dig

Nothing to hold

Nothing to spend...

. . .

Jr.

. . .

T O R M E N T

( ... )

T - ears that drown by sadness

( ... )

O - blivion in total darkness

( ... )

R - obust feelings of agony

( ... )

M - orose by burden

( ... )

E - ntangle by madness

( ... )

N - umb by the whip of grief

( ... )

T - orture in deep silence.

( ... )

JR

... ... ...

Injustice

I N J U S T I C E

... ... ...

Gold

Rich and well known,

Bold

Fearless that owns a crown,

Fold

Hide truth in knockdown.

... ... ...

Dark

Nothing but a dim site,

Lark

Beautiful voice but never unite,

Mark

Not being able to go and ignite.

... ... ...

Mirrors

Reflections of dishonesty,

Scissors

Slayers of the true reality,

Doors

That closes a dark side of vicinity.

... ... ...

White

Nothing but the surface to see,

Appetite

Intake what is good that glee,

Rite

Act only for things that flee.

... ... ...

Dust

The hidden truth of mankind,

Rust

Rotten world that covers in blind,

Trust

A broken piece shattered to bind.

... ... ...

Jr.

... ... ...

An Action of Thanking.

...

Thanking is not enough to express how much it feels.

It is just a word to say.

A word to express a little of gratitude...

A word to express a little of happiness...

So it is really not enough to express how deep it feels.

How thankful for each moments.

How so thankful for each memories!

How much thankful for each time it have!

So, to make it deeper as a word of "thank you"!

Showing with gratitude and to work it out,

With not just thoughts but with also actions!

That full of care, love and wholeheartedly thanking deep within itself!

Thank you with a heartfelt smile!

With an action that never intends to just forcibly done but because it is your heart told you so.

...

Jr.

...

A Glimpse of Unseen!

At the dusk, momentarily you'll be stepping out of a shadow.

A shadow that full of riddles that hidden beyond.

Riddles that hard to study, to function or to solve!

Where a glimpse of time to comes drifting smoothly and detailed.

Uncovering a scene that could only be seen when it hits the moment.

A moment that could not be unseen beforehand!

But still closing even though it is far beyond knowledge.

A knowledge that became a gift!

A gift that became a future that has not been done!

A future where time comes in to flow and be done!

Nothing could be change even time comes up ahead.

And in the end it would only be, a riddle of an unseen moment of time!

...

jr.

...

A Love Quest

... ... ...

"Smiles so often... Laughs so often... But never expected to soften and reach the deepest side of yours that gives light through your smiles and laughter."

      - Unexpected Joy

"Simply starts in unexpected moments. Will walk slowly in a path never intended, simply starts in a sweet and delicate time till things go smoothly longer."

      - Journey of Love

"Wandering into deep and far land, further enough not to see a light then you came and pull me up. Enlighten the world that was gone too far beyond nothing that now lightens up so brightly and nicely."

      - My Knight

"Sweet talks... Sweet moments... Memorable things that you have shared and unexpected to experience, that simply brought my world full of surprises!"

      - You and Me

"Slow motion to fast motion... beats rapidly to steady beats...! Meeting... Knowing... Closer... Beating in one... Mysteriously learns how to trust, to smile, to laugh, to be lonely, to feel pain, to suffer and to a never ending cycle of relationship but ends to be together forever and ever!"

      - A Cycle of Love

... ... ...

      - Jr.

A Safe Region

In second sight will be blind

Wandering around a circle,

In shallow moment thy self will glide

Landing at the ground of cycle,

In flinch of time nirvana will find

Fold with lots of miraculous oracle.

Thy self will emerge at the ground

Stepping in into softly verdant land,

Thy self will slowly stride in round

Witnessing the wonder in hand,

Thy self will search far beyond

Face a realm of beauty of a dreamland.

A region where purity live

Cleans thy soul of sin,

A region where kindness dive

Clearing thy soul to adjoin,

A region where unites in jive

Clash thy pure souls in sole vein.

...

Jr.

...

Pandora's World

^_^

There are too many words to say

But it is too hard to relay,

Like a song without a rhyme.

* * *

There are lots of things happening

Unexpected but keeps bringing,

Like a typhoon that comes and go.

- - -

As life continues to journey

Obstacles getting tougher and harshly,

Like a wave that is getting stronger.

" _ "

As time comes flowing fast in silence

Chances going too fast in long distance,

Like a wind that passes without trace.

< - >

In this world that full of adventure

Time is not enough to venture more,

Like a glass hour running out of sand.

> . <

In this world of living that so known

Still lots of things left unknown,

Like a Pandora's Box that puzzles it all.

(...)

Jr.

... ... ... 

Contagious

... ... - - - ... ...

No wonder I was stock into same place

Same things that was already pass through,

Stays at one thought that hard to replace

That makes things be tough and rough.

It is like an illness that is never ending

Slowly but surely crawling deeply,

Like a plague that moves too fast spreading

That ruins the soul too rapidly.

Living nothing but aching pain

Causing oneself slowly dying,

Although it never felt in vein

It is still causing rapid panting.

An aching breathless memories lingers

A never ending loss of hope,

A contagious cycle of pain that flingers

That fades away light to grope.

... ... - - - ... ... ...

Jr.

The Most Important Thing

"Shut your eyes... to stop seeing things around."

         "Shut your ears... to stop hearing things around."

                  "Shut your senses... to stop feeling things around."

"Then let your heart open to see, to hear and to sense that things that you ignoring for so long without a heart on it."

<3 <3 <3 

Jr.

<3 <3

Blank Empty Doom

___ ___ ___

Blank but heavy...

Empty but full...

Nothing but still heavy...

Doom but still full...

Blank mind but thousand to think...

Empty thoughts but millions of words...

Nothing to create but billions to think...

Doom of sentence but trillions of words...

A blank empty mind,

Nothing but doom covering it all!

A heavy but full mind,

Still darken of nothing at all!

Cannot create of anything,

Nothing but a blank empty doom!

___ ___ ___

Jr.

___ ___ ___

Easy... Not Easy...

(...?)

It is easy to start something,
A beginning that would eventually goes on.

...

Something that enjoys in the first part,
To second to third to fourth part and so on.

...

Continues to evolve and build up,
Each part opens up new things that live on.

...

Until that beginning comes to end,
A part that easy to see but cannot fit on.

...

It is not easy to end things up,
An ending that could not ends on.

(...!)

...

Jr.

...

Noted.

As we first met,

... We really never know each other.

As we first talk,

... We really never intended to chat.

As we first smile,

... We really never meant it too.

As we became closer,

... We really not know it is the beginning.

As we go onward,

... We finally let our feelings goes on.

As our feelings grow,

... We finally learn to trust each other.

As we go forward,

... Our hearts grow fonder.

And as we make memories together,

... We noted each and every moment we were together as always.

...

... Jr.

Blank To Black

- ... ... ... -

What else do I need to think...?

If my mind already blanking...

Nothing to think or to blink!

What else do I need to feel...?

If my body already numbing...

So numb that hard to kneel!

Physically there is nothing wrong,

An outside of a healthy body...

Although wrecking from within so long!

Already lacking to fill within,

Already lasting to emptiness...

Nothing but emptiness from within!

An empty inside no one knows,

Darkness within no one sees...

A self that blank to black that no one knows!

- ... ... ... - 

Jr.

- ... ... ... -

The Destruction

The Destruction

Once the sky becomes dark

Once the sun becomes red

Once the moon becomes huge,,,

Then the weather will be doom

Then the world will be ruin

Then the earth will be destroy!!!

And everything around going to ruin

And everything surround going to ashes

And everything revolves going to nothing....

... Jr. ...

Far Beyond Expected!

...

Not all the things in this world need speed.

Sometimes we need much time to take it slow.

Let it stay as it is and let it take easy when you've already caught it in a glance.

An unexpected glance that never meant to happen but still happens.

And no matter what obstacle that may face.

Things still going so smoothly and unknown!

Keeps going to a path that never meant to go through!

Never meant to be but making it moves in a slow but speeding fast unexpectedly!

Until it is hard to control!

And hard to stop!

Things that is never meant to be...

Is the thing that means a lot!

Deeper from far beyond expected!

... ... ...

Jr.

... ...

Missing You...

... ... ...

There are no more words to say...

There are no more things to think...

But still keeps thinking and finding words to say.

...

Mind keeps searching far from beyond...

Mind keeps reaching far from nothing...

But still hard to reach and search from beyond.

...

Reminiscing each time with you...

Remembering each moment being together...

But still mind blurs from the memories of you.

...

Wishing so badly to be with you...

Longing so hardly to stay at your side...

But still it is hard to be with you.

...

Trying to forget everything about you...

Making things just to set you free...

But still I keep missing you.

... ... ...

Jr.

...

M

...

Mysterious places never been seen
     Covering such beauty that hard to explain,
     Seeing such things never had been
     Exploring it is well unknown.

...

...

Miraculous places never been touch
     Superior but never been in a rush,
     Highly in too many ways of such
     Powerful and tough to be crush.

...

...

Masterpieces seen in each places
     Caring each of it with peace,
     Protecting it in many cases
     Too many lives linger in ease.

...

...

Million years it lives quietly
     That makes it full of mystery,
     Hard to be seen so quickly
     Staying the whole place in wary.

...

...

Jr.

...

Realize!

...
    When it wakes up in the morning,
       There are things it finally realize,
            Things that it never thought would not be too much important,
                  But it finally thought that it is so wrong,
                     So when it wakes up in a new morning,
                       It finally realize the things that it ignores,
                         Things that it never gives importance,
                              That it did not know it makes it empty and numb,
                                   Making it lost tracks and finding something it missing,
                                        The reason why it won't reach the goal its achieving for so long,
                                            A goal that it wants for its life,
                                             Now it finally realize what was wrong,
                                                Although it knows it is too late still,
                                                        It wants to move forward and finally give importance,
                                                          To things it ignores and live it behind.
                                                            ...